RageFuel Yesterday I had 3 recurrent nightmares of getting electroshocked

[Deleted member 34301]

I fucking hate what psychiatry did to me. I dreamed that psychiatrists were setting up an electroshock machine in my old bedroom, while I was downstairs waiting for them. I walked up at one point and tried to talk my way of it, but the doctor was just sadistically smoking a cigarette in my face and basically ready to have two of his guys grab me and tie me to the bed. My mother was also in the dream, but she didn't want to help me no matter how much I begged her. In the third nightmare I actually killed all of them and then tried to run away, trying to get out of my childhood village. I fucking hate that murder is illegal by law. I swear if some asshole from psychiatry tries this again I want to stab him until he fucking stays the hell away from me. They are allowed to do anything without reprecussions.

 

[Emba]

This is a shocking development!

 

[Deleted member 34301]

This is a shocking development!

I use the "shocking" joke all the time nowadays as a morbid reminder

 

[Emba]

I use the "shocking" joke all the time nowadays as a morbid reminder

Tasers me

 

[FrothySolutions]

You slept thrice in one night?

 

[Deleted member 34301]

You slept thrice in one night?

No I slept all day and woke up and went back to sleep 3 times

 

[turbocuckcel_7000]

did you get shocked for real before

i had a nightmare about vaxxers getting their shit ready to vaxx me, the typical creepy nurses that are chilled out AF while they lay out the torture tools

 

[gimmedatrope999]

I’ve actually gotten electoshock therapy from a psychiatrist. I don’t recommend it; it didn’t do shit for my depression and I now have long-term memory loss. One of the worst decisions of my life tbh

 

[Deleted member 34301]

did you get shocked for real before

i had a nightmare about vaxxers getting their shit ready to vaxx me, the typical creepy nurses that are chilled out AF while they lay out the torture tools

Yes I got 14 involuntary electroshock sessions, 10 of which I was tied down to the bed, including forced narcosis

I’ve actually gotten electoshock therapy from a psychiatrist. I don’t recommend it; it didn’t do shit for my depression and I now have long-term memory loss. One of the worst decisions of my life tbh

Most unscientific scam that doctors ever pulled. They wouldn't take one themselves, so they shouldn't give it to others

 

[turbocuckcel_7000]

Yes I got 14 involuntary electroshock sessions, 10 of which I was tied down to the bed, including forced narcosis

Most unscientific scam that doctors ever pulled. They wouldn't take one themselves, so they shouldn't give it to others

sorry to hear it, man, i've heard about this a lot, it's not uncommon, and part of why more and more mental institutions have been getting closed in recent decades

 

[Deleted member 34301]

sorry to hear it, man, i've heard about this a lot, it's not uncommon, and part of why more and more mental institutions have been getting closed in recent decades

Yes, but unfortunately it is pretty popular in europe nowadays. ECT is also advocated a lot in our universities. Once they put in your medical file that ECT was succesful on you (I basically tried to escape the mental institution, which they interpreted as a succesful treatment), then it will be their go-to option in the future if you show any depressive symptoms. They have essentially made me afraid to show depressive feelings, because they could interpret it as an "episode" and try to give me ECT again, which is a realistic scenario my psychiatrists say. So it's now like I have a feeling police monitoring me. And if I grow old I'm terrified they will start electroshocking me again in my final days. Especially if I wouldn't have a partner, I am basically defenseless to (sadistic) psychiatrists and doctors. That's the reward you get for "contributing" to society. Jfl