Brutal Worse at night

[AmIjustDreaming]

does anyone else just lay in bed, staring at the ceiling, the depression just gets unbearable. I think of all the possible scenarios my life could have went if I just had an attractive face and not just a friendless, ugly loser outcast. I just listen to to a song on repeat and my mind is just thinking of how it's friday night and people are with their girlfriends, having sex and fun -- actually living life. I'm 26 and I missed it all.



View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZdVpY2ihOc4

 

[Deleted member 27495]

That’s all I do now. Even playing Video games requires more effort and motivation than I’m willing to put in. Now I just get high and lay on my bed listening to music.

 

[Haywire]

i usually sleep when in bed. yes life is shit think about too much when awake

 

[AmIjustDreaming]

Now I just get high and lay on my bed listening to music.

same thing I do. just my pitch black room, just light from my monitor, getting stoned and listening to sad shit in bed. Even the most simplest of tasks are just too much.

 

[Ellsworth]

Yes. My days I’m busy with wage slaving and other responsibilities but at night when it’s time to wind down and go to be I’m like fuck what was all of that effort for, to come home and be alone and without companionship or sex. Normal guys my age have someone to come home to.

 

[Pengwin]

I listen to the same song when I'm depressed too, namely this one

View: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ul7u6ZfAaYw

 

[The Zulfigar]

İ should probably jump on Jew pills i don't want to end like that