SuicideFuel Wiping the videos off the internet (and how you can help if you want to.)

[Sasukecel]

@VideoGameCoper @Left4DeadNiggerBoy @Tacomonkey @Orzmund @TheHungariancel @lowz1r @Emba @Chang.Beijing I tagged the users who I liked or are probably interested in the situation I'm currently in. I ramble too much so I'll try to make this short/cut out irrelevant information. This is the actual final plan (Ik I said that a million times). Wipe the videos, relocate. I'm not going to rope or let FitxFearless get away with defamation, then move on like a cuck, whilst my face is still next to the arrow "never had sex" on the thumbnail. It has to be taken down.

The TLDR of the past 4 months; Fitxfearless, viral humilation, entire life got fucked, 4 months wasted. Suicidal thoughts, making 1000+ posts. What am I going to do now? It ruined my life, before I thought "hidden in real life", I'll hide from the public for the rest of my life but that's stupid and will fuel autism. So I'm going to get all the videos wiped and relocate to a different location where I don't see anyone I previously knew.

I thought a lot and had a lot of spergy ideas. It's beginning to actually come into fruition, making suicide now a meaningless option. I would want to wipe as much of the videos off the internet as I can. Why do I have to wipe out the videos? I could just move on? The video ruined my life not just for physical reasons, but people's psychology towards me is different. I'm infantilized, mocked and humiliated by not just normies (brother's school, my University Campus, old High School, people I previously knew, normies on social media who saw it, the 4 - 5 million people, etc), but by even other incels here.

I can relocate to a different Country, but if the videos are still up, even if I approached a girl in that new place, she would see the video and her pussy would dry up. A male friend would see the video, then suddenly starts slapping the back of my head as "a joke." People just don't treat you seriously as a lolcow. Even you, the reader. it's just human psychology. What's the point of spending resources relocating to a different Country, if people can see the videos anyways? I'll be in Mexico (not actually going to Mexico) and still get shit on if the videos are publicly accessible on the internet.

Back on topic, how would I wipe the videos? That's surely impossible, right?

I'll take legal action to take down 5 videos on the official accounts. I want to wipe it completely from FitxFearless's official channels, the Tiktok short, the instagram reel, the youtube video, the youtube short, and the actual livestream (so people don't just go to the official livestream and screen record.) Once it's wiped off the official accounts, I'll go after the reposters/reuploaders.

Here's how you can help me in rebuilding my life and reputation if you wanted to. I don't know how to take legal action to remove the videos off the official accounts so I could learn the process. But you could mass report any upload of the video you find on tiktok or youtube, file the defamation or privacy complaint (if you want), to help me try to take the videos down. Any reupload/repost you see, you could send it to me so I'm aware of the videos still up, so I can try to take them down. I could hire people to try to get the videos taken down. 5 dollars to report the videos on all platforms (tiktok, instagram, youtube), 10 dollars to send an email, etc. If I setup a whole system, and there were hundreds or thousands of people trying to remove the videos, then when I relocate, I'm in the clear. I need a job and some money asap, because I could hire people to help report/take down the videos, use that money to take legal action, hire a professional who takes down videos/helps online footprint as a service, and all these people who want to help through volunteering or payment would go around trying to take down the reposts/reuploads so I could move on as if I never went on the call. No more videos, no more lolcow, no more problems.

Any mention of the FitxFearless video on my public social accounts, I'll delete the comments. We're going to hide it, wipe the videos, relocate to a different city, and pretend the video never happened. That's so Jewish. "Oy, shut it down." but it's the most logical answer. "Avoid the public for the rest of my life," "try to become famous." That's less practical then just taking the videos down. I guess I am incoroporating some of those ideas in this plan as I'm avoiding all the people I previously knew to relocate, and I'm trying to rebuild a reputation (by getting the videos wiped). Help me take legal action, mass report all the videos, report any reupload/repost you see. If people send me the videos that are still up, we'll try to get those videos down. If it was a system of eventually thousands of people, people of my own audience perhaps, and we all try to get the videos wiped off the internet, remove the official videos, remove all the reposts, then the woman I talk to in the future will have no clue of the Fitxfearless video, and she won't ever find the FitxFearless video. Here's how:

