the.oracle
There is no happiness - only pleasure or pain.
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Take ER for example, he died at 22, i'm sure he wasn't into degenerate stuff and actually ended his life with a noble (although futile) twist
Even if he did degenerate stuff i'm sure he was still conflicted about these things and didn't fully delved and indulged himself into it, in the end he was trying to the the morally correct thing by punishing NPCs that make this world be a living hell
On the other hand, i'm way past that age and especially after say 25 you realize what it's all about and stop caring about morality
I live to my self-pleasure, which involves drugs, degenerate escort sex and my will for revenge and being evil towards normies and NPCs, using them like they used me
That is why after that age (more or less), maybe it's not about the age but about the time you start to enter adult life more fully, i do believe you can't ever be in this bluepilled concept of "love" (teenagelovepill), because you've seen too much about reality to actually buy into that shit
And that's the reason i think it's "over" for my old moral self and I no longer regret or feel bad about turning the way I am now, I know that at my age, even if I could, I would never find a healthy relationship with a non-jaded non-used up whore or even a friendship with a naive male that doesn't care about what he could gain from our friendship or would use me for his own benefit
Also the reason I think everyone past that age is a degenerate or evil or a son of a bitch and I have no sympathy for them
It's also at that age that your body starts to slowly decompose so old people are also physically disgusting not just morally
Even if he did degenerate stuff i'm sure he was still conflicted about these things and didn't fully delved and indulged himself into it, in the end he was trying to the the morally correct thing by punishing NPCs that make this world be a living hell
On the other hand, i'm way past that age and especially after say 25 you realize what it's all about and stop caring about morality
I live to my self-pleasure, which involves drugs, degenerate escort sex and my will for revenge and being evil towards normies and NPCs, using them like they used me
That is why after that age (more or less), maybe it's not about the age but about the time you start to enter adult life more fully, i do believe you can't ever be in this bluepilled concept of "love" (teenagelovepill), because you've seen too much about reality to actually buy into that shit
And that's the reason i think it's "over" for my old moral self and I no longer regret or feel bad about turning the way I am now, I know that at my age, even if I could, I would never find a healthy relationship with a non-jaded non-used up whore or even a friendship with a naive male that doesn't care about what he could gain from our friendship or would use me for his own benefit
Also the reason I think everyone past that age is a degenerate or evil or a son of a bitch and I have no sympathy for them
It's also at that age that your body starts to slowly decompose so old people are also physically disgusting not just morally