Blackpill A Story about the most Brutal Rejection I received that Forever Blackpilled me

[Deleted member 24213]

At university a few years ago I decided to go to a club myself. Big Mistake. I was pretty much a loner at uni. 0 friends, no girlfriend, always by myself. I still believed in Game and confidence and I wanted to become like one of those PUA's.

When I arrived, I was well dressed and groomed, confident in approaching people. I made a few guy friends, and dominated some conversations. I approached a group of tall white girls who were like 5'10+ and they reacted very aggressively, swearing at me, mocking me for my race and height and were literally disgusted by my presence. I'm not an ugly guy so I've never receive this abuse from approaching. Girls just always friendzoned me and told me they had a boyfriend. This was something else. I even tried to "neg" them and lower their confidence but then they threatened to throw drink at me. The reason is my race and height which I've always suspected but my mum and everyone always told me it was just my confidence.

Since this time I have always been very distant to any woman. I don't trust them because they either give me bluepilled BS and lead me on or hate me for existing.

Once you experience this level of brutality from women you'll be truely blackpilled. I've received similar shit from them but never anything that matches this.

 

[NEETard]

I'm not an ugly guy so I've never receive this abuse from approaching. Girls just always friendzoned me and told me they had a boyfriend.

You realise thats how ugly men are treated

 

[Deleted member 24213]

You realise thats how ugly men are treated

I'm not good looking but I'm not ugly. It's that I'm a manlet and curry so I'm worse than an ugly guy. You could make the case that being a curry you are default ugly, if you mean that then the logic makes sense.

Also I mentioned I was friendzoned and told I had a bf several times. I had many female acquaintances because I was a "smart" student and they were very friendly towards me, but out of all those girls I was friends with, not one would be interested in dating me.

 

[NEETard]

I'm not good looking but I'm not ugly. It's that I'm a manlet and curry so I'm worse than an ugly guy. You could make the case that being a curry you are default ugly, if you mean that then the logic makes sense.

Also I mentioned I was friendzoned and told I had a bf several times. I had many female acquaintances because I was a "smart" student and they were very friendly towards me, but out of all those girls I was friends with, not one would be interested in dating me.

Yea most women wouldnt even consider dating an indian

 

[Deleted member 24213]

Yea most women wouldnt even consider dating an indian

I know man, but society and women told me to be confident... I know the truth now. I treat women like any other ape now who has to do disgusting things like shit and fart (my cope), and I don't waste any time on them now. This was also around 5 years ago so not sure if the blackpill was that developed then.

 

[Deleted member 24125]

Yea most women wouldnt even consider dating an indian

brutal

 

[Konon]

How tall are you OP?

 

[Deleted member 24213]

5'5.

My mum never had any issues dating and had tonnes of guys chasing her when she was younger. The male equivalent gets the short end of the stick though.

I did have a girlfriend when I was 18 but I was very low-inhib at that time, was fearless but I turned into a soyboy after uni indoctrination.

I had some interest from a few select girls when I acted confident years ago but I'm extremely autistic and suffer from depression, but ultimately I think they'd just go for a tall white guy in the end.

Now I'm a broke unemployed loser who posts on here and is soon to be an oldcel.

 

[Swimcell]

I know man, but society and women told me to be confident... I know the truth now. I treat women like any other ape now who has to do disgusting things like shit and fart (my cope), and I don't waste any time on them now. This was also around 5 years ago so not sure if the blackpill was that developed then.

Shifting and farting is your cope?

srs tho, I’ve had to force myself to act similarly. The biological need to place women on a pedestal is so biologically ingrained that at first it’s difficult to hammer into your mind that they’re just bags of flesh running around on autopilot like us.

 

[Gymcelled]

5'5.

And you approached 5ft10+ girls? No fucking wonder they treated you like shit

I'm 5ft10 and girls my height or taller already fucking despise me and treat me like a subhuman. I can't even imagine how bad they'd treat someone who's your height AND curry.

If they could erase you from this world they would without hesitating.

 

[Deleted member 24213]

And you approached 5ft10+ girls? No fucking wonder they treated you like shit

I'm 5ft10 and girls my height or taller already fucking despise me and treat me like a subhuman. I can't even imagine how bad they'd treat someone who's your height AND curry.

If they could erase you from this world they would without hesitating.

Ask @FACEandLMS face is the main predictor on how you'll be treated. I've approached tall women and most of them were nicer to me than the short ones. The short ones often brutal in rejecting me. Ultimately my main deficit is not being tall and white. I'm treated fairly OK because I've got a non-threatening aura.

Shifting and farting is your cope?

srs tho, I’ve had to force myself to act similarly. The biological need to place women on a pedestal is so biologically ingrained that at first it’s difficult to hammer into your mind that they’re just bags of flesh running around on autopilot like us.

Not shitting/farting, but I used to view them at magical creatures but now I see the reality is they are no different to men. We all die in the end and we are just evolved apes who are just here to pass on our genes.

 

[Gymcelled]

Ask @FACEandLMS face is the main predictor on how you'll be treated. I've approached tall women and most of them were nicer to me than the short ones. The short ones often hate my guys more. Ultimately my main deficit is not being tall and white.



Not shitting/farting, but I used to view them at magical creatures but now I see the reality is they are no different to men. We all die in the end and we are just evolved apes who are just here to pass on our genes.