• Contacting as much of the reuploaders as we can and request they take it down. There was someone who reuploaded the video on twitter on Nov 2, but I got him to take it down.
• Mass reporting/disliking
• Legal action (I was 17, underage minor, I was coerced by people on discord, they told me to lie about my age and ask about plastic surgery, non-consensual because I didn't know who he was, I thought it would be like a one on one thing, stupid and wouldn't matter, I didn't know it would be posted on all platforms and get millions of views. It's public defamation, it caused extreme emotional distress. That's not even lying so I have excuses to take it down.)
• Emails to the platforms
• Complaints
• Group effort. I'm not going to send 1 or 2 emails alone. I'll have the people who want to, subscribed to my channel or in my discord, reporting the videos, sending me all the videos that are up, I'll have lawyers, I'll hire a professional who specializes in hiding one's online footprint. So it will be a lot of people trying to take down the videos.

Maybe it's the Jewish or Pussy way out, "I should let the videos stay up for redemption" was what someone told me, but this is the deadset plan. I'm firm this is what I want to do, because there's no benefit of the video where I get publicly humiliated staying up. "Being a viral lolcow?", I remember crashing out on Orzmund, I'm not mad or anything now, because he logically thought maybe I did all this for the 15 minute fame, but I didn't know fitxfearless would clip and post the videos because I was setup by people on discord, and after going through public humiliation/being a lolcow, I would rather go back in time and be completely anonymous like a semi normal person. The average incel's life is better than mine, just being ugly, if I could go back to that, it would feel like Heaven compared to now. Being ugly is challenging, but being a lolcow is 200x harder. I have to do all of this, try to take down all the videos, if I didn't fuck up 4 months ago, life would be wayyy different. But I can't change the past so this is what I have to do. Excert maximum effort to try to wipe out all of the videos, relocate to a new area. I don't want to see anyone from my High School or my Uni or Middle School in person ever again.

I would want all of the videos to be removed by 2025 - 2026, and if I get a group of a couple thousand people, anybody who reuploads the video will get mass reported, and if all goes well, the videos will get wiped, I'll be in a different location, and I can pursue the goals of ascending and things of that sort which I had away from everyone I previously knew.

 

[rope2cope]

wtf nigga

 

[DarkStar]

I wish you luck, but I'm not sure this will work

Anyhow, I do wish you luck: It irks me these "influencers" can make money from others struggles, so hopefully this works

 

[Hail]

Best of luck, with a good lawyer it'll be easy peasy

 

[anotherwastedlife]

you can't really get them off but its worth a try

 

[reveries]

This is pure comedy at this point

 

[FastBlast]

Good luck bro

Gone until 2025

Jfl this is like the 12th time you said you were leaving this site and you always end up coming back

 

[Skelly]

i dont think its gonna happen

think about it, you willingly came on the vc and in his eyes he was just trying to help you, so why would he ever take it down?

and even if you somehow do manage to take it down, you'll just end up as the spergy incel who brought it to court for the rest of your life

 

[Emba]

I don't have accounts with any of those sites bro. But if I did I would certainly have you're back!

