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Do you hear things like "Dating sucks for both genders."
Or "what about ugly girls?"
Or "Pretty privilege exists for both genders."
What are they really trying to say?
"Calm down, boy. It's okay. You’re safe. You're loved." .... "Just be normal."
They want you to be "normal" but there is something wrong with that.
When you are "normal", you'll get panic attacks and hear voices from left and right all the time.
You see a 8/10 femoid having the time of her life and kissing her highschool boyfriend on tiktok, you'll be like, "What the fuck?" and It'll bring up all those memories of rejection from your highschool.
But... if you're NOT in the normal mode but in "(insert your favorite literally me character)", you'll handle it much better.
So when you're 'normal', you'll go and cry alone and even your own mind will torture you. BUT when you're NOT normal and you encounter the same situation you think "What her head would look like on a stick!"
If you think this is all cringe, hear this. I read it somewhere that when people go through severe crisis (isolation, rejection, negligence, trauma, abuse) they may develop an alternate personality that is capable of dealing with the crisis more efficiently.
Now don't twist the meaning, I'm not saying you go crazy or whatever. I'm just illustrating the idea that "literally me" characters have a practical and productive use in our day to day modern life.
So if you ever feel guilty about not being "normal", just remember that when you try to fit in or be "normal", those demons from your thought will come to haunt you. And the only way to fight demons from outside is to use your demons from within. I think that has something to do with Carl Jung's idea of "Shadow Integration".
Or "what about ugly girls?"
Or "Pretty privilege exists for both genders."
What are they really trying to say?
"Calm down, boy. It's okay. You’re safe. You're loved." .... "Just be normal."
They want you to be "normal" but there is something wrong with that.
When you are "normal", you'll get panic attacks and hear voices from left and right all the time.
You see a 8/10 femoid having the time of her life and kissing her highschool boyfriend on tiktok, you'll be like, "What the fuck?" and It'll bring up all those memories of rejection from your highschool.
But... if you're NOT in the normal mode but in "(insert your favorite literally me character)", you'll handle it much better.
So when you're 'normal', you'll go and cry alone and even your own mind will torture you. BUT when you're NOT normal and you encounter the same situation you think "What her head would look like on a stick!"
If you think this is all cringe, hear this. I read it somewhere that when people go through severe crisis (isolation, rejection, negligence, trauma, abuse) they may develop an alternate personality that is capable of dealing with the crisis more efficiently.
Now don't twist the meaning, I'm not saying you go crazy or whatever. I'm just illustrating the idea that "literally me" characters have a practical and productive use in our day to day modern life.
So if you ever feel guilty about not being "normal", just remember that when you try to fit in or be "normal", those demons from your thought will come to haunt you. And the only way to fight demons from outside is to use your demons from within. I think that has something to do with Carl Jung's idea of "Shadow Integration".
i wont relapse and cry everyday because i cant le be myself in this world
