Blackpill Acceptance is incels worst enemy

[Incline]

How do I fucking lift myself out of this fucked up shit state. What the fuck do I do. I mean that's a rhetorical question nobody in this world can help me. It's just little old me, that's all I got that's all I ever had and that's all I'll get.

I am just so fucking tired of this compromise of existence. Either I wanna go out big and try to get this train called my life going or I want to blow my fucking head right open I fucking hate being stuck in the middle.

Worst of all. I just say I hate it but do I really? If I truly hated it I would have done something by now. Maybe I just got used to it. Used to living in fucking misery grasping at every temporary pleasure and cope I can get my hands on to pass another day.

I can't fucking take this shit. Days pass, months pass and years pass it's all the same shit. How the fuck do I force myself to change when the misery overwhelmed me to the point where I don't even want to do anything other than rotting all day till I die.

Holy shit I must either figure this shit out or just swallow my pride and blow my head open like my sig says because I can't go on like this much longer. I've been doing it for 25 years already.

 

[Deleted member 7448]

Holy shit, you're 25 years old already? Feels like just yesterday you were 22 or 23, time fucking flies. God damn time passes by way too quickly, and I'm still doing the same shit I've been doing for years, days blending in together, days are over in seconds. Also, this proves how bad acceptance is: I basically accepted and gave up on life, so look at me. Time fucking flies for me and I'm just rotting.

 

[Dalaran]

Get a helium bag and take a lot of opioids + sleeping pills (Sedative-hypnotic drugs). Play some music and enter into paradise, brocel. Alternatively, you can take the cyanide pill like Mr. H did here and blow your brains out.

How close are you to SEAmaxxing? Save up money and just fly to Japan. Take a week off work and kill yourself with euphoric pleasure instead of pain. Die a happy man in East Asia. Don't just lay down and rot.

 

[Gymcelled]

Holy shit, you're 25 years old already? Feels like just yesterday you were 22 or 23, time fucking flies. God damn time passes by way too quickly, and I'm still doing the same shit I've been doing for years, days blending in together, days are over in seconds. Also, this proves how bad acceptance is: I basically accepted and gave up on life, so look at me. Time fucking flies for me and I'm just rotting.

I've heard that time flies by faster the less unique and meaningful experiences your brain has because it's incapable of making memories out of mundane and similar things. Brain goes into autopilot. This is why your years as a kid seemed to last so much longer because you had a lot to discover

We've effectively shortened our lives by rotting and being excluded from society (our at least to our brains that what's happening).

 

[Incline]

Get a helium bag and take a lot of opioids + sleeping pills (Sedative-hypnotic drugs). Play some music and enter into paradise, brocel. Alternaively, you can take the cyanide pill like Mr. H did here and blow your brains out.

How close are you to SEAmaxxing? Save up money and just fly to Japan. Take a week off work and kill yourself with euphoric pleasure instead of pain. Die a happy man in East Asia. Don't just lay down and rot.

I know how to kill myself with gas/pills boyo I already got everything I need for a quick and painless death prepared in case I ever feel particularly brave on some day.

 

[Dalaran]

I've heard that time flies by faster the less unique and meaningful experiences your brain has because it's incapable of making memories out of mundane and similar things. Brain goes into autopilot. This is why your years as a kid seemed to last so much longer because you had a lot to discover

We've effectively shortened our lives by rotting and being excluded from society (our at least to our brains that what's happening).

Holy shit, what is the solution? Is there no escape from this hellhole of purgatory? We're alive but not living life. Even I don't have the fucking courage to permanently end myself and cease the suffering. My phone is empty with no one texting me, no friends, no gf, nothing. It's truly over for me.

 

[Deleted member 7448]

Holy shit, what is the solution? Is there no escape from this hellhole of purgatory? We're alive but not living life. Even I don't have the fucking courage to permanently end myself and cease the suffering. My phone is empty with no one texting me, no friends, no gf, nothing. It's truly over for me.

