Deleted member 7448
Name is Abdu, live in Laos, born on 24.08.1992.
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Sure, evidence suggests that I'm ugly. I also probably have aspergers and other mental problems.
But those are not the only reasons why I'm still an incel.
I basically have no desire to be in a relationship unless I'm super horny. I avoid people altogether, only when I'm horny I become miserable that I'm not with a woman.
Could I ascend if I did everything in my power to become a different person, to maximize my looks and appear as NT as possible? Maybe, idk, it's hard to tell. Would take a lot of money and willpower I don't have, especially with the bald thing.
But I'm not motivated to. A few minutes of desire isn't enough to overpower my entire personality that hates being near other people.
Even I had a girlfriend, then what? I fuck her and then I realize I just spent months or years of effort to be with someone that I hate after I blow my load?
But those are not the only reasons why I'm still an incel.
I basically have no desire to be in a relationship unless I'm super horny. I avoid people altogether, only when I'm horny I become miserable that I'm not with a woman.
Could I ascend if I did everything in my power to become a different person, to maximize my looks and appear as NT as possible? Maybe, idk, it's hard to tell. Would take a lot of money and willpower I don't have, especially with the bald thing.
But I'm not motivated to. A few minutes of desire isn't enough to overpower my entire personality that hates being near other people.
Even I had a girlfriend, then what? I fuck her and then I realize I just spent months or years of effort to be with someone that I hate after I blow my load?