Serious Am I the only one losing touch with reality?

[Chuvak_Molotovka]

I don't know if it's some mental illness creeping around the corner or just a side effect of being alone and an outcast in our modern society, but with every passing day, not matter how much I try to fit in everything seems so strange and insane.

People's interactions, their actions, habits and everything else around seems so alien to me.

I'm not a neet. I work most of the time, and even going to start university in 2 months. Yet... I feel much more cast out from everyone else than 2 years ago when all I did was sit in my room, masturbate and play video games.

Are we just doomed to feel miserable, even when trying to improve ourselves?

I always wonder how different I could have been if I just had an intimate relationship with a girl.

 

[Deleted member 23820]

I feel the same way. It is probably a side effect of being a social outcast and not being able to fit anywhere.

 

[Deleted member 24081]

I feel the same way. It is probably a side effect of being a social outcast and not being able to fit anywhere.

When you don’t have a place to call your own you begin to develop mental health problems. You end up disenfranchised, lonely, depressed etc.

 

[Deleted member 5712]

I feel the same way.

 

[MaxZM98]

when i imagine a world where women aren't hypergamous, and think how much better my life and the world would be, it drives me insane.