I have 2 contacts, mom and dad. Won't end it with my own hands, despite having ideations about it since I was 13 and my depression started. Although with the way my health is, combined with my diet, lifestyle and severe lack and hate of exercise, I'll be surprised if I pass 50. So... 2 decades or so left. Hopefully wageslaving a shit job all day won't make it feel like forever.

I've heard that time flies by faster the less unique and meaningful experiences your brain has because it's incapable of making memories out of mundane and similar things. Brain goes into autopilot. This is why your years as a kid seemed to last so much longer because you had a lot to discover

We've effectively shortened our lives by rotting and being excluded from society (our at least to our brains that what's happening).

There's so many experiences I've never had. And I never will, I'm already a grown ass adult. All that's left for me is wageslaving and then coming home tired, rinse and repeat till I die.

 

[Dalaran]

I have 2 contacts, mom and dad. Won't end it with my own hands, despite having ideations about it since I was 13 and my depression started. Although with the way my health is, combined with my diet, lifestyle and severe lack and hate of exercise, I'll be surprised if I pass 50. So... 2 decades or so left. Hopefully wageslaving a shit job all day won't make it feel like forever.

There's so many experiences I've never had. And I never will, I'm already a grown ass adult. All that's left for me is wageslaving and then coming home tired, rinse and repeat till I die.

I did work experience in a hotel once for months. Time moves even faster while working. I recall an employee telling me to value my time as if it was currency because in the hospitality industry, it will never come back. I try not to think about the day my parents die and when I'm truly forever alone with no one by my side. I rather rope myself than to wageslave until 50.

 

[Deleted member 7448]

I did work experience in a hotel once for months. Time moves even faster while working. I recall an employee telling me to value my time as if it was currency because in the hospitality industry, it will never come back. I try not to think about the day my parents die and when I'm truly forever alone with no one by my side. I rather rope myself than to wageslave until 50.

Interesting, for me it was always the opposite. If I'm doing something I hate doing (schoolwork, actual work), times slows down to a crawl. Takes forever. But if I'm rotting or just not doing something I hate doing, then it's over in minutes and lo and behold I have to slave again.

Damn, the parents bit is so true. My dad is already 70, mom's got her health issues as well. Once they're gone I'm gonna get back on the sauce and just die of alcohol poisoning while passed out.

 

[misterbean9]

I'm an ugly boy with an ugly heart, and I cope by rotting to vidya. Like League that I am exceptionally shit at. I have rotted for 6 fucking years, I am a 21 year old virgin. Soon to be 30 y/o virgin wizard.

 

[Incline]

Holy shit, you're 25 years old already? Feels like just yesterday you were 22 or 23, time fucking flies. God damn time passes by way too quickly, and I'm still doing the same shit I've been doing for years, days blending in together, days are over in seconds. Also, this proves how bad acceptance is: I basically accepted and gave up on life, so look at me. Time fucking flies for me and I'm just rotting.

Yeah time flies doesn't it? Especially when we've been abandoned by our society. Actually banished would be a better term. No matter the cultural differences all modern societies have common ostracization patterns when it comes to men like us. Whatever shape and form they take.

I joined when I was in my late 23s. Your posts are some of the first ones I remember when I think of this forum I think some of your threads were the first I read when I joined up.

 

[Dalaran]

I'm an ugly boy with an ugly heart, and I cope by rotting to vidya. Like League that I am exceptionally shit at. I have rotted for 6 fucking years, I am a 21 year old virgin. Soon to be 30 y/o virgin wizard.

LOL Are you me? I'm nearly 21 too. Ascending as a wizard may be my only option too. I don't know how to cope any more. I'm too busy with college and stuff.

 

[Copexodius Maximus]

Holy shit, you're 25 years old already? Feels like just yesterday you were 22 or 23, time fucking flies. God damn time passes by way too quickly, and I'm still doing the same shit I've been doing for years, days blending in together, days are over in seconds. Also, this proves how bad acceptance is: I basically accepted and gave up on life, so look at me. Time fucking flies for me and I'm just rotting.

eventually we'll all be dead all alone

 

[Heartless]

My plan is to eventually shack up with a few NEETs (on disability) or wage cuck incels, and then live together as friends and a family of our choosing. Go out, either live on some disabled neets section 8 or get like 6 of us together and rent a house, food stamps + disability covering most of everything, even us unlucky wagecucks would only need to work a few months of the year/part time. maybe somewhere with fiber internet so all of us could use it at the same time without wanting to kill ourselves from the low internet speed.

