If you had the chance to have a girlfriend [...] but you are not able to have sex in your entire life.
Would you agree and take her as your gf?
No. I dont want to be loved. I dont want to love and receive love.
I would look at her face, her smile, her mannerisms, her eyes, her body and instantly
feel an eruptive sensation in my heart and get intense uncontrollable raging erections.
I want heterosexual physical intimacy.
My sex drive is high, and gets instantly
higher when i see good-looking and feminine young foids. I want to fulfill my strong urges and sexual desires that i feel everyday with a beautiful young girl.
I see a beautiful young girl, i get intense
urges to just stick my nose on her face and viciously sniff her cheeks, her nose, her hair, her eyes, her forehead... grab her by the neck and forcefully kiss her, i want to look at her and feel my heart racing again, eye to eye.
The dimorphism... the delicate estrogenic face, the prey eyes, the subcutaneous fat on her face, the smooth soft skin, her estrogenic cheeks, her height, her small hands, the painted nails... her voice.
The fact that i am male and she is female
The instinct to want to look down at her... tower over her.
FUCK i just want to overpower and engulf myself inside them...
Jump on her like an unbridled animal... stick my broad shoulders on her narrow shoulders, nasally breath her warm nasal exhalation, sniff her neck, her breasts, her shirt, her feminine SKIN, the female flesh, nasally ABSORB her NATURAL estrogenic scent.
I just want to... consume
That is what i want.
I dont want love, I want sex and i just cant take it anymore...