Last night I couldn't resist the temptation of going to the biggest prostitution point in my city. It had been months since I last went there. As of late, it has been difficult for me to go even 2 days without fapping, so I had last fapped on Thursday. I wasn't even that much horny tbh, more touch-starved than anything really. I wanted to touch and be touched by a woman.
On the bus towards there, there was a non primitive short-haired young white girl almost exactly like my type. This is a common trope in my life: every time I'm going to or returning from a prostitute, there is a girl like that on the bus. It looks like fate, a reminder that I will never touch a girl like that since all prostitutes are primitive types.
I arrived there and walked around a bit looking for a prostitute that resembled even remotely the type of girl that I prefer. There wasn't any of course. That primitive x non primitive division is absolutely brilliant. Absolutely all prostitutes are primitive. Tattoos, goes to the gym, artificial shit everywhere, slutty face and clothes, etc. But I ended up spotting one that at least had big breasts with puffy nipples. She wasn't particularly attractive at all but I liked the boobs and I knew I wouldn't find anything closer to my tastes anyway so decided to go with her.
I approached her, talked a bit and asked about the specifications of the program. She seemed unwilling as fuck, telling me she didn't do basically anything I asked and even removed my hand when I touched her breast (she was topless), but I wasn't thinking with the right head so made the mistake to go to the room with her anyway.
She was so fucking unwilling I had difficulties getting it 100% hard. The way she looked at me with a disgusted/bored face, especially when I asked for some stuff like "kiss my neck", "rub your tits against my dick", etc. Made my limp tbh. It was so transparent how she was disgusted by me and unwilling, she even rolled her eyes multiple times. At a point I got so depressed I knew I wouldn't be able to get it 100% hard anymore so I just focused on the human touch aspect of it. I asked her to hug me, to kiss my ears, etc. She did the first extremely unwillingly and keeping to my side instead of properly hugging me, and the second for like 10 seconds then stopped. I told her "you don't like caressing and being caressed much, huh?" To which she didn't even replied, just made an even more disgusted face. Then I tried to lighten the mood with "do you rather be slapped then?" Followed by a light slap on her butt. She said "NO!" with an extremely annoyed and impatient tone.
She then just left telling me to fap by myself there, saying the time was over (it wasn't over yet). But I didn't argue or anything, I just put my clothes on and left as well. We didn't even say "bye" to each other. I got so sad I couldn't even cum when I tried to fap again upon arriving home.
Walking back to the bus station I thought about various things. First, the idea that we still have a chance regardless of our ugliness, be it through aiming at uglier girls, through prostitution or betabuxx. The first item is completely bogus. Being ugly doesn't make anyone perceive reality differently. Both to an ugly and to an attractive person, attractiveness looks basically the same. It's just that uglier people know they have less options so they may settle/put up with an unsatisfactory option for various reasons, but it doesn't mean the person will like that option.
A person who has the option to work at a good job and earn six figures won't work at McDonalds or sewer maintenance. The people who do work with such stuff do so because they have no better options. Does it mean they'll like it? Of course not, no one likes working at a shitty job. Likewise, no one likes to date, kiss or fuck an ugly person. Even if you manage to concentrate and get some pleasure from it, you'd in 100% of cases rather be with someone better-looking.
Saying stuff like "bummer, I can only get with primitive ugly foids and I have to pay for it while Chad can get a blonde gorgeous non-primitive virgin JB for free" would be an euphemistic way to express my feelings. Chad gets that as much as he wants for free and the girl will be genuinely attracted to him. She will want to fuck him, caress him, kiss him, lick him, get spanked by him, get deepthroated by him, do basically everything for him. Both the most desirable girl and all the others alike. Winners take ALL, losers take NOTHING.
As for prostitution and betabuxx, it basically doesn't mean anything. Saying that escorts or betabuxxing is ascending is like saying rape is ascending. It's not a satisfactory or worth it way of getting sex. Of course, the consequences of rape are worse than the ones from betabuxxing and especially escortcelling, but if you think about it coldly, through rape you could get a girl exactly like you want, which is a "plus". Does it mean it would be ascension? That it's worth it? Or that you should do it or else you're a fakecel? Of course not. You'd be throwing your life into the trash bin for a foid and it wouldn't be even 0,1% genuine. Escortcelling just makes you spend money, but as for betabuxxing, the consequences can be almost as bad as those for raping someone. You can get divorce-raped which depending on your country will absolutely ruin your life.
That's why it doesn't mean anything when bluepillers cherrypick ugly guys who get laid or even get attractive women. The women could be with them for many reasons, like money, convenience, attwhorism (dating a famous/popular guy and getting some of the attention to themselves), etc, even though they feel repulsed by the guys.
Show us an attractive foid crying her eyes out because her 4'8 hideous bf cheated on her. Show us a gorgeous blonde young foid getting depressed because her bald midget Indian janitor crush pumped and dumped her. Show us an average or even ugly foid doing something like that. Such things don't exist. Women never genuinely feel attraction for ugly guys. They just use them for other goals at best.