But face would disagree. He's had FiveFour on his stream and even met the lil nigga. He saw in person how badly people treated him because of his height. And FiveFour is a 7-8/10 in the face.

 

[Swimcell]

Not shitting/farting, but I used to view them at magical creatures but now I see the reality is they are no different to men. We all die in the end and we are just evolved apes who are just here to pass on our genes.

very wise tbh. I cant decide whether passing on genes is a cope though. There was a high IQ thread yesterday about some guy buying Stacy eggs and a surrogate to have a son, so there may still be hope.

 

[Deleted member 24213]

But face would disagree. He's had FiveFour on his stream and even met the lil nigga. He saw in person how badly people treated him because of his height. And FiveFour is a 7-8/10 in the face.

He's white, that's different. Indians are usually shorter due to genes so women expect that. I also suffered similar shit that five four dealt with and had to fight to survive like him. Luckily when you educate yourself you don't need to fight as often, people always try to clown you still though.

very wise tbh. I cant decide whether passing on genes is a cope though. There was a high IQ thread yesterday about some guy buying Stacy eggs and a surrogate to have a son, so there may still be hope.

That's one thing that haunts me that I won't be able to reproduce. I don't know why I feel this way because it doesn't matter but I hate myself for it.

 

[Konon]

5'5.

My mum never had any issues dating and had tonnes of guys chasing her when she was younger. The male equivalent gets the short end of the stick though.

I did have a girlfriend when I was 18 but I was very low-inhib at that time, was fearless but I turned into a soyboy after uni indoctrination.

I had some interest from a few select girls when I acted confident years ago but I'm extremely autistic and suffer from depression, but ultimately I think they'd just go for a tall white guy in the end.

Now I'm a broke unemployed loser who posts on here and is soon to be an oldcel.

>I did have a girlfriend at 18

This site is not for you, Chadeet. I cannot even imagine havinga a gf at this point.

 

[Deleted member 24213]

>I did have a girlfriend at 18

This site is not for you, Chadeet. I cannot even imagine havinga a gf at this point.

That's not true, even @FACEandLMS had a girlfriend at one point. That was many years ago as well and it was just lucky. I used to live on dating sites years ago and only that one girl agreed to meet me and that was because she thought I was black and had a black fetish.

Uni girls were friendly but like I say friendzoned and told "i have a bf" constantly.

I can ascend if I statusmaxx but I'm too mentally ill and low on confidence

 

[Konon]

That's not true, even @FACEandLMS had a girlfriend at one point. That was many years ago as well and it was just lucky. I used to live on dating sites years ago and only that one girl agreed to meet me and that was because she thought I was black and had a black fetish.

Uni girls were friendly but like I say friendzoned and told "i have a bf" constantly.

I can ascend if I statusmaxx but I'm too mentally ill and low on confidence

Nono, you don't understand. Unless you got literally disfigured or are now 70 years old it means you can still get a girlfriend and shouldn't even be here in the first place. I've never kissed or had sex with a girl and most here haven't even hugged one (which I have thankfully done).

 

[beta_max]

You say you're not ugly looking, how would you rate yourself on the scale of 1-10?

 

[Deleted member 24213]

Nono, you don't understand. Unless you got literally disfigured or are now 70 years old it means you can still get a girlfriend and shouldn't even be here in the first place. I've never kissed or had sex with a girl and most here haven't even hugged one (which I have thankfully done).

Also that was pre-tinder and before feminism took over. And even then it was just lucky ... I played the numbers game.

You say you're not ugly looking, how would you rate yourself on the scale of 1-10?

I'm not sure tbh but I would like to consult with a black pill expert like @FACEandLMS to learn more. I've been lied to my entire life with the bluepill and confidence and it didn't net many results. And I tried my best.

The darker I get get, the uglier I look so I try and stay out the sun. It could be the difference between being a 2/10 and a 5/10. Same thing if I put on weight. Also if I'm not the life of the party and am my usuaul autistic self I go to a 0/10. It's a thing all Indians go through, think Raj from big bang theory. I've learnt how to pretend to be normal. I'm talking about what I can achieve at my very BEST with putting in a lot of effort. If I statusmaxx/moneymaxx I think I can ascend. I hope I can overcome my mental issues

 

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[Adamhastor]

I had a bf several times

Gay thread, ngl

 

[BITG]

> manlet
> curry
“I’m not ugly though”

JFL. And I thought I was a greycel.

 

[Deleted member 24213]

> manlet
> curry
“I’m not ugly though”

JFL. And I thought I was a greycel.

Cope, look at this guy

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[Idotms]

That's the female nature. They don't like you, if you aren't a Chad

 

[BITG]

Cope, look at this guy

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Jfl, average face at best, and he isn’t a manlet. What your point? Proved nothing.

 

[Deleted member 24213]

Jfl, average face at best, and he isn’t a manlet. What your point? Proved nothing.

you can still work with it though,

imagine looking like this and creating a website, i cant ldar because i feel like shit and im not brave to kill myself

 

[BITG]

you can still work with it though,

imagine looking like this and creating a website, i cant ldar because i feel like shit and im not brave to kill myself

Low inhibs me

 

[BenBerger]

Brutal. Sound like the story of my pre-blackpilled life.