 

[Robloxcel]

How do I fucking lift myself out of this fucked up shit state. What the fuck do I do. I mean that's a rhetorical question nobody in this world can help me. It's just little old me, that's all I got that's all I ever had and that's all I'll get.

I am just so fucking tired of this compromise of existence. Either I wanna go out big and try to get this train called my life going or I want to blow my fucking head right open I fucking hate being stuck in the middle.

Worst of all. I just say I hate it but do I really? If I truly hated it I would have done something by now. Maybe I just got used to it. Used to living in fucking misery grasping at every temporary pleasure and cope I can get my hands on to pass another day.

I can't fucking take this shit. Days pass, months pass and years pass it's all the same shit. How the fuck do I force myself to change when the misery overwhelmed me to the point where I don't even want to do anything other than rotting all day till I die.

Holy shit I must either figure this shit out or just swallow my pride and blow my head open like my sig says because I can't go on like this much longer. I've been doing it for 25 years already.

Don’t just kill yourself when thERe is so much more you could accomplish

 

[Deleted member 1983]

My plan is to eventually shack up with a few NEETs (on disability) or wage cuck incels, and then live together as friends and a family of our choosing. Go out, either live on some disabled neets section 8 or get like 6 of us together and rent a house, food stamps + disability covering most of everything, even us unlucky wagecucks would only need to work a few months of the year/part time. maybe somewhere with fiber internet so all of us could use it at the same time without wanting to kill ourselves from the low internet speed.

living off neetbux isnt bad, but its harder to get by for sure

 

[InMyCellInHell]

living off neetbux isnt bad, but its harder to get by for sure

 

[Incline]

My plan is to eventually shack up with a few NEETs (on disability) or wage cuck incels, and then live together as friends and a family of our choosing. Go out, either live on some disabled neets section 8 or get like 6 of us together and rent a house, food stamps + disability covering most of everything, even us unlucky wagecucks would only need to work a few months of the year/part time. maybe somewhere with fiber internet so all of us could use it at the same time without wanting to kill ourselves from the low internet speed.

Can't say I ever see this working out very well. Besides, this isn't much different to coming to terms with being an incel. To accept your situation and make the best of it with others like you. I'll never do that. People like me are the last ones I want to hang around with. One fuck up in the room is plenty for me.

I will NEVER come to terms with my life, yet at the same time I don't have any will or power left in me to fight another day. I already had my war and I lost. Barely put up a fight but that's another story, at least I have gave it a try unlike many fakecel larpers here who sit in a basement all day and complain about problems they only comprehend in abstract scenarios.

I don't know what to do about this. I've been upping phenibut doses lately but that's only ever a very temporary solution.

Perhaps I should experiment more with hardcore drugs and self induced personality disorders. Anything is better than the way I am now.

 

[Unsaveable]

Man i'm 19 and it already feels rough can't imagine being 25 or older.

 

[AnotherInsertCel]

living off neetbux isnt bad, but its harder to get by for sure

It's also harder to get off it when you're on the neetbux train. Truly over.

 

[grondilu]

"Just be patient, bro. Love will come when you least expect it, bro."

 

[radishman]

I may be alone but I found acceptance to be the ultimate cope in dealing with life. I get down and sometimes yearn for the fantasy of a girlfriend, but I also feel really at peace most of the time.

 

[Deleted member 30187]

"Just be patient, bro. Love will come when you expect it less, bro."
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B-but you are 42.

 

[grondilu]

B-but you are 42.

Meh, I was just posting that to troll OP as I suppose he's till longing for love. I don't. See my signature. I just want the right to give up on love and pay for the next best thing.

