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I remember always when I was very happy they told me to not be that loud. If I was angry TO NOT BE FUCKIN ANGRY! Why are you so angry?! There is no need to be angry!!! Or I got smacked in the face for displaying anger or being unsatisfied with family's decision.
That made me not question decisions of my family outloud and later on struggling with self esteem 'cause I was scared I get grounded and wouldn't let me use PC, get outside. I was always and to this day a person quite highly nonconformistic so even they did so much shit to me I still question things.
If someone does it to own children one is fucked up 'cause it fucks with trusting your own instincts and judgments. But parents don't care. Why? Humans are merely nothing but normal animals with little higher IQ on avarage from other habitants of this hell called Earth. Most of them don't care about your life, they care about how others will judge them for your own behaviour that's why they always wanted you to behave in a form of "nice guy". It's all about reproducing because DNA said so.
Do all behave like that? No. Most? Surely, but if you get social circle being NPC yourself and trying to fit in you might get something in life. Unfortunately gifted people like I mostly have to struggle by having parents/family that doesn't understand your abilities. Is it over? No. I don't know what life will bring me if I don't try. Will it be tougher? For sure.
Since NT NPCs are higly superficial plus lots of them got own issues, then the kids come and they put it all on them to make them feel they have everything in control. It is always about having power, being a ruler. If your father/mother has shitty day/life he will fuckin' belittle you to feel some kind of control.
That made me not question decisions of my family outloud and later on struggling with self esteem 'cause I was scared I get grounded and wouldn't let me use PC, get outside. I was always and to this day a person quite highly nonconformistic so even they did so much shit to me I still question things.
If someone does it to own children one is fucked up 'cause it fucks with trusting your own instincts and judgments. But parents don't care. Why? Humans are merely nothing but normal animals with little higher IQ on avarage from other habitants of this hell called Earth. Most of them don't care about your life, they care about how others will judge them for your own behaviour that's why they always wanted you to behave in a form of "nice guy". It's all about reproducing because DNA said so.
Do all behave like that? No. Most? Surely, but if you get social circle being NPC yourself and trying to fit in you might get something in life. Unfortunately gifted people like I mostly have to struggle by having parents/family that doesn't understand your abilities. Is it over? No. I don't know what life will bring me if I don't try. Will it be tougher? For sure.
Since NT NPCs are higly superficial plus lots of them got own issues, then the kids come and they put it all on them to make them feel they have everything in control. It is always about having power, being a ruler. If your father/mother has shitty day/life he will fuckin' belittle you to feel some kind of control.
One of your biggest battles you will fight in life is with your own family.
Yet your mental problems caused by them still are inside you. They were created by their need to control you for their own benefits. Why would they do that?
Everybody is an egoist
,and it seems most people lack real empathy. Not that fake empathy every NT NPC has to virtue signal about, but I mean that real one when you can understand someone's struggle without trying to belittle him, like dogs do. When I cried my dog came to me and put on me its paw and started to bark calmly like wanting to tell me it's all good, I am with you.
All these methods - virtue signalling, gaslighting, carrot-and-stick situation, shaming are done to serve some greater cause than yourself. Do I have to tell you that if someone tells you to give up yourself for the cause is doing it not for you, but for himself always?
You probably see dots connecting itself and you see indentical behaviour in society. Society does the same upon individuals and smaller groups than itself to gain power over them and use them for their own benefits for greater cause (that how society tell them). But does society, mankind do something for greater cause? No.
They behave like god/gods and they don't have greater cause. They do it for themselves for the sake of doing since society as a social form is egoistic and looks only for itself.
“God cares only for what is his, busies himself with only himself, thinks only of himself, and has only himself before his eyes...He serves no higher person, and satisfies only himself. His cause is--A purely egoistic cause.”
― Max Stirner
“Look upon yourself as more powerful than they give you out for, and you have more power; look upon yourself as more, and you have more.”
― Max Stirner
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