On the bus towards there, there was a non primitive short-haired young white girl almost exactly like my type. This is a common trope in my life: every time I'm going to or returning from a prostitute, there is a girl like that on the bus. It looks like fate, a reminder that I will never touch a girl like that since all prostitutes are primitive types.
I arrived there and walked around a bit looking for a prostitute that resembled even remotely the type of girl that I prefer. There wasn't any of course. That primitive x non primitive division is absolutely brilliant. Absolutely all prostitutes are primitive. Tattoos, goes to the gym, artificial shit everywhere, slutty face and clothes, etc. But I ended up spotting one that at least had big breasts with puffy nipples. She wasn't particularly attractive at all but I liked the boobs and I knew I wouldn't find anything closer to my tastes anyway so decided to go with her.
I approached her, talked a bit and asked about the specifications of the program. She seemed unwilling as fuck, telling me she didn't do basically anything I asked and even removed my hand when I touched her breast (she was topless), but I wasn't thinking with the right head so made the mistake to go to the room with her anyway.
She was so fucking unwilling I had difficulties getting it 100% hard. The way she looked at me with a disgusted/bored face, especially when I asked for some stuff like "kiss my neck", "rub your tits against my dick", etc. Made my limp tbh. It was so transparent how she was disgusted by me and unwilling, she even rolled her eyes multiple times. At a point I got so depressed I knew I wouldn't be able to get it 100% hard anymore so I just focused on the human touch aspect of it. I asked her to hug me, to kiss my ears, etc. She did the first extremely unwillingly and keeping to my side instead of properly hugging me, and the second for like 10 seconds then stopped. I told her "you don't like caressing and being caressed much, huh?" To which she didn't even replied, just made an even more disgusted face. Then I tried to lighten the mood with "do you rather be slapped then?" Followed by a light slap on her butt. She said "NO!" with an extremely annoyed and impatient tone.
She then just left telling me to fap by myself there, saying the time was over (it wasn't over yet). But I didn't argue or anything, I just put my clothes on and left as well. We didn't even say "bye" to each other. I got so sad I couldn't even cum when I tried to fap again upon arriving home.
Walking back to the bus station I thought about various things. First, the idea that we still have a chance regardless of our ugliness, be it through aiming at uglier girls, through prostitution or betabuxx. The first item is completely bogus. Being ugly doesn't make anyone perceive reality differently. Both to an ugly and to an attractive person, attractiveness looks basically the same. It's just that uglier people know they have less options so they may settle/put up with an unsatisfactory option for various reasons, but it doesn't mean the person will like that option.
A person who has the option to work at a good job and earn six figures won't work at McDonalds or sewer maintenance. The people who do work with such stuff do so because they have no better options. Does it mean they'll like it? Of course not, no one likes working at a shitty job. Likewise, no one likes to date, kiss or fuck an ugly person. Even if you manage to concentrate and get some pleasure from it, you'd in 100% of cases rather be with someone better-looking.
Saying stuff like "bummer, I can only get with primitive ugly foids and I have to pay for it while Chad can get a blonde gorgeous non-primitive virgin JB for free" would be an euphemistic way to express my feelings. Chad gets that as much as he wants for free and the girl will be genuinely attracted to him. She will want to fuck him, caress him, kiss him, lick him, get spanked by him, get deepthroated by him, do basically everything for him. Both the most desirable girl and all the others alike. Winners take ALL, losers take NOTHING.
As for prostitution and betabuxx, it basically doesn't mean anything. Saying that escorts or betabuxxing is ascending is like saying rape is ascending. It's not a satisfactory or worth it way of getting sex. Of course, the consequences of rape are worse than the ones from betabuxxing and especially escortcelling, but if you think about it coldly, through rape you could get a girl exactly like you want, which is a "plus". Does it mean it would be ascension? That it's worth it? Or that you should do it or else you're a fakecel? Of course not. You'd be throwing your life into the trash bin for a foid and it wouldn't be even 0,1% genuine. Escortcelling just makes you spend money, but as for betabuxxing, the consequences can be almost as bad as those for raping someone. You can get divorce-raped which depending on your country will absolutely ruin your life.
That's why it doesn't mean anything when bluepillers cherrypick ugly guys who get laid or even get attractive women. The women could be with them for many reasons, like money, convenience, attwhorism (dating a famous/popular guy and getting some of the attention to themselves), etc, even though they feel repulsed by the guys.
Show us an attractive foid crying her eyes out because her 4'8 hideous bf cheated on her. Show us a gorgeous blonde young foid getting depressed because her bald midget Indian janitor crush pumped and dumped her. Show us an average or even ugly foid doing something like that. Such things don't exist. Women never genuinely feel attraction for ugly guys. They just use them for other goals at best.
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