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Well, here I am on this forum for people like me that are stuck in a sexless marriage. After 50 years I should write a book! In a nutshell, the last 15 years have been totally sexless. Not that the first 35 were any kind of a sexual adventure. Oral sex ended with the wedding cake, for the most part. I look back and see now what I should have seen long before. For her, and I think for many women, sex is an obligation and a means to an end......that end being marriage, kids, security. I see 4 times in our relationship where I thought the sex was better than others. But even during these times, it was very plain. No oral, on her part anyway, no nakedness, no experimentation, nothing. It was more like.....ok, the 10PM news is over, lets do it, and get this over an go to sleep. The 4 times that I can see were: 1 - To get married; 2 - To have our first child; 3 - To get pregnant again!; 4 - To keep me from leaving again after a short separation. So here it is 50 years later.....I have a wonderful family that I will NOT put thru the pains of a divorce, I have a wife that I still love, but am NOT in any way, shape, or form, in love WITH. and I have a deep void and lack of any passion, intimacy, closeness or love! Not sure why I am even writing this....there is so much, and looking at what I have written already, I sound like a winey, POS. When I think about people around the world that trully have a horrible life, I should be ashamed. My biggest life problem is not getting laid. Oh that so many suffering people in the world should have my problem!
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