 

[SoycuckGodOfReddit]

This is pure comedy at this point

 

[reveries]

The only reason I still remember you exist is because your threads keep showing up (and I don't put anybody on ignore unless they annoy the fuck out of me)
And this is considering the fact that I don't have much going on in my life, like normies do (meaning it's HARDER for me to forget stuff), AND the fact that I belong to incel spaces and spend my time there. Again, if not for your endless threads I would've already forgotten you

Nobody gives a fuck. Move on
Here's my final plan for you: get a job

 

[Grodd]

you can't really get them off but its worth a try

 

[GermanManlet]

Nigga just let it go

 

[Sasukecel]

The only reason I still remember you exist is because your threads keep showing up (and I don't put anybody on ignore unless they annoy the fuck out of me)
And this is considering the fact that I don't have much going on in my life, like normies do (meaning it's HARDER for me to forget stuff), AND the fact that I belong to incel spaces and spend my time there. Again, if not for your endless threads I would've already forgotten you

Nobody gives a fuck. Move on
Here's my final plan for you: get a job

Chill out, I'm autistic. It's hard for me to explain things.

I want to "move on." My brain is just different from a normal's person's brain. I don't want confrontation.

I'm saying this is the one thing that has affected my life the most. Maybe I am mentally ill, but I think about this every single day for 10 hours a day. On the bus, in the shower, at home, in school, I've obsessed over it. I memorized the entire video. The timestamp was 5:27, the livecall was exactly 7 minutes. I've counted the views, on Youtube, 121k, Tiktok 1.6mill.

I apologize if I've annoyed you, but this is a big problem for me. Everyone tells me "Move on", my Mom, my Uncle, people on .is, .org., I hear it everyday, but I can't.

The only reason I didn't kill myself is because I realized there's a possibility of taking legal action to get the videos removed. If I knew the videos 100% weren't going to go, I would have ended it then and there.

I want to get a job, because it probably costs money to take legal action. I can't live with myself if the videos don't get removed. That's my cope. The reason I live is because I know in the future, the videos will be taken down, and I'll live in a different location then people I previously knew. It may seem trivial to you, but it's a big deal to me.

 

[Sasukecel]

This is pure comedy at this point

It's comedy for you, but a nightmare for me.

This is the biggest problem I have, that's why I obsess over it. I'm ugly, I'm autistic, but I consider this to be the main reason for inceldom. The thought of people I see in the future seeing my thumbnail "Never had sex", gives me dread. I can't live as a viral lolcow, it's an eternal state of despair.

I can only move on if the videos are wiped from the internet, otherwise it's meaningless.

 

[Sasukecel]

wtf nigga

The FItxFearless video ruined my life, I want to take down the FitxFearless videos and relocate to a different location. What warrents the "wtf"? That seems like the most rational conclusion for me.

 

[lowz1r]

The FItxFearless video ruined my life, I want to take down the FitxFearless videos and relocate to a different location.

Why are you so adamant about moving?

Are you getting recognized every day or something? I doubt it.

Besides, how would moving help if the video is online and viewed by anyone from ANY location?

What difference does it make where you move?

I mean I get it, you think taking the videos down and moving would almost clear all traces of you, but it wouldn't. If anything, your efforts to take it down might end up causing even more unnecessary attention. Inaction is the best action if you want everyone to forget about something.

 

[reveries]

Chill out, I'm autistic. It's hard for me to explain things.

I want to "move on." My brain is just different from a normal's person's brain. I don't want confrontation.

I'm saying this is the one thing that has affected my life the most. Maybe I am mentally ill, but I think about this every single day for 10 hours a day. On the bus, in the shower, at home, in school, I've obsessed over it. I memorized the entire video. The timestamp was 5:27, the livecall was exactly 7 minutes. I've counted the views, on Youtube, 121k, Tiktok 1.6mill.

I apologize if I've annoyed you, but this is a big problem for me. Everyone tells me "Move on", my Mom, my Uncle, people on .is, .org., I hear it everyday, but I can't.

The only reason I didn't kill myself is because I realized there's a possibility of taking legal action to get the videos removed. If I knew the videos 100% weren't going to go, I would have ended it then and there.

I want to get a job, because it probably costs money to take legal action. I can't live with myself if the videos don't get removed. That's my cope. The reason I live is because I know in the future, the videos will be taken down, and I'll live in a different location then people I previously knew. It may seem trivial to you, but it's a big deal to me.