 

[Incline]

Meh, I was just posting that to troll OP as I suppose he's till longing for love. I don't. See my signature. I just want the right to give up on love and pay for the next best thing.

No man I don't mean it this way.

Sure we will probably live an unhappy miserable life at least the truecels among us but there is no reason to ever come to terms with that and to accept it.

 

[grondilu]

Sure we will probably live an unhappy miserable life at least the truecels among us but there is no reason to ever come to terms with that and to accept it.

I don't get what you're saying. Are you saying you're not willing to give up yet and want to keep trying ?

I mean, there very much is a reason to come to terms with your predicament : it's precisely the fact that by doing so you will not have to mentally struggle with it anymore.

"For it is better to die with hunger, exempt from grief and fear, than to live in affluence with perturbation"

Often what troubles you is much more your perception of your misfortune than your misfortune itself. I'm not saying giving up on all desires is the absolute best thing to do (though Bhuddists seem to think so), but it certainly is some kind of relief.

 

[Emba]

I've heard that time flies by faster the less unique and meaningful experiences your brain has because it's incapable of making memories out of mundane and similar things. Brain goes into autopilot. This is why your years as a kid seemed to last so much longer because you had a lot to discover

We've effectively shortened our lives by rotting and being excluded from society (our at least to our brains that what's happening).

Confirmed.

THAT is why i try to learn something new everyday.

 

[Deleted member 1983]

It's also harder to get off it when you're on the neetbux train. Truly over.

true also the longer im unemployed the less likely my chance of getting employed again.

 

[TTB]

That all depends on where acceptance takes you.

 

[Incline]

That all depends on where acceptance takes you.

It's gonna take me to my grave that much is certain. I just don't see myself growing old you know... Then again I don't really see myself in the day after either. I am just stuck in a timeless prison flowing through life like I'm not even here anymore. Maybe it's a defense mechanism for how fucked up my life has turned out to be. Maybe my mind is just trying to drown out the pain. I guess that is a form of acceptance too if you look at it this way.

I fear the day it will stop bothering me. I am terrified of it. God you have no fucking idea just how much that scares me. I can feel that day fast approaching, I can sense that I am at that crucial point in my life. Rather take control of what little I have of my life left and just end it on my own terms than become some mindless degenerate corpse carried by the waves of rotten fate till I draw my last breath.

Maybe I'm already too far gone. I doubt I have what it takes to end myself. Wished I did though because a grim future awaits me and I don't want to face it. Why the fuck does life have to be so cruel I never fucking asked to be on this piece of shit planet, nobody fucking asked me a thing. I can't even fucking check the fuck out because I'm too weak to pull the trigger. Every day is a fucking battle in this piece of shit life. As genetic trash you either accept your place and live out your life in some fucking delusional make-believe story or you struggle with every fucking breath. But struggling gets old really quickly, so instead our minds put us away into a long dream montage where days blend together and years pass uneventfully. One day you wake up a 40 something man with nothing to show for it. Why invent hell when we already live it every day. Consciousness is a cruel gift.

Love it when people say it get's better. It gets better my fucking ass can't believe how many times I heard that. Well it's been getting nothing but worse for me and I just don't fucking know what to fucking do anymore. When is it gonna get better? Because my life is just as good as done soon.

It's fucking over that's what it is. But I will not accept that either. Because fuck accepting something like that. Can't even cope on this fucking website because it's full of fakecels and larpers. I don't even know why I post here it's not like anything we write here is helping anybody, everyone is stuck in their own little bubble and we are just exchanging our sorrows here nothing more than that. That is all this website is. That's all it has to be, good enough for me. Can't cope anywhere else because nobody would give people like us a time of day.

Can't do anything. But stare... Stare at my own fucking demise as it unravels before me and watch it calmly behind a glass window sipping on the glass of tequila in my hand from time to time.

It's an oddly charming proposition.

 

[AlexAnguish]

Go ER

 

[Snowstormhigh]

Go ER

In Minecraft

 

[Deleted member 23712]

Go ER

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