Time passes by and i am getting older and older. Gone are the days of my childhood. I remember when i was young and watched Cartoon Network on daily basis. Dexter's Labratory, Johnny Bravo, Ed Edd and Eddy, Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy, Courage the cowardly dog, Samurai Jack, Powerpuff Girls, Cow and Chicken, Kid's Next Door, etc.etc. Those were the days. They are gone now. I am old. My childhood has passed away and i have accomplished nothing with my pathetic life. I am trash. I am garbage. I am nothing. I wish i was never born. This pain is to severe for me. There are only regrets and sorrow now. I am lonely and my future doesn't look bright. I have no one to hug and no one to be with. I am all by myself. As a child i never thought my future would be so lonely and hollow. I thought i would have many friends and girlfriends when i would grow up. How wrong i was. My heart is filled with pain. Everything hurts. Everything makes me sad. I have no one. I feel like the lonliest guy on this Earth. I want to die now. But i am too much of a fucking coward to take my own life. All i can do is rot and nothing more. I really can't take it anymore guys. It's too much for me. It's too much. Please make it stop. I have suffered enough. I want die in peace. But even that i am denied. My childhood is gone and i will never get it back again.