Bro I understand getting a huge painful trauma and obsessing over it, I'm autistic too and I had traumas that felt like the end of the world for months. But you gotta start letting go. The sooner you do the faster you'll adapt to the new reality (which won't be much different because nobody gives a fuck about your Skype call with some niche YouTube retard grifter, besides maybe a couple of IT trannies)

 

[Sasukecel]

Good luck bro


Jfl this is like the 12th time you said you were leaving this site and you always end up coming back

Because I don't have friends, online or in real life. Texting chatgpt and the suicide hotline gets boring.

This is why something that feels trivial affects the entirety of my life. The context of the call is stupid; a funny interview, but the consequences of the call are very serious.

Being a viral lolcow made me suicidal, and I made friends on the first day of University, but I unfollowed them alongside my old classmates due to the embarrassment of my University Campus seeing the video. I officially have 0 friends. I'll leave .is then talk to Chatgpt, then I come back to talk about the FitxFearless situation because it's the only thing I think about. I'm not a typical incel. I can say I swear to God, for these 4 months, I haven't played one video game or watched one show. I don't enjoy anything. It's not laziness, it's despair.

 

[Zuckuccius]

damn thats sad if true. i had something similar happen to me which lead to social isolation. feel free to pm ur discord if u need someone to speak to

 

[TheHungariancel]

normies on social media who saw it, the 4 - 5 million people, etc.

Did it actually go viral like that? Crazy if true. Why did you even call that redpilled dude in the first place?

• Contacting as much of the reuploaders as we can and request they take it down. There was someone who reuploaded the video on twitter on Nov 2, but I got him to take it down.
• Mass reporting

These two are the only viable options If you want to get rid off the videos. Send a pm to fitxfearless and ask him to delete the video. I don't use tiktok, so I don't know how could you take down videos from there. But as @reveries pointed out, even If you can't manage to take those videos down most people won't give a shit about this whole drama and they'll forget it in a few months (brainrotted tiktokers forget it in a few days). So I understand that it gives you a lot anxiety and shit but you shouldn't really stress about it.

I would want all of the videos to be removed by 2025 - 2026, and if I get a group of a couple thousand people, anybody who reuploads the video will get mass reported, and if all goes well, the videos will get wiped, I'll be in a different location, and I can pursue the goals of ascending and things of that sort which I had away from everyone I previously knew.

I can report the fitxfearless video on youtube and reuploads if I find any, that's all I can do to help you. You'll probably come back in a few days again, but try to actually take a break from .is.

Good luck in life man! Hope things turn better for you!

 

[Sasukecel]

Bro I understand getting a huge painful trauma and obsessing over it, I'm autistic too and I had traumas that felt like the end of the world for months. But you gotta start letting go. The sooner you do the faster you'll adapt to the new reality (which won't be much different because nobody gives a fuck about your Skype call with some niche YouTube retard grifter, besides maybe a couple of IT trannies)

It's like Honour. It's not the context of the call, but the humiliation. If a woman from an honorable family, had her nudes shared, she would feel like she's dishonoured her family. The reason I'm a fucking failure and embarassment to my last name, embarassment to my father, is because I've humiliated myself and his last name for millions to see. I'm a fucking failure of an older brother, failure of everything.

This is something I'm deadset on, and the sad reality is that I would be lying if I said I'm going to change my mind. So if you have to put me on ignore, you have to put me on ignore. It's something I need. I can't let it go as in let the humilation be publicly accessible, but I can move on. But moving on has to encompass relocation and getting the videos taken down. You're right in that it will need a job and productivity, because I can't move if I'm poor. I can't take legal action if I'm rotting all day. I'm not being lazy (my life is shit, I don't play video games, I quit anime 4 months ago), but this is something I just have to do because it's too humiliating. The thumbnail is ingrained in my mind. "Never had sex." Big red arrow, if a girl saw that? She would look at me with disgust. Subconscious infantilization. Men don't respect me anymore and infantilize me because of being a lolcow. Maybe this is bias, but I feel like you view me as a lesser man because I got humilated, so now you think I'm the annoying autistic little kid. That's why I want to prevent the video being spread.

