It's Over A message to IncelTears, or any lurkers that believe blackpill is fake.

[BlackLowLtn]

TLDR - Incel mentally breaks down over how he will forever be loveless and lonely; how his life confirms blackpill and how pointless life seems.





I don't really care anymore about sex, haven't even thought about it in months.

I lost any hatred I have of people, society, women, anyone; they are all just acting on preordained natural order of the world, or on their own individual beliefs/preferences, can't hate them for that. People have their own thoughts and no self-respecting person would want to get close to me; I truly deserve no-one. I just been faking all that hatred to fit in more here, but I have no real opinion on it all.

I stopped caring about it all. I just feel alone; I have no friends, anytime I try to interact with people there is just an invisible wall I can't break past; when I manage to make an acquaintance, it never seems to go past that point at all.

I spend my days meaninglessly, I try my hardest to improve myself and change how I think for ultimately nothing; it's all just a useless struggle. The cabinet full of empty/half-empty skincare products, the workout equipment, the hair routines, perfumes, the constant practice, the failed approaches; I'm just a clown in a circus for society to watch and laugh at. Atleast now people aren't judgemental but it ultimately made me feel isolated because now I'm getting 0 human interaction instead of negative, and just further confirmed blackpill for me.

In secondary school, I was severely bullied for my looks. Thrown around, stripped, beaten, laughed at, ridiculed; the teachers didn't care even if it was in class since it was in a ghetto mostly black school, so the attacks were so vicious I tried to cross the bridge and failed. The most vivid memory was when a girl threw a tampon full of koolaid straight at my face, from the other side of the class. I remember the entire class uproars in laughter and cheers, not one person truly caring about what all this is doing to me mentally, not even the teacher spare a glance outside telling them to be quiet and passing me some fucking tissue; not even a warning. It drenched me completely but I just stared down the whole class without wiping it off and went home early, cried in my room for hours.

I was called weird, gross, creepy, all sorts of things despite minding my own business; doing nothing. People would avoid me, even on group projects, or make comments about my appearance randomly. People would block their adjacent seat if I were to try to sit next to them in public transport. People would joke with their friends about me being their type, accompanying with ewws and gross before bunch of laughter.

Although it isnt true now with all the effort I put in to look good, in the end I'm still invisible, and the memories just attached to my mind like leaches; I lost any and all respect for myself.

Atleast during secondary school, I didn't feel invisible as I was constantly bullied, I'm just truly alone. One of a few billion, yet ultimately feeling alone.

The funny thing is that I manage to find girls interested online after befriending, to the point one even wanted to even go out irl despite months of me not showing my face, but one image easily push everything back to distant online friends, no longer close, or even just stop talking altogether. Just one. Why, if not for my looks? If not for my genes?

I have no family, my dad left, my mother was an abusive homeless drug addict and my brothers seem to have moved past me.

I have my life planned out, or atleast I had. Doing Economics in University, wageslaving, taking volunteer work, got a future internship over next summer; but now it all seems pointless. I'm not happy, I can't be happy when there is no-one to be happy with. And there's no-one who'd want to be happy with me.

Even in the end, even if I leave this site like most say to do all that will happen will be this.

Let's say you do leave, and your life relatively improves, then what?

You'll be in your isolated room, pondering about what the meaning of it all; your family eventually became distance as they live their own lives, your sibling might've invited you to a wedding you probably won't go to, you grow old as you see the newer generations be able to obtain something you so desperately want, you'll be surrounded by people and still feel utterly alone.

You will watch as the clock tick by in work, dreading having to go to a lifeless home more than spending time at work; you'll think of ways to pass the time, but it doesn't fill that gnawing void within you. You want to think how life isn't just about finding that special someone but you'll constantly be tormented by it, day in, day out. You'll crave for it to the point you'll feel tired of living, doing anything will all feel worthless when there's noone to experience it with you.

