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Bigbird
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- Feb 5, 2018
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I came to the conclusion that the incel thing really isn't anyone's fault. It is just natural for humans and apes to gravitate towards the alpha of the group. Even in cavemen eras only the alpha got to fuck,in medieval eras only the alphas got the best,people got tortured to death ect. What really fucked people over is social media and the likes. Now you have to watch others succeed where you miserably failed.
I don't feel like it's society's fault. I feel like i failed,I should have done more,I could have done more at least that's what I like to tell myself. I don't know if I could fix things if I could go back 10 years,but dear god I would give it my absolute best effort because anything is better than this misery(I know I will be saying this 10 years from now). I remember being 9 years old on xbox live and hearing the term cock suck for the first time. I thought,I am going to be a bad ass when I grow up. I remember the purest feeling of joy when killing everyone on halo 2 team slayer as a child. Few times in my teenage years did I get to experience that feeling again as far as success,there was times in my life were I felt like this world was mine for the taking(sober or not haha). "16 just held much better days,days when I still felt alive,we couldn't wait to get outside the world was wide too late to try,the tour was over we'd survived,I couldn't wait till I got home,to pass the time in my room alone" I wish I could go into more detail about my shitty life but I don't want to break any rules around here. I pretty much lived my entire life idealizing the teenage period. I wanted to have fun at all expense in my teen years,it's so fucking sad to realize it's all over.
I am not sure I will ever be happy at this point. How can I be? How can anyone be? Anyone ever watch Laguna Beach?They where in highschool and lived like fucking rockstars. You have to remember one thing and one thing only,being the most popular guy in high school is BLISS but for that guy to live that lifestyle there has to be an incel. For you to have an iphone there has to be a chinese child making it risking losing his fingers so you can get it for the cheapest price possible. Life is about winners and losers. It always has been and always will be. I lost my passion for writing this post,but I will say that I would do absolutely anything to advance my position in life. I do not want to be an incel anymore.......
I don't feel like it's society's fault. I feel like i failed,I should have done more,I could have done more at least that's what I like to tell myself. I don't know if I could fix things if I could go back 10 years,but dear god I would give it my absolute best effort because anything is better than this misery(I know I will be saying this 10 years from now). I remember being 9 years old on xbox live and hearing the term cock suck for the first time. I thought,I am going to be a bad ass when I grow up. I remember the purest feeling of joy when killing everyone on halo 2 team slayer as a child. Few times in my teenage years did I get to experience that feeling again as far as success,there was times in my life were I felt like this world was mine for the taking(sober or not haha). "16 just held much better days,days when I still felt alive,we couldn't wait to get outside the world was wide too late to try,the tour was over we'd survived,I couldn't wait till I got home,to pass the time in my room alone" I wish I could go into more detail about my shitty life but I don't want to break any rules around here. I pretty much lived my entire life idealizing the teenage period. I wanted to have fun at all expense in my teen years,it's so fucking sad to realize it's all over.
I am not sure I will ever be happy at this point. How can I be? How can anyone be? Anyone ever watch Laguna Beach?They where in highschool and lived like fucking rockstars. You have to remember one thing and one thing only,being the most popular guy in high school is BLISS but for that guy to live that lifestyle there has to be an incel. For you to have an iphone there has to be a chinese child making it risking losing his fingers so you can get it for the cheapest price possible. Life is about winners and losers. It always has been and always will be. I lost my passion for writing this post,but I will say that I would do absolutely anything to advance my position in life. I do not want to be an incel anymore.......