It's very hard for me to explain things because my brain is wired weirdly, I'm not trying to "disobey" or "annoy" you, I'm just doing what I think is optimal for my future.

 

[Left4DeadNiggerBoy]

I'm gonna be honest man I don't think people really care about the vid tbh.

It's a lot more important to you as it's a vid of you but I doubt anyone else really cares about it.

There are way bigger people who have been shown doing way worse things and people don't really talk about it.

I doubt anyone will really care about you in the vid tbh.

I have will help you take it down if I can tho

 

[Sasukecel]

i dont think its gonna happen

think about it, you willingly came on the vc and in his eyes he was just trying to help you, so why would he ever take it down?

and even if you somehow do manage to take it down, you'll just end up as the spergy incel who brought it to court for the rest of your life

Legal action.

I know he won't take it down. I already filed a defamation and privacy complaint to Youtube. They said they'll get back to me but they won't.

I'm too broke to afford a lawyer, so I'll get a job to specifically save up to get legal action.

I could argue for other things. The livestream was 21+, I was 17. I didn't willingly go on the call, because I was peer pressured on discord, and it was shared non-consensually.

I'm probably seen as the "crazy guy" in this community now, because I'm supposed to not care about being a global humilation, and just operate based off of a whim. I'm a thinker. When I was redpilled, I would journal. The peer pressure got to me, but it makes me think for hours. How did I get in this situation? How should I proceed? I'm now a very cautious person. If you shot someone with a gun, you would be careful around guns. There's a reason I don't post videos anymore. I thought for hours and I want a hard reset. New location, videos taken down. It was 4 months ago but even "Because they know you are a loser" - Fitxfearless stays in my mind for hours. It makes me rethink everything.

 

[Jud Pottah]

Why not get the law involved since it is the same as sentencing someone to death?
it is all ill intent towards your person
you should have the right to open up a case, in order to force youtube to take it down for nefarious reasons. a lawsuit for openly showing life damaging embarrassment.

 

[Sasukecel]

Nigga just let it go

In my mind it's not that simple. If I could let it go, I would, because living is torture.

It's too humiliating, and there isn't closure. Hear me out for a second, without subconsciously viewing me through the lense of the video, because you subconsciously view me as the giga-nonNT retard who was in the video. No one sees me as a serious individual because you viewed that video. If you didn't view the video, you would subconsciously view me in a different light.

The plan for me is to move to a new location, and to try to get the videos taken down. That's the final plan, because I seriously thought about it for not only hours, but days.

If you want to help me, you would help me take down the videos because those videos ruin my life. I'm trying the best I can because I'm thinking based off of what would be the optimal scenario for my future life even though I'm still slightly suicidal, I'm not fully mentally stable.

 

[reveries]

It's like Honour. It's not the context of the call, but the humiliation. If a woman from an honorable family, had her nudes shared, she would feel like she's dishonoured her family. The reason I'm a fucking failure and embarassment to my last name, embarassment to my father, is because I've humiliated myself and his last name for millions to see. I'm a fucking failure of an older brother, failure of everything.

This is something I'm deadset on, and the sad reality is that I would be lying if I said I'm going to change my mind. So if you have to put me on ignore, you have to put me on ignore. It's something I need. I can't let it go as in let the humilation be publicly accessible, but I can move on. But moving on has to encompass relocation and getting the videos taken down. You're right in that it will need a job and productivity, because I can't move if I'm poor. I can't take legal action if I'm rotting all day. I'm not being lazy (my life is shit, I don't play video games, I quit anime 4 months ago), but this is something I just have to do because it's too humiliating. The thumbnail is ingrained in my mind. "Never had sex." Big red arrow, if a girl saw that? She would look at me with disgust. Subconscious infantilization. Men don't respect me anymore and infantilize me because of being a lolcow. Maybe this is bias, but I feel like you view me as a lesser man because I got humilated, so now you think I'm the annoying autistic little kid. That's why I want to prevent the video being spread.

