What im about to talk about are real experiences that my family/relatives and i have had, and i am totally open to the possibility that we are all crazy or have been exposed to some unknown deadly toxin that causes hallucinations and shit.
CONTEXT:
almost all my dreams are sleep paralysis, some tolerable...some good...some HORRIBLE HELL dreams.
ive been having them near daily since 11-12 years old, and im now a legal adult.
my father has claimed to have alien implants in his head and tried to take them out, his brother killed himself young because of some entities tormenting him.
my mother's family wont come up to visit because they see black shadows in the house that we (the residents) didnt see at the time. (old house)
Recently, both my mom and dad on separate occasions saw black shadows in the house in the same day... and i saw nothing. (new house)
due to the nature of these experiences im thinking it could also be demons, even tho my parents and i are atheist.
my family and i have tried a lot of "spiritual" things to try and help the situation but none of them worked...among other things that makes me think that these entities whatever they are, are more tangible than ethereal, and therefore are not "demons" but aliens or ET's.
its said that alien's keep tabs on certain groups of people, messing with each generation... but some people believe in generational curses caused by demons
so i really dont know whats goin on, either way im so fucked
THE EXPERIENCES:
whatever these things are... they exploit the sleep paralysis... they have gone into every orifice of my body without my consent. i often wake up in the middle of it not able to move. almost always uncomfortable, sometimes extremely painful.
recently i woke up with unexplained bloodstains on my pillow (which means they got sloppy with the clean up job), even tho i had no memory of ANY dreams that night (SUS as i ALWAYS REMEMBER AT LEAST ONE DREAM PER NIGHT AND NAP)
they have an obsession with my left ear, for a long time they put different tools in there, and last night trying to sleep i heard a unique tone/beep coming from inside my own ear...i am beyond fucked
whether its mental or real... whatever it is im so super fucked
I seriously think i have a form of Stockholm syndrome, because i don't hate them and look forward to sleeping despite all this. I even try my best not to be scared and to make (((them))) happy, i cant shake the feeling like i want (((them))) to love me. (which im aware isnt the normal response according to the situation, which makes me think that either im crazy or these things have hacked my emotions/overrided my "free will")
(((THEM))): (sleep paralysis demons that dont care for personal space or comfort)
ive never seen any "greys" (stereotypical Hollywood alien)
and ive never seen any stereotypical Hollywood demon.
to me, the most frequent visitors either look like giant worms whose mouths open up like a flower revealing rows or teeth (terrifying)
or what i used to call "dragon men" when this first started, which parallels with the reptilian aliens theory, but they can present themselves however they please, and ive seen then some of them turn into human-looking or giant snakes, which parallels to the demonic serpents from the bible theory.
the thing is one of the alien dragon or demon snake things... LIKES TO SNIFF ME AND I CAN FEEL ITS BREATH ON MY SKIN
...im pretty sure ghosts and spirits and such can't BREATHE because they are ethereal with no body... but these things CAN breathe
ive also seen them interact with each other and there were a few animistic behaviors like making loud retarded noises at eachother and displaying and fighting like freaking animals, which again is not typical of demons/spirits, but who knows (cuz i dont have a clue)
They also do alot of body language with me and eachother, they usually only talk when they feel rapey or want to manipulate my ass into compliance when they wanna cut my head or guts open.
last night i dreamt that (the one that like to sniff me) said: "you make me feel nasty"... when he was done being rapey he said "your parents wont like it but one day im gonna take you away and youll live with me here" (shows me some nice looking house)
if i die or get abducted by aliens, demons, or whatever the fuck, know that its this niggas fault
i am SO FUCKED, whether is ALIENS DEMONS OR ALL IM MY HEAD IM SO BEYOND FUCKEDim probably alien property or some shit... FUCkkKKKK
i just wanna live peaceful life i dont want these issues bruh
CONTEXT:
almost all my dreams are sleep paralysis, some tolerable...some good...some HORRIBLE HELL dreams.
ive been having them near daily since 11-12 years old, and im now a legal adult.
my father has claimed to have alien implants in his head and tried to take them out, his brother killed himself young because of some entities tormenting him.
my mother's family wont come up to visit because they see black shadows in the house that we (the residents) didnt see at the time. (old house)
Recently, both my mom and dad on separate occasions saw black shadows in the house in the same day... and i saw nothing. (new house)
due to the nature of these experiences im thinking it could also be demons, even tho my parents and i are atheist.
my family and i have tried a lot of "spiritual" things to try and help the situation but none of them worked...among other things that makes me think that these entities whatever they are, are more tangible than ethereal, and therefore are not "demons" but aliens or ET's.
its said that alien's keep tabs on certain groups of people, messing with each generation... but some people believe in generational curses caused by demons
so i really dont know whats goin on, either way im so fucked
THE EXPERIENCES:
whatever these things are... they exploit the sleep paralysis... they have gone into every orifice of my body without my consent. i often wake up in the middle of it not able to move. almost always uncomfortable, sometimes extremely painful.
recently i woke up with unexplained bloodstains on my pillow (which means they got sloppy with the clean up job), even tho i had no memory of ANY dreams that night (SUS as i ALWAYS REMEMBER AT LEAST ONE DREAM PER NIGHT AND NAP)
they have an obsession with my left ear, for a long time they put different tools in there, and last night trying to sleep i heard a unique tone/beep coming from inside my own ear...i am beyond fucked
whether its mental or real... whatever it is im so super fuckedI seriously think i have a form of Stockholm syndrome, because i don't hate them and look forward to sleeping despite all this. I even try my best not to be scared and to make (((them))) happy, i cant shake the feeling like i want (((them))) to love me. (which im aware isnt the normal response according to the situation, which makes me think that either im crazy or these things have hacked my emotions/overrided my "free will")
(((THEM))): (sleep paralysis demons that dont care for personal space or comfort)
ive never seen any "greys" (stereotypical Hollywood alien)
and ive never seen any stereotypical Hollywood demon.
to me, the most frequent visitors either look like giant worms whose mouths open up like a flower revealing rows or teeth (terrifying)
or what i used to call "dragon men" when this first started, which parallels with the reptilian aliens theory, but they can present themselves however they please, and ive seen then some of them turn into human-looking or giant snakes, which parallels to the demonic serpents from the bible theory.
the thing is one of the alien dragon or demon snake things... LIKES TO SNIFF ME AND I CAN FEEL ITS BREATH ON MY SKIN
...im pretty sure ghosts and spirits and such can't BREATHE because they are ethereal with no body... but these things CAN breathe
ive also seen them interact with each other and there were a few animistic behaviors like making loud retarded noises at eachother and displaying and fighting like freaking animals, which again is not typical of demons/spirits, but who knows (cuz i dont have a clue)
They also do alot of body language with me and eachother, they usually only talk when they feel rapey
or want to manipulate my ass into compliance when they wanna cut my head or guts open.last night i dreamt that (the one that like to sniff me) said: "you make me feel nasty"... when he was done being rapey he said "your parents wont like it but one day im gonna take you away and youll live with me here" (shows me some nice looking house)
if i die or get abducted by aliens, demons, or whatever the fuck, know that its this niggas fault
i am SO FUCKED, whether is ALIENS DEMONS OR ALL IM MY HEAD IM SO BEYOND FUCKED
im probably alien property or some shit... FUCkkKKKKi just wanna live peaceful life
i dont want these issues bruh 
