I hate dwelling in the past and usually don't do it, but this is something that even in my mid thirties I still occasionally get hung up on. Remembering all the stuff I never got to experience.
It's a miracle that I didn't rope in my late teens... as I wasn't entirely anti-social I witnessed a lot of this going on in my proximity and it still hurts thinking about none of these girls ever giving me any positive attention. I only ever got the "stop bothering me, you creep!" look. Meanwhile I just wanted to hold hands and hug my oneitis, who also ignored me.
Bluepilled soyboy cucks who think you can just ignore all that, move on with life and be completely normal afterwards (even if you somehow manage to ascend) are fucking retarded. Probably only works if you have some kind of arrested development, extremely low-T and oblivious to what's going on around you.