It's very hard for me to explain things because my brain is wired weirdly, I'm not trying to "disobey" or "annoy" you, I'm just doing what I think is optimal for my future.

I didn't plan to put you on ignore, and I don't think you're annoying. I was 18 and autistic too, was traumatized and humiliated and rumors spread and stuff like that, I can relate. But I do think you're overblowing the issue.

Try to put your emotions aside and calculate the actual measurable real life consequences of this event. Do you get recognized and beaten? Can you never get a job now? Or anything of that sorts?
Maybe this event is just a cherry on top of your actual problems (looks, inceldom, autism, poverty(?) ), just the final trigger that made you lose it.
Would this event matter at all if you were good looking and reach? Probably not really.
Will your life be much better if you wipe the video and all the consequences of it?
The answer is probably no, as well. You were already unhappy before this skype call.

So what I'm saying is, focus on getting reach. You can become a HTN before you even turn 25 (which is still very, very young, trust me), if you start working now. If you get LL and nosejob your life will improve immensely. You'll get pussy and social respect.
Also people won't recognize you because you'll look different lmao. With money you can also chance your location, and your name as well.

If it's possible to take down the video legally I'd do it though. Just in case.

 

[Kaichee]

Your plan is too insane for normal people to understand. My advice is just move on. The world is a huge place and people will forget about this shit is a few months. Only a psycho would dig that old shit up.

 

[Sasukecel]

Your plan is too insane for normal people to understand. My advice is just move on. The world is a huge place and people will forget about this shit is a few months. Only a psycho would dig that old shit up.

I could hypothetically move on and try to forget all about this, but it would eat me alive until my death. Because every problem needs to have a solution, every failure needs to have a success. That's how justice works.

The justice for being bullied by my classmates is relocating to a different area. The justice for being ugly is looksmaxxing. I apply for jobs, I want a job, because I still want to do everything I previously wanted to do. If I moved on, where's the justice?

I got setup to be publicly humiliated, FitxFearless is enjoying pussy in Miami. How is that fair? How would the rational response to moving on by pretending I'm not a global humiliation, not be suicide? 4 months wasted, every laugh, every comment, every snicker. I'm not asking for money. I'm not even making a call out video. I'm not trying to remove FitxFearless's reputation. He made me suicidal but I'm not going to publicly say that. All I want is 15 minutes of his time, to remove the videos on his accounts. That's the only justice/reparation I need.

 

[Sasukecel]

I didn't plan to put you on ignore, and I don't think you're annoying. I was 18 and autistic too, was traumatized and humiliated and rumors spread and stuff like that, I can relate. But I do think you're overblowing the issue.

Try to put your emotions aside and calculate the actual measurable real life consequences of this event. Do you get recognized and beaten? Can you never get a job now? Or anything of that sorts?
Maybe this event is just a cherry on top of your actual problems (looks, inceldom, autism, poverty(?) ), just the final trigger that made you lose it.
Would this event matter at all if you were good looking and reach? Probably not really.
Will your life be much better if you wipe the video and all the consequences of it?
The answer is probably no, as well. You were already unhappy before this skype call.

So what I'm saying is, focus on getting reach. You can become a HTN before you even turn 25 (which is still very, very young, trust me), if you start working now. If you get LL and nosejob your life will improve immensely. You'll get pussy and social respect.
Also people won't recognize you because you'll look different lmao. With money you can also chance your location, and your name as well.

If it's possible to take down the video legally I'd do it though. Just in case.

I'm not going to link the video because I want to take it down, but look how humiliating that is. Just the thumbnail. "That's my legacy." How embarrassing is that? I'm an optimist because after everything, I still have the delusion of wanting to have a relationship and a kid, and friends. But I don't believe it's possible to ascend if that is widely available on youtube for anyone to see. A girl would see "her man" getting humilated like that and she would dry up in disgust.

