Throughout my whole life I've always had issues trying to be in a relationship with a girl. From as early as middle school to now I tried and failed all the time, wondering what I did wrong at the same time. Of course the people around would say the usual bullshit regarding this: lack of confidence, too fat, emitting negative energy, spending too much time online and playing video games, not being fit, no making enough money and so on.
For the longest time I actually did believe them and blamed myself up until a few days ago when it dawned me - women are simply just not interested in me. That doesn't mean there is something fundamentally wrong with me, I'm quite average, it's just that women simply don't find me attractive. Sounds too simple, right? But it makes sense to me. Why else wouldn't I have a girlfriend? I did as I was instructed by society yet women still reject me. They then gaslight me into thinking it's my fault or something when in reality women have the final say. I've also seen with my own eyes how some guys who are the definition of scum of the earth get girlfriends, but not me. What the fuck?
Worst of all is when you try to explain this shit people all gang up on you. My parents for example angrily dismissed my reasoning saying it's because of my "negative attitude" that I keep getting rejected and need to be more positive in general. What's their problem? It's the simple truth. If a girl likes you she'll let you know and not complicate things, if she doesn't she won't even know you exist in the same room as her. No need for excessive bullshit and endless loops to jump over. I don't understand what's so difficult to comprehend.
For the longest time I actually did believe them and blamed myself up until a few days ago when it dawned me - women are simply just not interested in me. That doesn't mean there is something fundamentally wrong with me, I'm quite average, it's just that women simply don't find me attractive. Sounds too simple, right? But it makes sense to me. Why else wouldn't I have a girlfriend? I did as I was instructed by society yet women still reject me. They then gaslight me into thinking it's my fault or something when in reality women have the final say. I've also seen with my own eyes how some guys who are the definition of scum of the earth get girlfriends, but not me. What the fuck?
Worst of all is when you try to explain this shit people all gang up on you. My parents for example angrily dismissed my reasoning saying it's because of my "negative attitude" that I keep getting rejected and need to be more positive in general. What's their problem? It's the simple truth. If a girl likes you she'll let you know and not complicate things, if she doesn't she won't even know you exist in the same room as her. No need for excessive bullshit and endless loops to jump over. I don't understand what's so difficult to comprehend.