You'll be trapped, forever. A neverending cycle of self-loathing and distraction until you eventually break; however there will be no comfort, no love, no affection, no guidance. Nothing.

You are just all alone, and you'll feel there is no place for you and your problems.

In the end, you'll return to this place as a place of comradery where you'll finally be included; or another part of the internet for isolated losers like us.

May leave, but can never escape.

That's just inceldom.

I feel so alone; I just want any love/affection. I want to interact with a real person who'll truly always be by my side, someone who genuinely will love me despite anything, I don't care about how they look as long as they are putting as much effort as I am. I want someone to hug, laugh, cuddle, argue and cry with; someone who I can come home to with a big smile, someone that I can enjoy being with. I want genuine connection but no matter how hard I try, it never works out, I been trying EVERYTHING and it never works out.

I changed so much yet I'm still so invisible.

r/ IncelTears, if it isn't blackpill, then what is it? Why have I been so alone since birth? Even a bit of change in my appearance vastly altered how people treat me, so why wouldn't my life be ultimately better if I was better looking?

What could help me, if you guys are oh so smart and have everything figured out; what will solve this when it's most likely an experience shared by most incels?

Loneliness over a short period of time might not seem much, but after years it can drive anyone to go insane.

 

[SignedUpCuzItsOver]

DNR also IT lurkers will not read

 

[BlackLowLtn]

DNR also IT lurkers will not read

true; just wanted to say shit tbh.

 

[Biowaste Removal]

ITcucks will DNR

 

[VideoGameCoper]

ITcucks will DNR

Yeah

 

[LGBTKoala]

leaving comment will return and read

 

[VideoGameCoper]

ITcucks will DNR

Even I DNR

 

[Biowaste Removal]

Even I DNR

Brutal

 

[BlackLowLtn]

Even I DNR

ITcucks will DNR

It was rambles about my life anyways, if they won't even care then it's enough for me to not even take anything they say into consideration.

leaving comment will return and read

real one

 

[daydreamER]

I read it.

The problem is that people who haven't experienced this kind of life can never know what it is like to any capacity. They have no clue what it is like to have no one that wants to talk to you, who cares whether you are alive or dead. It's futile trying to explain the BP to them unless they have experienced what we have. And even if they have experienced it to some degree, most people would rather cope than accept reality.

 

[Penguin]

nothing you say will change their mind

 

[InsidiousMerchant]

Don't even bother. The amount of gaslighting they commit makes me prefer some of the worser users here than any of them. Read every word by the way. You can only trust and have yourself because you know the truth. It's always been your face. They don't care about your soul. Nobody does.

 

[SoycuckGodOfReddit]

Even I DNR

 

[Darth Aries]

dr

 

[LGBTKoala]

It's always been your face

 

[BlackLowLtn]

I read it.

The problem is that people who haven't experienced this kind of life can never know what it is like to any capacity. They have no clue what it is like to have no one that wants to talk to you, who cares whether you are alive or dead. It's futile trying to explain the BP to them unless they have experienced what we have. And even if they have experienced it to some degree, most people would rather cope than accept reality.

nothing you say will change their mind

Don't even bother. The amount of gaslighting they commit makes me prefer some of the worser users here than any of them. Read every word by the way. You can only trust and have yourself because you know the truth. It's always been your face. They don't care about your soul. Nobody does.

Truth, I guess it's just too much of an alien situation for people to comprehend or just refuse to believe. Idk why I wrote this when I know how people in that subreddit won't even care.

dr

 

[SubhumanGamer]

DNR

 

[Defetivecuckachu]

Good post.

But you need to stop caring about what redditors think of you. Redditors don't matter.

 

[aspiecel_1111]

did read

 

[XDFLAMEBOY]

Wow you're so strong and independent for just being numb from people's opinion over you if I was in your shoes I would've want to mass shoot people ( Call of Duty: Black Ops 6) for the terrible scums they are

 

[Da_Yunez]

TLDR - Incel mentally breaks down over how he will forever be loveless and lonely; how his life confirms blackpill and how pointless life seems.





