20% Bragging
Just gonna start out by saying this is a serious post (something an unserious post would say) because I was called a troll on another forum for this.
I've been suicidal since my early teens because of my looks and situation. I'm 23, kissless, virgin, mega self-conscious. Until a year ago though it was all bullshit and more like a cry for attention than real intention. As I get older though, being a virgin becomes absolutely unbearable. I'm going insane because I'm a prisoner at home for years now (volceled on friends, haven't been outside apart from groceries and surgeries since 2018).
Bit about me.
- did LL and now 6'1 without shoes, I fraud hard even at that height so most of the time I'm 6'3-6'4 outside. I even wear thick slides at home so basically never below 6'2. That was my second biggest insecurity and when I found out about the most brutal surgery out there, believe me, I didn't even think for a second and booked immediately after my research was done. Avg height in here is like 5'9-5'10
- face was my biggest issue during puberty, I did rhinoplasty, grew a beard, a buzzcut (I live in Eastern Europe so that's the norm). I adapted to the demand here
- I traded my youth years for money and I grinded 24/7 while being a prisoner at home and while YOU and the other Chads were outside slaying Stacies, I was inside, working like a chimp. I'm far above the standard here now at just 23
- now the worst part. my shrimp. I pack 5.5x6 down there. it's my biggest insecurity by far and it's something I'd pay 6 figures to have sorted but unfortunately there's just no surgery that works for length. I'm super depressed about having such a short dick, I doubt any of you is on the level of depression that I am, I think about it 24/7, I developed ED because of my size paranoia, when I wanna masturbate I begin shaking from anxiety because I'd have to touch and look at my thing and be reminded about how niggers have a longer flaccid than my erect length. I could definitely pull if I wanted, not even talking prostitutes and not even Beckies. It's a poor country and when you're betabuxxed, you can get Stacies regardless of your look (unless you're way too deformed). Thing is I'm too self conscious and can't do that because I know she'd only be with me for the money and she'd secretly wish she had a nigger cock inside her rather than my shrimp. I just can't whip this thing out in front of a woman. I've turned a few opportunities to fuck a Stacy down the years because of this. On top of that, I'm a grower and it's like a constant reminder that I'm a shrimpdicked cuck.
Only dicklets will understand my pain. Niggers will probably laugh and fail to show empathy. Nothing beats the brutality of the dickpill.
I've been suicidal since my early teens because of my looks and situation. I'm 23, kissless, virgin, mega self-conscious. Until a year ago though it was all bullshit and more like a cry for attention than real intention. As I get older though, being a virgin becomes absolutely unbearable. I'm going insane because I'm a prisoner at home for years now (volceled on friends, haven't been outside apart from groceries and surgeries since 2018).
Bit about me.
- did LL and now 6'1 without shoes, I fraud hard even at that height so most of the time I'm 6'3-6'4 outside. I even wear thick slides at home so basically never below 6'2. That was my second biggest insecurity and when I found out about the most brutal surgery out there, believe me, I didn't even think for a second and booked immediately after my research was done. Avg height in here is like 5'9-5'10
- face was my biggest issue during puberty, I did rhinoplasty, grew a beard, a buzzcut (I live in Eastern Europe so that's the norm). I adapted to the demand here
- I traded my youth years for money and I grinded 24/7 while being a prisoner at home and while YOU and the other Chads were outside slaying Stacies, I was inside, working like a chimp. I'm far above the standard here now at just 23
- now the worst part. my shrimp. I pack 5.5x6 down there. it's my biggest insecurity by far and it's something I'd pay 6 figures to have sorted but unfortunately there's just no surgery that works for length. I'm super depressed about having such a short dick, I doubt any of you is on the level of depression that I am, I think about it 24/7, I developed ED because of my size paranoia, when I wanna masturbate I begin shaking from anxiety because I'd have to touch and look at my thing and be reminded about how niggers have a longer flaccid than my erect length. I could definitely pull if I wanted, not even talking prostitutes and not even Beckies. It's a poor country and when you're betabuxxed, you can get Stacies regardless of your look (unless you're way too deformed). Thing is I'm too self conscious and can't do that because I know she'd only be with me for the money and she'd secretly wish she had a nigger cock inside her rather than my shrimp. I just can't whip this thing out in front of a woman. I've turned a few opportunities to fuck a Stacy down the years because of this. On top of that, I'm a grower and it's like a constant reminder that I'm a shrimpdicked cuck.
Only dicklets will understand my pain. Niggers will probably laugh and fail to show empathy. Nothing beats the brutality of the dickpill.
(in video game)
