IamJacksBrokenHeart
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You will never get to choose .
You will never enter a Room and be able to pick any girl you want to have .
You will never be Chad , who can just take any girl he likes , while you sit there ,
thinking and dreaming about your oneitis but youre to afraid to try cause after years of rejection , you know that you will never get to choose the woman you want .
The cute and intelligent girl you are driven to .
The Love you always wanted , not just the Sex but her Head resting on your shoulder and her just laughing about your bad jokes .
You have to be happy with the leftovers ,
The depressed girls who lost their naivite ,
who rode the carousel til' they got cold and distant and who will use you til' they get bored of your mediocrity .
You missed out on teenage love ,
on bluepilled innocence ,
on hormonally induced Feelings without deeper meaning ,
On " a Love that is so proud , you never have to question , why or how " .
You missed your Chance , and now Reality hit you .
Things will never be the same
and you will never be young again .
Now you know how fucked up Life is ,
and this Knowledge wont ever go away .
You know that Life is meaningless and
Hell on Earth for genetically inferior specimen .
So now you need to find a Meaning in this Suffering and do all those mental gymnastics to keep you going and keep your Depression controlled .
Thats just your survival instinct , doing everything it can , to keep you from roping .
Its a sad existence which will End in mental illness and Addiction .
While Chad finds Meaning in Happiness , you need to find meaning in suffering .
You will never enter a Room and be able to pick any girl you want to have .
You will never be Chad , who can just take any girl he likes , while you sit there ,
thinking and dreaming about your oneitis but youre to afraid to try cause after years of rejection , you know that you will never get to choose the woman you want .
The cute and intelligent girl you are driven to .
The Love you always wanted , not just the Sex but her Head resting on your shoulder and her just laughing about your bad jokes .
You have to be happy with the leftovers ,
The depressed girls who lost their naivite ,
who rode the carousel til' they got cold and distant and who will use you til' they get bored of your mediocrity .
You missed out on teenage love ,
on bluepilled innocence ,
on hormonally induced Feelings without deeper meaning ,
On " a Love that is so proud , you never have to question , why or how " .
You missed your Chance , and now Reality hit you .
Things will never be the same
and you will never be young again .
Now you know how fucked up Life is ,
and this Knowledge wont ever go away .
You know that Life is meaningless and
Hell on Earth for genetically inferior specimen .
So now you need to find a Meaning in this Suffering and do all those mental gymnastics to keep you going and keep your Depression controlled .
Thats just your survival instinct , doing everything it can , to keep you from roping .
Its a sad existence which will End in mental illness and Addiction .
While Chad finds Meaning in Happiness , you need to find meaning in suffering .