I don't really care anymore about sex, haven't even thought about it in months.

I lost any hatred I have of people, society, women, anyone; they are all just acting on preordained natural order of the world, or on their own individual beliefs/preferences, can't hate them for that. People have their own thoughts and no self-respecting person would want to get close to me; I truly deserve no-one. I just been faking all that hatred to fit in more here, but I have no real opinion on it all.

I stopped caring about it all. I just feel alone; I have no friends, anytime I try to interact with people there is just an invisible wall I can't break past; when I manage to make an acquaintance, it never seems to go past that point at all.

I spend my days meaninglessly, I try my hardest to improve myself and change how I think for ultimately nothing; it's all just a useless struggle. The cabinet full of empty/half-empty skincare products, the workout equipment, the hair routines, perfumes, the constant practice, the failed approaches; I'm just a clown in a circus for society to watch and laugh at. Atleast now people aren't judgemental but it ultimately made me feel isolated because now I'm getting 0 human interaction instead of negative, and just further confirmed blackpill for me.

In secondary school, I was severely bullied for my looks. Thrown around, stripped, beaten, laughed at, ridiculed; the teachers didn't care even if it was in class since it was in a ghetto mostly black school, so the attacks were so vicious I tried to cross the bridge and failed. The most vivid memory was when a girl threw a tampon full of koolaid straight at my face, from the other side of the class. I remember the entire class uproars in laughter and cheers, not one person truly caring about what all this is doing to me mentally, not even the teacher spare a glance outside telling them to be quiet and passing me some fucking tissue; not even a warning. It drenched me completely but I just stared down the whole class without wiping it off and went home early, cried in my room for hours.

I was called weird, gross, creepy, all sorts of things despite minding my own business; doing nothing. People would avoid me, even on group projects, or make comments about my appearance randomly. People would block their adjacent seat if I were to try to sit next to them in public transport. People would joke with their friends about me being their type, accompanying with ewws and gross before bunch of laughter.

Although it isnt true now with all the effort I put in to look good, in the end I'm still invisible, and the memories just attached to my mind like leaches; I lost any and all respect for myself.

Atleast during secondary school, I didn't feel invisible as I was constantly bullied, I'm just truly alone. One of a few billion, yet ultimately feeling alone.

The funny thing is that I manage to find girls interested online after befriending, to the point one even wanted to even go out irl despite months of me not showing my face, but one image easily push everything back to distant online friends, no longer close, or even just stop talking altogether. Just one. Why, if not for my looks? If not for my genes?

I have no family, my dad left, my mother was an abusive homeless drug addict and my brothers seem to have moved past me.

I have my life planned out, or atleast I had. Doing Economics in University, wageslaving, taking volunteer work, got a future internship over next summer; but now it all seems pointless. I'm not happy, I can't be happy when there is no-one to be happy with. And there's no-one who'd want to be happy with me.

Even in the end, even if I leave this site like most say to do all that will happen will be this.


I feel so alone; I just want any love/affection. I want to interact with a real person who'll truly always be by my side, someone who genuinely will love me despite anything, I don't care about how they look as long as they are putting as much effort as I am. I want someone to hug, laugh, cuddle, argue and cry with; someone who I can come home to with a big smile, someone that I can enjoy being with. I want genuine connection but no matter how hard I try, it never works out, I been trying EVERYTHING and it never works out.

I changed so much yet I'm still so invisible.

r/ IncelTears, if it isn't blackpill, then what is it? Why have I been so alone since birth? Even a bit of change in my appearance vastly altered how people treat me, so why wouldn't my life be ultimately better if I was better looking?

What could help me, if you guys are oh so smart and have everything figured out; what will solve this when it's most likely an experience shared by most incels?

Loneliness over a short period of time might not seem much, but after years it can drive anyone to go insane.

The chances of them reading this are the same chances that a stock chink changan shitbox engine handles a turbo kit.

