You never experienced the comforting smell of your high-school sweetheart while laying in the back of a pickup truck counting the stars and feeling the breeze brisk by your cheeks. You never hugged your girlfriend after she ran down the bleachers following your big touchdown that would be immortalized in the athletic history of your high-school. You never had bonfires with your closest friends. Imagine just sitting there talking about your dreams, fears, and aspirations for hours with not a worry within a country mile. You never went to prom and danced the night away with the blissful support and encouragement from your best friend giving you a 'thumbs up' a few feet away as you reached in for the big kiss. All you wanted was love and acceptance, not even necessarily sex. Just someone to talk to. You wanted someone who would remind you that you are perfect and deserving of respect and love like anyone else. You never got that. Instead, they smelled your less than desirable physical characteristics and lack of confidence from miles away and made every effort to avoid you. They saw your imperfections that you may have even been unaware of at the time and treated you differently because of it, despite the fact that you are human. You weren't worthy. It never began for you. Instead of spending time with loving friends and girlfriends, you were either bullied and/or secluded into solitude from the fear of further rejection and intimidation. You were stuck browsing the internet to cope. It was a distraction from the painful reality. This only hindered your social capabilities and desire to improve yourself. They knew this, but they didn't care. Chad kept them distracted and kept their standards higher than you could possibly ever achieve.
It never began. It's over.
It never began. It's over.
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