Lv99_BixNood
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I'm 23. Never kissed nor dated anyone. No friends, nothing really going on in my life.
To be honest, I've just never identified myself with the incel crowd. It took me a lot of thinking, being vulnerable, and being completely honest with myself to get to this realization.
I've always been lonely and struggled with socializing. It's not due to family or anything, my family is amazing. It's all my fault. Spent too much time on the internet ("reddit") as a teen and convinced myself being alone is good and normal and beneficial to me (it's not!). Reddit, discord, 4chan, random forums, gaming, you name it. I waste a lot of time doing these things alone in my room. I don't even have online friends.
Now I'm in too deep. I lack confidence. I don't know how to socialize. I'm awkward around my peers. It's tough. As I am graduating University soon, I don't know how I'll get a job or do anything with my awkward self. Does that make sense?
I don't chase the stereotypical "incel" stuff, but it'd be nice to be a normal person for once, but I don't even know how to. I'm in a foreign country for uni, I don't relate to anything other girls are into. I don't know how to make friends with them. I'm afraid once they find out I'm an awkward friendless incel they won't want anything to do with me anymore.
Note she didn't say she was a virgin