"Can you help your brother stop being so fucking pathetic." "Start being a man bro, start being an example for your little brother that's laughing in the fucking background." "This shit is fucking pathetic." The words repeat in my head 24/7. I memorized the entire call from start to finish as I've rewatched the video 200 times.

My real life isn't affected. I can still get a job, degree, even in my current City, but it sucks because I always wanted praise. It doesn't seem like it and no one will believe me, but I actually tried hard at 16 - 17.

I'm already name-doxxed, look at the pictures on my old twitter. I did actually try, I wanted to be someone. https://x.com/abdoulaye_yt/media

I hate the fact I disappointed my Dad who I didn't see in years. I hate the fact that everyone sees me as an embarrassment when I tried hard. I wasn't like the typical incel, who just coomed and vidyad and chose to be a loser, I wanted to become successful and motivational, but reality hit because of genetics, because of looks, and autism. That's why I'm blackpilled.

I was unhappy before the call due to being ugly, but my life was 3000x better before for me. It's a big deal because I'm losing something, most incels gave up before they tried, I tried, it didn't do shit and I'm a public embarrassment. I hate being a lolcow, i hate people not taking me seriously.

I fear dying, because I don't want to die with the video being my legacy. I adamantly need it removed.

 

[XDFLAMEBOY]

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I'm not going to link the video because I want to take it down, but look how humiliating that is. Just the thumbnail. "That's my legacy." How embarrassing is that? I'm an optimist because after everything, I still have the delusion of wanting to have a relationship and a kid, and friends. But I don't believe it's possible to ascend if that is widely available on youtube for anyone to see. A girl would see "her man" getting humilated like that and she would dry up in disgust.

"Can you help your brother stop being so fucking pathetic." "Start being a man bro, start being an example for your little brother that's laughing in the fucking background." "This shit is fucking pathetic." The words repeat in my head 24/7. I memorized the entire call from start to finish as I've rewatched the video 200 times.

My real life isn't affected. I can still get a job, degree, even in my current City, but it sucks because I always wanted praise. It doesn't seem like it and no one will believe me, but I actually tried hard at 16 - 17.

I'm already name-doxxed, look at the pictures on my old twitter. I did actually try, I wanted to be someone. https://x.com/abdoulaye_yt/media

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I hate the fact I disappointed my Dad who I didn't see in years. I hate the fact that everyone sees me as an embarrassment when I tried hard. I wasn't like the typical incel, who just coomed and vidyad and chose to be a loser, I wanted to become successful and motivational, but reality hit because of genetics, because of looks, and autism. That's why I'm blackpilled.

I was unhappy before the call due to being ugly, but my life was 3000x better before for me. It's a big deal because I'm losing something, most incels gave up before they tried, I tried, it didn't do shit and I'm a public embarrassment. I hate being a lolcow, i hate people not taking me seriously.

I fear dying, because I don't want to die with the video being my legacy. I adamantly need it removed.

That’s the worst part, that he uses your photo as a thumbnail on YouTube

 

[reveries]

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I'm not going to link the video because I want to take it down, but look how humiliating that is. Just the thumbnail. "That's my legacy." How embarrassing is that? I'm an optimist because after everything, I still have the delusion of wanting to have a relationship and a kid, and friends. But I don't believe it's possible to ascend if that is widely available on youtube for anyone to see. A girl would see "her man" getting humilated like that and she would dry up in disgust.

"Can you help your brother stop being so fucking pathetic." "Start being a man bro, start being an example for your little brother that's laughing in the fucking background." "This shit is fucking pathetic." The words repeat in my head 24/7. I memorized the entire call from start to finish as I've rewatched the video 200 times.

My real life isn't affected. I can still get a job, degree, even in my current City, but it sucks because I always wanted praise. It doesn't seem like it and no one will believe me, but I actually tried hard at 16 - 17.