 

[BlackLowLtn]

The chances of them reading this are the same chances that a stock chink changan shitbox engine handles a turbo kit.

Jfl, the first time I seen more incels reading a page instead of bluepillers.

 

[BlackLowLtn]

The chances of them reading this are the same chances that a stock chink changan shitbox engine handles a turbo kit.

I might just post ss of this myself on there, I want to atleast see 1 person from there respond atleast...

 

[BlackLowLtn]

Fuck nvm, the subreddit posts need moderators' approval, no shot I'll be accepted.

 

[over_department]

You have to make a quick and nasty post if you want to bait IT into posting you

 

[Grodd]

nothing you say will change their mind

 

[Kaichee]

I didnt read all that shit....but I DID get chatgpt to read it for me. Then I got it to condense it into a paragraph, then a sentence and then into a single word;

Despair

That was way easier than actually reading.

 

[Doesitmatter?]

I automatically dnr anyone who doesn't believe the blackpill

 

[YourTypicalLoner]

ITFags should be skinned alive (Cartel Style)

 

[Lazyandtalentless]

DNR also IT lurkers will not read

IT doesn’t know how to read

 

[YourTypicalLoner]

You have to make a quick and nasty post if you want to bait IT into posting you

Yeah, who cares what they think. But They should honestly kill themselves tho.

 

[YourTypicalLoner]

IT doesn’t know how to read

Poke their eyes out theory (In Mortal Combat)

 

[Lazyandtalentless]

Poke their eyes out theory (In Mortal Combat)

 

[JustanotherKanga]

I like your avi, BlackLowLTN.
I myself, am on the same looks level as you

 

[JustanotherKanga]

Eventually you´ll indeed stop caring, But I had a rage stage which lasted 3 years.....
I developed an apathetic mindset towards everything lately

 

[JustanotherKanga]

Don't even bother. The amount of gaslighting they commit makes me prefer some of the worser users here than any of them. Read every word by the way. You can only trust and have yourself because you know the truth. It's always been your face. They don't care about your soul. Nobody does.

Yea but Ive read a thread today on .is that a guy literally killed himself over the fact that he could not attract a girlfriend.
All those reddit whores of course reacted along the lines of ´Muh yea, depression is a hard one to deal with´
´He should have talked about his problems´.
But those same whores would make fun of him on Youtube, Reddit or anywhere else if he cried out for help, and seeked professional help.
They would call him incel and say stuff like ´no woman owes you sex, deal with it´
I hate them so much, it makes no sense.

 

[LGBTKoala]

read every word @BlackLowLtn

The truth is there is no reasoning with these people because it is something they are incapable of doing on account of several factors which often intermingle. There is a big empathy gap - do not expect people who have not had the same life experiences as you to be able to relate to you. If it weren't so this site wouldn't be a thing. Some IT users are self gaslighting themselves, a good amount of people there are sub5 males who have had experiences that mirror that of people on this site but they haven't stopped the cope and latch onto the bluepill and thus will DNR experiences that point to the contrary and to the confirmation of the BP. Then there are trannies and mentally ill feminists who got fucked over by Chad and have thereafter committed themselves to the mission of turning the lives of men into hell and because they can't do shit to Chad because of their place in the social hierarchy being nowhere close they wage this assault against helpless friendless men like us.

 

[BurtCocaine]

IT lurkERs will not read

ITfags are probably the most ignorant “people” on the planet. Makes sense why they won’t read.

 

[LGBTKoala]

Muh yea, depression is a hard one to deal with´

They would have told him to go on SSRIs and gaslit him saying relationships aren't what makes somebody happy. Depression is a rational response to being unable to attract a mate and the solution is foids offering us pussy which they won't but persist in their virtue signalling like the cunts they are.

