JFL 12 years of orbiting

[Lv99_BixNood]

View: https://old.reddit.com/r/TwoXChromosomes/comments/1foio5m/this_guy_is_healing_my_sexual_trauma/

With my boyfriend that’s known me for 12+ years, been together for 5 months (this is a happy rambly post!)

He thought I was asexual and still pursued me, he thought he would never even experience a sexual act with me, but he still crushed on me. He never looked at me sexually before I showed him that I am in fact not asexual.

This guy’s perspective on me has healed me so much honestly, like. Just knowing he pursued me with nothing sexual in mind makes me feel so free in our relationship. I was raped very early in my teen years and he found out about a month before we started dating, I have a lot of sexual trauma and he has not pressured me into anything!!!

It feels so freeing??!?! This is embarrassing to admit but I just have no one else to tell, this is a huge step for me in life: I asked if I could touch his penis with nothing sexual in mind, just exposure therapy. he was very open with me and let me try, First time I tried I couldn’t touch him and I cried, but he had 0 expectation!!! He genuinely JUST thought I wanted to try to touch him for my own sake, boundary testing my trauma!!!!! (That feels crazy because every guy I’ve been with has expected EVERYTHING all the time, and I have to weasel my way / cry my way out of not giving them something I don’t want to give them)

We did this boundary testing thing 3 times until I jerked him off for the first time and I feel so much better trauma wise, my body still tenses up a lot when it gets more focused on me, but now I can touch him like a normal person?!?! AHHH! That feels so awesome to say?! I never thought I’d be ever able to look at a penis again!!, sorry, I have no one to talk to this about I just needed to get it out haha

Part of me feels bad that I cannot participate in actual sex yet because it’s far too scary but I am so happy with how far I’ve gotten and how nice this guy is…..

And all he got is a handjob (to be fair that is more than what 99.9% of oneitis cucks get). While she had her holes blown out by dark triad chad and developed "sexual trauma" from it

 

[Trident]

And all he got is a handjob

ascension everyone is talking about

 

[lowz1r]

And all he got is a handjob

he could have just jerked himself off and saved 12 years of his life

 

[GmeOvr]

She probably fucked giga chad for 12 years and once her pussy was totally messed up and Chad wouldn't touch her anymore.
This caused her "sexual trauma", so she settled with that betabux orbiter.

Truly sad.

 

[Sigma]

he could have just jerked himself off and saved 12 years of his life

 

[HomicidalSuicidal88]

She probably fucked giga chad for 12 years and once her pussy was totally messed up and Chad wouldn't touch her anymore.
This caused her "sexual trauma", so she settled with that betabux orbiter.

Truly sad.

 

[KING NOTHING]

Moral of the story: 12 years a cuck gets you a handjob.

 

[BasedAdam]

She probably fucked giga chad for 12 years and once her pussy was totally messed up and Chad wouldn't touch her anymore.
This caused her "sexual trauma", so she settled with that betabux orbiter.

Truly sad.

 

[BasedAdam]

Moral of the story: 12 years a cuck gets you a handjob.

And a 12 year used pussy, with "sexual trauma" every bitch nowadays claims to be raped lol

 

[SoycuckGodOfReddit]

he could have just jerked himself off and saved 12 years of his life

 

[SoycuckGodOfReddit]

'hey miss can I grab u by the pussy... for therapeutic reasons? it's um exposure therapy'

- theRapist trump

 

[SoycuckGodOfReddit]

better incel than cuck

 

[prajeet88]

2 months later she'll ditch him for being too nice and get "raped" (drunken consent) by another chad then dumped.

 

[Blackpill Monk]

She probably fucked giga chad for 12 years and once her pussy was totally messed up and Chad wouldn't touch her anymore.
This caused her "sexual trauma", so she settled with that betabux orbiter.

Truly sad.

 

[Blackpill Monk]

Moral of the story: 12 years a cuck gets you a handjob.

 

[Blackpill Monk]

he could have just jerked himself off and saved 12 years of his life

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

Imagine being this much of a cuck

 

[Izayacel]

2 months later she'll ditch him for being too nice and get "raped" (drunken consent) by another chad then dumped.

At this Point Woman really are walking Patterns and Predictable

 

[Izayacel]

Imagine being this much of a cuck

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

At this Point Woman really are walking Patterns and Predictable

It's honestly like they are cookie cutter copies of one another. Men seem to be so different on average. Unreal how similar women are overall

 

[Izayacel]

It's honestly like they are cookie cutter copies of one another. Men seem to be so different on average. Unreal how similar women are overall

If you where good looking enough , you could abuse the shit out of them , and she loves you for it .

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

If you where good looking enough , you could abuse the shit out of them , and she loves you for it .

I know. I've seen examples of this IRL with women family members knew. They'd stay in abusive relationships just because the guy had a good jaw, hunter eyes, and was tall. The fact they'd rather be with a Chad that abuses the crap out of them then with a guy like me who would treat them normally is actually suifuel.

 

[Wombles The Roastie]

12 years for a handjob I'd rather never ascend.

 

[turbosperg]

While she had her holes blown out by dark triad chad

38th millisecond rule: the foid gets decides to breed (or not) within 38 milliseconds of seeing a male.

That's how long she took to decide she would get her holes "blown out by dark triad Chad".

Bluepillers will grovel for decades dragging themselves through broken glass but barely accomplish anything while foids will decide to breed within 38 milliseconds of seeing an attractive male.

 

[Yujicel]

38th millisecond rule: the foid gets decides to breed (or not) within 38 milliseconds of seeing a male.

Kek, normgroids can obrit a female for a literal decade and get a flimsy handjob, while Chad can blink and some woman already decided to have sex with him

 

[over_department]

he could have just jerked himself off and saved 12 years of his life

 

[Symbalar]

This was written by a guy. It happens but I don't think that a girl would expose herself like that.

 

[Just say NIGGER!]

ascension everyone is talking about

 

[SlayerSlayer]

this is how redditors expect us to get pussy

 

[cripplecel]

I am rotting for 12yrs

 

[Dregster]

She probably fucked giga chad for 12 years and once her pussy was totally messed up and Chad wouldn't touch her anymore.
This caused her "sexual trauma", so she settled with that betabux orbiter.

Truly sad.

2 months later she'll ditch him for being too nice and get "raped" (drunken consent) by another chad then dumped.

At this Point Woman really are walking Patterns and Predictable

Bitches like this deserve to be tied up, thrown in a hole, and get buried alive

 

[BlueCore]

Bitches like this deserve to be tied up, thrown in a hole, and get buried alive

 

[Cry of Fear]

She has no respect for the boyfriend. She got "raped very early in her teen years" (fucked a chad that didn't give a shit about her) meanwhile this cuck has to wait 12 years for a boundary testing handjob.