DarkStar
I am of the night
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- Joined
- Nov 20, 2022
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Firstly, I have to be up to work my shit wageslave job at five in the fucking morning
I also had another meltdown today, and sadly, speaking to my dumb, shithead parents didn't help: Granted, my dad is much better, but my mom is a fucking awful cunt.
She is unironically a mentally ill biznatch who no doubt passed on her shit mental-state to me -both with genetics ofc & being around her for these twenty-two years of "life"- which ofc has impacted me in every single way possible. In fact, I now get why my mom often "fell off" with some of her friends, it's because she unironically has an insufferable personality.
Every time I try & speak to her about my issues, it always ends in an argument, always.
I hate how I'm developing this "main character" syndrome, but based on what I have to deal with, I'm gonna give myself a bit of a pass. yet look at how whenever someone talks about their issues, it barely gets attention: In a way, we're just like normies & just want to chase what's "cool" here instead of actually trying to be a community that supports each other, because God knows, we're the people who need this the most.
And another thing, we really can do better guys: We're supposed to be a mutually supportive community , yet look at how whenever someone talks about their issues, it barely gets attention: In a way, we're just like normies & just want to chase what's "cool" here instead of actually trying to be a community that supports each other, because God knows, we're the people who need this the most.
I hate to sound like an attention whore, but it really shows how this forum will have it's "peak activity" and someone makes a thread venting/ranting, yet it gets no responses yet some dumb shit-tier thread gets no attention.
I also had another meltdown today, and sadly, speaking to my dumb, shithead parents didn't help: Granted, my dad is much better, but my mom is a fucking awful cunt.
She is unironically a mentally ill biznatch who no doubt passed on her shit mental-state to me -both with genetics ofc & being around her for these twenty-two years of "life"- which ofc has impacted me in every single way possible. In fact, I now get why my mom often "fell off" with some of her friends, it's because she unironically has an insufferable personality.
Every time I try & speak to her about my issues, it always ends in an argument, always.
I hate how I'm developing this "main character" syndrome, but based on what I have to deal with, I'm gonna give myself a bit of a pass. yet look at how whenever someone talks about their issues, it barely gets attention: In a way, we're just like normies & just want to chase what's "cool" here instead of actually trying to be a community that supports each other, because God knows, we're the people who need this the most.
And another thing, we really can do better guys: We're supposed to be a mutually supportive community , yet look at how whenever someone talks about their issues, it barely gets attention: In a way, we're just like normies & just want to chase what's "cool" here instead of actually trying to be a community that supports each other, because God knows, we're the people who need this the most.
I hate to sound like an attention whore, but it really shows how this forum will have it's "peak activity" and someone makes a thread venting/ranting, yet it gets no responses yet some dumb shit-tier thread gets no attention.