 

[BlackLowLtn]

I like your avi, BlackLowLTN.
I myself, am on the same looks level as you

thanks brocel

Eventually you´ll indeed stop caring, But I had a rage stage which lasted 3 years.....
I developed an apathetic mindset towards everything lately

Truth, just been looking at everything far clearer than before, but also honestly dont see any point in continuing existence due to that. Not in an edgy suicidal way, objectively it'd just be better off dead if I'll stay lonely for the rest of my life, but at the same time I honestly don't want to die...

read every word @BlackLowLtn

The truth is there is no reasoning with these people because it is something they are incapable of doing on account of several factors which often intermingle. There is a big empathy gap - do not expect people who have not had the same life experiences as you to be able to relate to you. If it weren't so this site wouldn't be a thing. Some IT users are self gaslighting themselves, a good amount of people there are sub5 males who have had experiences that mirror that of people on this site but they haven't stopped the cope and latch onto the bluepill and thus will DNR experiences that point to the contrary and to the confirmation of the BP. Then there are trannies and mentally ill feminists who got fucked over by Chad and have thereafter committed themselves to the mission of turning the lives of men into hell and because they can't do shit to Chad because of their place in the social hierarchy being nowhere close they wage this assault against helpless friendless men like us.

I already knew they wouldn't at all understand, I honestly just wanted to see the kind of cope they'd give me. You are right though, no matter how obvious blackpill is, people will stay bluepilled out of obligation and won't at all empathise with shit that confirm it.

 

[LGBTKoala]

I honestly just wanted to see the kind of cope they'd give me

They only post ragebaits no genuine posts.

 

[allDead]

nothing you say will change their mind

 

[XDFLAMEBOY]

thanks brocel

Truth, just been looking at everything far clearer than before, but also honestly dont see any point in continuing existence due to that. Not in an edgy suicidal way, objectively it'd just be better off dead if I'll stay lonely for the rest of my life, but at the same time I honestly don't want to die...

I already knew they wouldn't at all understand, I honestly just wanted to see the kind of cope they'd give me. You are right though, no matter how obvious blackpill is, people will stay bluepilled out of obligation and won't at all empathise with shit that confirm it.

Ofc they're too insensitive so they would rather mock you on that

 

[XDFLAMEBOY]

Good post.

But you need to stop caring about what redditors think of you. Redditors don't matter.

They can kiss our ass fuck them all

 

[BlackLowLtn]

Ofc they're too insensitive so they would rather mock you on that

brutal pill to swallow

 

[XDFLAMEBOY]

brutal pill to swallow

True and that’s why I hate them for it too

 

[XDFLAMEBOY]

I feel so alone; I just want any love/affection.

As a misanthrope, what I can tell you is. Fuck people! You need a cat or a dog They do a better job at giving affection and love then people tbh

 

[joocel52]

Read all of it. the blackpill is an experience - its not knowledge gained through studies. even though studies concfirm it, normies just convienately ignore them. i used to be optimistic many years ago, but that is gone now. you wrote a very moving text to which i relate deeply, but no IT lurker would understand it or feel empathy as they would be unable to even imagine what your life is like man

 

[BlackLowLtn]

As a misanthrope, what I can tell you is. Fuck people! You need a cat or a dog They do a better job at giving affection and love then people tbh

fuck this is so true, I been meaning to get a pet for the longest time but haven't gotten around to it; i'd probably treat it as king or smth i love pets sm

 

[BlackLowLtn]

Read all of it. the blackpill is an experience - its not knowledge gained through studies. even though studies concfirm it, normies just convienately ignore them. i used to be optimistic many years ago, but that is gone now. you wrote a very moving text to which i relate deeply, but no IT lurker would understand it or feel empathy as they would be unable to even imagine what your life is like man

The fact these normies call themselves good people and think they are above the people on this site just because they had a luckier life and think treating us like dirt is the rightt thing fucking sucks. I hate this shit so much, I'm tired of living this way and I wanted to atleast see if even a couple normies could see why people feel like this and empathise at the very least but you are right, only people who'd really understand are those who had to go through it as well.