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I know a super emotional and dumb foid and I found her diary because she left it in her bag and I quickly took a picture of these pages while she left to go to the bathroom. Her diary was mostly just her pining over the 6 boyfriends she’s had in the past and how she contracted genital herpes from one of them at 15. It’s over when you will never have a foid ramble on for pages about how heartbroken she is over you in a diary entry.
November 11.
I don't know how so much can change so fast in such little frames of time. Jovanni randomly popped himself into my life. Made a separate home in my dorm. Became a really close friend. Decides one day he wants me to be all his, and pursues it so hard. I didn't want him that way for so long, and then one day I did. And he's been all I've wanted since. He got me, the game was over and now he's bored. He doesn't have to say sweet things or tell me he's going to marry me. He doesn't have to convince me I come first. He just gets to switch up, push me away, say really sad things, not get me plan b when it was urgent, make me pay for it since he's never going to give me that money, "fall out of love with me" even though he was never in it, and pretend like he didn't just break my heart. I can't believe how bad I was played, and I really believe that this is it. I don't want to be his friend, and if he ever tries, I know he'll eventually give up because he really gives no fucks about me. None. It's insane. Tell someone you love them when they really mean nothing at all. At the end of the day, I'm still in love with him. None of that makes it just disappear even though I wish it would. I hope his life turns out to be good, everything he wants it to be. I know he's good in there. I hope my life turns out to be good too. I deserve good. Do I? The more it just doesn't happen the more I believe this is what my life is going to be. But it can't be. So I will try to not let it.
- She expects Plan B because it was urgent even though it was her decision to fuck him so of course she should pay for it
- She's attracted to him because of his wealth and she expected him to pay for her plan B
- She's still in love with him even though he has a bad personality and treats her like shit
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