Esoteric7
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Made the mistake of going outside. I was walking back from somewhere - I can’t remember where. It was sunny, brilliant blue sky, quite warm. 
Feeling thirsty, I stopped on the side of an expansive, wide walking path. After some refreshing sips, I looked to my right and a white, blonde toilet was walking up and suddenly locked eyes with me. She looked like this in the same outfit:

Or:
Immediately, I broke eye contact and resumed walking.
She had a neutral facial expression. Who knows what the expression would have turned into if I held eye contact. 
The blend of exhaustion, thirst, inceldom, and the heat made me subconsciously look at her to seek comfort and refuge.
When we looked at each other I felt overwhelmed. I felt like my body was being electrocuted for doing something very morally wrong.
I don’t know why I felt like this. Yes I have social anxiety but this was something different - it felt like I was committing a heinous, unforgivable act that would require my face to be scorched by a thousand suns as a form of punishment. 
I can’t even hold eye contact with an attractive female. I only feel comfortable around sub-5 females and men (pause).
Feeling thirsty, I stopped on the side of an expansive, wide walking path. After some refreshing sips, I looked to my right and a white, blonde toilet was walking up and suddenly locked eyes with me. She looked like this in the same outfit:

Or:
Immediately, I broke eye contact and resumed walking.
The blend of exhaustion, thirst, inceldom, and the heat made me subconsciously look at her to seek comfort and refuge.
When we looked at each other I felt overwhelmed. I felt like my body was being electrocuted for doing something very morally wrong.
I can’t even hold eye contact with an attractive female. I only feel comfortable around sub-5 females and men (pause).





