I was from a very low income class home.We were not sleeping hungry.But ofcourse i was not enjoying life.We never used to go shopping or have some fun.
My father was a narcissist whose ugly and short.Btw i never disliked short and ugly people and nevee does in the past.
My Mother was also have some symptoms of narcissism..my parents had also gone through a divorce process but they never seperated and hence created a hell.
I was shy and dont used to go out that much.I had friends.Making relationships and friendships were not something i suffered but there was something that was off.
I used to have fantasies of being with women,validation from other people and when i see my past life.... i had so much paranormal activities that happened to me.
I still remember that there was a girl that was used to study with my class.I had crush on that girl.I used to like her and want to make her my girlfriend.....
i used to talk with her sometimes we used to sit with each other.But it was strange that i never seen her with other children.Never once in those 4 years.
She was not my girlfriend ofcourse but i used to love her.But when i see back in those days that girl never existed.She was like a ghost following me around..
She was like a pale girl with beautiful eyes.She used to seduce me talk with me in middle of class but it was used to be strange that nobody was noticing her.
But when i used to speak suddenly people become reactive to my suggestions.She used to help in class and one time there was science quiz and olympiad thing going on and i was taking that exam too.
Seems like she was just beside me sitting and told me answers of every question.I was not good in studies.And that was a Physics olympiad.And suddenly results came and i still remember to this day that i came in first 3 position in whole school and whole class was stunned because nobody expected that i will achieve something like that.
Teacher was also jokingly said that it was a flook and i have done this by chance.
Two years back before completing my schools..suddenly that girl stopped coming and i never seen her again.
My Theory is that when i used to be young i used to do meditation and my mother used to say that you should never meditate unless you are perfect in doing meditation because it will attract negative energies to you.And i think when i completely gave up meditation that entity left me i guess..
My another theory is that it was my own imagination and a cope to uproot myself from my hellish life i guess.
My father was a narcissist whose ugly and short.Btw i never disliked short and ugly people and nevee does in the past.
My Mother was also have some symptoms of narcissism..my parents had also gone through a divorce process but they never seperated and hence created a hell.
I was shy and dont used to go out that much.I had friends.Making relationships and friendships were not something i suffered but there was something that was off.
I used to have fantasies of being with women,validation from other people and when i see my past life.... i had so much paranormal activities that happened to me.
I still remember that there was a girl that was used to study with my class.I had crush on that girl.I used to like her and want to make her my girlfriend.....
i used to talk with her sometimes we used to sit with each other.But it was strange that i never seen her with other children.Never once in those 4 years.
She was not my girlfriend ofcourse but i used to love her.But when i see back in those days that girl never existed.She was like a ghost following me around..
She was like a pale girl with beautiful eyes.She used to seduce me talk with me in middle of class but it was used to be strange that nobody was noticing her.
But when i used to speak suddenly people become reactive to my suggestions.She used to help in class and one time there was science quiz and olympiad thing going on and i was taking that exam too.
Seems like she was just beside me sitting and told me answers of every question.I was not good in studies.And that was a Physics olympiad.And suddenly results came and i still remember to this day that i came in first 3 position in whole school and whole class was stunned because nobody expected that i will achieve something like that.
Teacher was also jokingly said that it was a flook and i have done this by chance.
Two years back before completing my schools..suddenly that girl stopped coming and i never seen her again.
My Theory is that when i used to be young i used to do meditation and my mother used to say that you should never meditate unless you are perfect in doing meditation because it will attract negative energies to you.And i think when i completely gave up meditation that entity left me i guess..
My another theory is that it was my own imagination and a cope to uproot myself from my hellish life i guess.
