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Your pill journey?

Your pill journey

  • Bluepill - > Redpill - > Blackpill

    Votes: 17 50.0%
  • Bluepill - > Blackpill

    Votes: 5 14.7%
  • Blackpill from the start

    Votes: 8 23.5%
  • I am still Reddpill

    Votes: 4 11.8%
  • I am still Bluepill

    Votes: 0 0.0%

  • Total voters
    34
Fontaine

Fontaine

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Did you go straight from the bluepill to the blackpill? Were you a redpiller at some point? Or were you always blackpilled? 

Personally it went like this:

<12 years old: bluepill

12-14 years old: distressing realization that girls in my middle school went for douchebag popular boys

14-16 years old: desperately looking for clues about seduction on the internet, I ended up mostly believing in the redpill, but never completely ( had the strong intuition "asshole game" or "aloof game" would backfire for an ugly dude, and it did the only time I was delusional enough to try it)

16 to now: the blackpill seeps in gradually, I understand it was looks and only looks all along. The final eureka moment was when I learned about the incredible importance of the jaw and the eye area, which actually matter infinitely more than the nose.

What about you? Share your pill journey.
 
RE: Your order of pills?

I've always been more or less blackpilled. Only difference is that I used to think I was good-looking whereas now I know I'm an ugly piece of shit.
 
started watching pua videos around age 20
red pilled at 21
blackpilled at 22
vantablackpilled at 23
 
I was reading PUA shit when I was like 14. When I was 21 I discovered the philosophy of Machiavelli and the red pill, and realised the world wasn't all sunshine and rainbows. When I turned 24 I discovered MGTOW, which had some insightful videos on hypergamy and male disposability. I discovered the Eggman aka Eggy about a year after that and the black pill.
 
Became aware of MGTOW when I was 20 (2014) and I didn't realize I was an incel indenial, I used to believe that women hit the wall, but however this is further from the truth; women still get to live sexual explicit lives in there 30s and beyond, the only difference is that they became more bitter from their failed relationships with Chads. I discovered the black pill this year of 2017 (23); this was when someone linked r/incels in r/foreveralone. So I've been black-pilled for 10 months, ever since.
 
I don't think childhood counts.

Red to black for me.
 
I suppose Blue-Red-Black, but I was always Red Pilled on politics and immigration.

When I was a kid, I assumed I'd be 'normal' and get pussy one day. As I got older, I naturally progressed from Red to Black. The thresholds for realization were going through two years of college still a virgin, never making six feet and starting to lose my hair at 23. I still had very faint hopes of having kids one day until my late 20s when I finally accepted it was over. Losing my mother suddenly also all but destroyed me. Almost a year later I had a hope of escaping, but she turned out to be a dyke, so I knew that was my last shot. I'm just waiting for death now.
 
got redpilled in high school, blackpilled in uni.
 
Always sort of new about the "blackpill" before I learned of the actually term. Just take a few moments to look at what's going on around you and you will see.
 
I became black pilled when I noticed my chadlite friend get nearly all the chicks we hung out with even though I was more copefident and made them laugh harder. Personality cope is bullshit.
 
Fontaine said:
16 to now: the blackpill seeps in gradually, I understand it was looks and only looks all along. 
Sounds like bullshit
 
For me it is Blue pill ---> Purple pill.

Although my purple pill is 90% red pilled.

And I know that I can't have an honest non cucked intimate relationship with 99.98% of Femoids out there as a 0/10. That is why intimately embraced the LDAR lifestyle.
 
Bluepill - > Redpill - > Blackpill I suppose.
 
Kind of blackpilled since childhood
 
I've always been red pilled because I don't like being accepted by others. I have a natural tendency to want to rock the boat and stir up conflict with others because trying to be accepted is boring and not in my nature.
 

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