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It's Over A letter from my past self

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Has anyone used FutureMe.org?
You can send a letter (email) with a timer that will deliver on a specified date.
I just felt like sharing one from when I was in undergrad. It makes me feel a little sad when I read it.

A letter from June 29th, 2016



Dear Future Me!



Hey. So... I'm kinda lonely right now, and pretty bored too. I've been playing a lot of RuneScape 07 lately to try and cope. I'm doing research ("research") with professor *** this summer, and well I've figured out how much I simply hate research. It's so fucking boring!



I'm crushing hard on every girl I see. There's this cute blonde girl I saw order take out from *** today. There's that Irish friend of *** who goes to *** - She looks like ***, who's also smoking hot. There's another girl who works at *** - did I mention that *** girl also works there. There's this sophomore - I mean rising JUNIOR - girl I saw at *** today, who's on the track team. She's hot too - cute nose.

Oh and ***. I'm still infatuated with her. She is so perfect and beautiful and poised.



Who else...



Oh I had a dream about *** last night too.



Damn it..



There's just so many beautiful girls everywhere around me - but I do NOTHING about it. I just fap. Constantly.

*** has a new boyfriend. They went on vacation together in california, far as I can tell.



What else is new.



Oh, *** is a tad annoying. And so is *** my lab partner. *** is cool, but sometimes annoying too when he talks too much. *** is cool, but sometimes annoying when he is stubborn. Why can't I get along with people?



I eat a *** omelette every morning, with whole wheat toast and two things of butter. At 11:30, I go to *** and order from the lunch menu, usually a stirfry from the *** or a noodle dish. Then I get my serving of vegetables from *** at 5:00.



I daydream about asking girls out and approaching them, talking to them, complimenting them. I'm still beating myself up over ***. She gave me all the signs that she was interested in me, but I did nothing. She was clearly checking me out in orgo...



Oh and *** might have been checking me out a couple of times in *** too. I locked eye contact with her - caught her staring - and we didn't let go for a solid 4 seconds. It was exhilarating. I must have masturbated to the memory afterwards.



I wonder how much is going to change in a year? Will I be more sociable and outgoing? Will I still want to steal girls' laundry and masturbate with it? Will I know how to cook? Will I be making mad XP gains in OSRS? Will I be making gains in real life? Will I have a girlfriend? Will I keep masturbating to jailbait and cumming in my underwear?



I can't wait to see the future me. I hope I don't commit suicide. I hope my high school friends are still good. I hope I have better relationships with my friends in college too, and possibly make some new ones. I hope my temperature tolerance continues to get better. I hope my allergies go away and my tongue stops tasting weird. I hope my back doesn't hurt too much, and I hope my posture gets better. I hope have the confidence to walk with shoulders back. I hope my arms stop swinging too weirdly. I hope I have a good sophomore year with good classes and good teachers. I hope I still sleep well.

I wonder how *** is doing. I reminisce about her from time to time but the overwhelming sadness and pining is gone. I only remember the warm feelings, and they don't make me sad anymore, only nostalgic and sometimes tender.

I wonder what kind of music will be released in a year. I'll have amassed such great playlists.



Future me, did you take up that DJ gig in ***? Did you go on a canoeing adventure for PE? Did you do anything sexual with a girl? How are parties now?

The only thing that scares me is that I will read this, my future self will read this and realize that nothing has changed. Then I will be truly hopeless.
 
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That is depressing, not only are you implying that nothing has truly changed but from what I have just read you are a complete loser(sorry if that came off as too brutal). Then again you do life mog me in some ways, you went to college and experienced what most neuro-typicals experience.

You masturbated about the memories of a girl you never approached, or even greeted, despite prolonged eye-contact and intepret the experience as "exhilarating".

Keep posting here fellow virgin. I would like to read more of your posts, I am interested in your opinions too as we most likely come from similiar backrounds(at least I think we do).
 
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Dear future me


fuck you


sincerely
Past me
 
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That is depressing, not only are you implying that nothing has truly changed but from what I have just read you are a complete loser(sorry if that came off as too brutal). Then again you do life mog me in some ways, you went to college and experienced what most neuro-typicals experience.

You masturbated about the memories of a girl you never approached, or even greeted, despite prolonged eye-contact and intepret the experience as "exhilarating".

Keep posting here fellow virgin. I would like to read more of your posts, I am interested in your opinions too as we most likely come from similiar backrounds(at least I think we do).
I did indeed feel like a loser, especially freshman year when I sent this letter. I had so much imposter syndrome and did not handle the transition to a new environment very well.
Sure I was in an NT environment, but I was far from the NT experience. I was permanently an outsider in every situation I was in.
 
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Truecels don't need to write anything because their life will be the same 5 days from now or 5 years from now,the only thing that will change is the status,from alive to deceased.
 
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It was over then, it is over now
 
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Truecels don't need to write anything because their life will be the same 5 days from now or 5 years from now,the only thing that will change is the status,from alive to deceased.
Savage !!!
 
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brutal letter. kinda matches up with how I was back then just to be mogged to infinity and last few hopes crushed. Only thing I got somewhat ok success was waging.
 
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Truecels don't need to write anything because their life will be the same 5 days from now or 5 years from now,the only thing that will change is the status,from alive to deceased.
tbh, life changes far far slower(often not at all) for trucels than normalfags.
 
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Has anyone used FutureMe.org?
You can send a letter (email) with a timer that will deliver on a specified date.
I just felt like sharing one from when I was in undergrad. It makes me feel a little sad when I read it.
Kid Eren vs adult Eren in paths after 139
 

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