LDAR You felt it back then too didn't ya?

[Poopless One]

When you were a kid I mean...

You always felt something was off about this whole charade...

That there were a bunch of pieces missing from an intricate puzzle that forms an ironically simple picture....

You heard this nagging little voice in the back of your head telling you that you have no real place here....

So many times I heard it...

And so many times I ignored it even as it screamed at me...

All because I couldn't get over my own low self esteem and self doubt...

Because of paranoia...

Because of fear...

How I wish I listened...

 

[zd60]

Yeah relatable, I knew from the start I was never meant to fit into this fucked up cruel world we live in, its all just one big video game in my head to me nowadays

 

[lifeisfucked215]

No joke when I was younger playing a video game like GTA vice City I would wonder if my life would look Tommy Vercetti when I was older. I wondered if my life would be cool or if I would just be a loser. Mind you I was like 6 years old around that time.
I even recall one time being at a family friends 4th of July party and wondering if there were other people out there who would just rot in their room and go to bed early on a day of partying and fun.
Ended up being that guy

 

[Poindexter]

Relatable

Everywhere i go i feel like i don't belong there, this world is cruel

 

[Kooky Koala Kid]

 

[La Longue Fourchett]

Not sure if this is what you mean but I always thought I was the only human being and the others are some alien creatures pretending to be human. Also felt like I was in Truman Show type situation where I was under surveillance 24/7

 

[Poopless One]

Not sure if this is what you mean but I always thought I was the only human being and the others are some alien creatures pretending to be human. Also felt like I was in Truman Show type situation where I was under surveillance 24/7

This sounds like a form of solipsism

I felt and still feel that way too sometimes