SuicideFuel Worst part about my job I think is having to go there outside

[AntiPain]

Until I get a car I'm forced to use public transportation.

It's annoying and shitty, I really fucking hate it. Buses and trains are always crowded, have to constantly see females avoiding me like death despite dinduing nuffin, the loud noises are torture, and this urban bullshit annoys the shit out of me
I hate this, so many people around me, so many noises, it's fucking shit.

After going home I also get extremely tired and my health is bad, which makes me fall asleep thus wasting my fucking day.

 

[Deleted member 14490]

I do not go outside. You should quit and see if you can get on NEETbuxx.

 

[AntiPain]

I do not go outside. You should quit and see if you can get on NEETbuxx.

I don't plan on staying a useless leech, that would mean suffering a lot more.

 

[Blacktarpill]

public transportation.

Source of stress and anxiety. I hate it but it is cheaper.

 

[Deleted member 11318]

I understand you well. That feels really bad. I always have my MP3 player with me when I have to go out. I always listen to music and try to ignore people as much as possible.

 

[TheRealChincel]

I don't plan on staying a useless leech, that would mean suffering a lot more.

Being a cog in the machine is degrading to you and empowers the society that oppresses us. If you can’t avoid it, then do the bare minimum, but if it’s something you can or can limit then you should imo.

 

[AntiPain]

Being a cog in the machine is degrading to you and empowers the society that oppresses us. If you can’t avoid it, then do the bare minimum, but if it’s something you can or can limit then you should imo.

I don't want to leech off of my parents man, I didn't refer to the state or society - I need to be independent for my own good, I feel bad when I feel like a twitch thot - Imagine that, being so useless the only good thing about you is your flesh, and equating myself to twitch thots isn't a desirable outcome.

 

[TheRealChincel]

I don't want to leech off of my parents man, I didn't refer to the state or society - I need to be independent for my own good, I feel bad when I feel like a twitch thot - Imagine that, being so useless the only good thing about you is your flesh, and equating myself to twitch thots isn't a desirable outcome.

Your parents consented to have you knowing full well that you could have a horrible life. Don’t feel bad about “leeching” off of them, feel bad about how they chose to create you, a living thing that even in the best of conditions will decline and then die.

 

[AntiPain]

Your parents consented to have you knowing full well that you could have a horrible life. Don’t feel bad about “leeching” off of them, feel bad about how they chose to create you, a living thing that even in the best of conditions will decline and then die.

I actually told them about my creation, you don't get it - It's not like I'm being a saint here, I genuinely feel bad feeling like I need them, it's just in my best interest - I feel bad, and I want to feel good. I want to have my own house my own money my own everything, disconnect entirely in terms of dependence. They want to help and they do.

 

[Mainländer]

Being a cog in the machine is degrading to you and empowers the society that oppresses us. If you can’t avoid it, then do the bare minimum, but if it’s something you can or can limit then you should imo.

 

[Deleted member 6214]

Until I get a car I'm forced to use public transportation.

It's annoying and shitty, I really fucking hate it. Buses and trains are always crowded, have to constantly see females avoiding me like death despite dinduing nuffin, the loud noises are torture, and this urban bullshit annoys the shit out of me
I hate this, so many people around me, so many noises, it's fucking shit.

After going home I also get extremely tired and my health is bad, which makes me fall asleep thus wasting my fucking day.

Wow. It's exactly the same for me. Females always stand instead of sitting next to me on the bus. I don't even look at them lol, I try to keep my eyes looking outside the window 99% of the time. I hear people talking with their friends constantly and it's suifuel. I think it takes a lot of energy constantly worrying about people's reactions to me - because when I come home from work I'm tired out too, end up wasting my whole day