It's Over Being an outcast slowly destroys your sanity

[NIKOCADO AVOCADO]

I've been a social failure all my life so im 100% sure the more years that go by the worse your mind gets.

Years ago when i was younger it hurt to be alone but i could function decently enough on public, i had a bit of optimism on my life and was generally a very calm and reserved incel, nowadays that im older and chalked up i can sense how wicked my mind has turned.

My kinks have gotten 10x more extreme, when i go outside i get anxious very quickly if there are other people close, i now like having chaos in my life and i can just feel all my emotions are far more volatile and stronger when they happen compared to how i was years ago, i know some older cels become purely stoic and relaxed at their ordeal, but in my case, it has turned me into a chaotic nutcase who now constantly seeks thrill and bad habits.

 

[Mental_Out]

The people who say it gets better as you get older lie, it only gets worse

 

[DeliriousMerchant]

The people who say it gets better as you get older lie, it only gets worse

 

[Ghost]

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I've been a social failure all my life so im 100% sure the more years that go by the worse your mind gets.

Years ago when i was younger it hurt to be alone but i could function decently enough on public, i had a bit of optimism on my life and was generally a very calm and reserved incel, nowadays that im older and chalked up i can sense how wicked my mind has turned.

My kinks have gotten 10x more extreme, when i go outside i get anxious very quickly if there are other people close, i now like having chaos in my life and i can just feel all my emotions are far more volatile and stronger when they happen compared to how i was years ago, i know some older cels become purely stoic and relaxed at their ordeal, but in my case, it has turned me into a chaotic nutcase who now constantly seeks thrill and bad habits.

I remember that phase you're describing. When you fight through that and resist the urge to violence ( toward self or others), you'll eventually get that clarity.

How old are you anyway?

 

[NIKOCADO AVOCADO]

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I remember that phase you're describing. When you fight through that and resist the urge to violence ( toward self or others), you'll eventually get that clarity.

How old are you anyway?

I'm 24, got an irl truecel bud above 30+ who still seems to be on that crazy phase were emotions are extremely volatile, i hope it doesn't lasts that long for me.

 

[Ghost]

I'm 24, got an irl truecel bud above 30+ who still seems to be on that crazy phase were emotions are extremely volatile, i hope it doesn't lasts that long for me.

24 still young. When I was 24, I was being tormented by suicidal thoughts 24-7.

I'm in my late 30s now almost 40

 

[NIKOCADO AVOCADO]

24 still young. When I was 24, I was being tormented by suicidal thoughts 24-7.

I'm in my late 30s now almost 40

Respect tbh, i'm glad you now reached that clarity

I just hope i end up stabilizing at some point.

 

[Ghost]

Respect tbh, i'm glad you now reached that clarity

I just hope i end up stabilizing at some point.

Trust me you will. Treat it like you're on a boat and you're in a storm. No matter how bad the storm gets, CLING TO THAT BOAT WITH ALL YOUR MIGHT.

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

Loneliness literally makes you die 10+ years earlier, and it destroys your mind since socializing, sex, and love are human needs and we are deprived of them

 

[Charlie Kirk Koala]

I've been a social failure all my life so im 100% sure the more years that go by the worse your mind gets.

Years ago when i was younger it hurt to be alone but i could function decently enough on public, i had a bit of optimism on my life and was generally a very calm and reserved incel, nowadays that im older and chalked up i can sense how wicked my mind has turned.

My kinks have gotten 10x more extreme, when i go outside i get anxious very quickly if there are other people close, i now like having chaos in my life and i can just feel all my emotions are far more volatile and stronger when they happen compared to how i was years ago, i know some older cels become purely stoic and relaxed at their ordeal, but in my case, it has turned me into a chaotic nutcase who now constantly seeks thrill and bad habits.

i can relate.