How does it feel knowing you will never catch the eyes of a woman, never causing her to turn around when she passes you, never getting stares from people, never getting any flirtatious smiles, seeing the look of disappointment and disgust when you were retarded enough to even think about talking to her, going out in public and constantly seeing couples being happy, kissing, smiling with each other.
How does it feel being in the ~20% of loser men who haven't had any sexual or romantic experiences for years, knowing a majority of the males you come across have had something, a date, a kiss, or sex.
How does it feel knowing you will never be normal? You grew up trying to fit in, trying to make friends, thinking you would just naturally fall in love with someone and have a relationship like it naturally happens to everyone else? Trying to make connections but something's wrong with you, you can't put your finger on it but other people can, being pushed out of social groups, forgotten about, every effort you make to try and feel normal, like a normal human being who wants to live a normal life is squandered, crushed like an ugly insect. You are thrown into a society that doesn't give a shit about you, you are ugly and replaceable. You aren't special, you are forgettable and unimportant. You wont ever get it, all those nights wondering what's wrong with you, why did my parents make me just so I can suffer, all those nights fantasizing about being embraced by a woman, being in love, hell even just having some kind of sexual experience. You wont get it, you aren't meant for it, all because of predetermined factors out of your control.
How does it feel being in the ~20% of loser men who haven't had any sexual or romantic experiences for years, knowing a majority of the males you come across have had something, a date, a kiss, or sex.
How does it feel knowing you will never be normal? You grew up trying to fit in, trying to make friends, thinking you would just naturally fall in love with someone and have a relationship like it naturally happens to everyone else? Trying to make connections but something's wrong with you, you can't put your finger on it but other people can, being pushed out of social groups, forgotten about, every effort you make to try and feel normal, like a normal human being who wants to live a normal life is squandered, crushed like an ugly insect. You are thrown into a society that doesn't give a shit about you, you are ugly and replaceable. You aren't special, you are forgettable and unimportant. You wont ever get it, all those nights wondering what's wrong with you, why did my parents make me just so I can suffer, all those nights fantasizing about being embraced by a woman, being in love, hell even just having some kind of sexual experience. You wont get it, you aren't meant for it, all because of predetermined factors out of your control.
