I was home alone drinking on new year as per usual and my neighbors, people that ive grown up with, are having the usual new year's party that im not invited to, as it always happens. Ive learned to cope over the years because usually im not being bothered, but this year, one of these niggas texts me as im about to go to bed and says to me "happy new year" and sends me a fucking picture of the table full of people, food and alcohol in from of him! This shit is happening ~50-100m away from me. What a way to punch me in the gut. And here i thought i had already accepted my fate of being rejected by the people around me