I'm already name-doxxed, look at the pictures on my old twitter. I did actually try, I wanted to be someone. https://x.com/abdoulaye_yt/media

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I hate the fact I disappointed my Dad who I didn't see in years. I hate the fact that everyone sees me as an embarrassment when I tried hard. I wasn't like the typical incel, who just coomed and vidyad and chose to be a loser, I wanted to become successful and motivational, but reality hit because of genetics, because of looks, and autism. That's why I'm blackpilled.

I was unhappy before the call due to being ugly, but my life was 3000x better before for me. It's a big deal because I'm losing something, most incels gave up before they tried, I tried, it didn't do shit and I'm a public embarrassment. I hate being a lolcow, i hate people not taking me seriously.

I fear dying, because I don't want to die with the video being my legacy. I adamantly need it removed.

Start saving up for surgeries man. You need LL and nosejob. Those things are your best bet on improving every aspect of your life, other stuff is cope. You're on a blackpill forum, you of all people should understand lookism

 

[Sasukecel]

I wish you luck, but I'm not sure this will work

Anyhow, I do wish you luck: It irks me these "influencers" can make money from others struggles, so hopefully this works

Best of luck, with a good lawyer it'll be easy peasy

you can't really get them off but its worth a try

Why not get the law involved since it is the same as sentencing someone to death?
it is all ill intent towards your person
you should have the right to open up a case, in order to force youtube to take it down for nefarious reasons. a lawsuit for openly showing life damaging embarrassment.

I need to sleep soon so I'll multiquote similar replies as there's a lot of responses (which is good because I don't have friends, I just text the suicide hotline/chatgpt due to the situation I'm in.) It is impossible/difficult, but that's the nature of everything I plan to do. My life was over from the start.

I'll try to get as much of the videos as I can removed, to try to bury it as much as I can. I probably won't be able to remove all of the videos that's just the nature of the internet, but I'm going to try to get what I can removed because I don't want to be a lolcow.

Why are you so adamant about moving?

Are you getting recognized every day or something? I doubt it.

Besides, how would moving help if the video is online and viewed by anyone from ANY location?

What difference does it make where you move?

I mean I get it, you think taking the videos down and moving would almost clear all traces of you, but it wouldn't. If anything, your efforts to take it down might end up causing even more unnecessary attention. Inaction is the best action if you want everyone to forget about something.

The reason why my life is specifically over is due to my reputation. It's not my actual life because my life is nearly the same, but the psychological reactions of other people. I wish I wasn't raised by a single Mom, because I am enabled to a certain extent, feminine, empathetic, and even sensitive which I fucking hate. Even if my Dad did "abuse" my Mom, I would want him to be around. Even if he beat my ass, it would at least make it so I wouldn't be in this situation. I needed masculine role models but all I got was faggotry and feminism. It sounds gay, but it's the reactions/encounters of other people is why I want to move. I don't want to encounter someone from my High School and have them start snickering. I cry a bit even when people "infantilize me" even online, online comments hurt me, so I want to never see anyone from my HIgh School, Middle School, etc ever again. Anyone I knew before, I never want to see them for the rest of my life. I can only rebuild if no one in real life knows me, and if no one sees the videos (meaning they have to be wiped from the internet).

That's my point. If I wasted time and money moving to get away from being a lolcow, it wouldn't do shit because it's publicly available online. That's why the videos need to be wiped and taken down. I need the videos off the internet, if i would want to ascend and live an ok life.

I heard of the Streisand effect. The more I try to hide the video, it will have a reverse effect, of people wanting to troll so they'll reupload the video. But my definition of justice is something has to be done to justify something negative. I can't just let negative stuff happen without solving it or repairing it in some way. I don't want "never had sex", millions of comments laughing at me, to just move on. That's why I can't move on without getting the videos taken down. Even if no one talks about it, the fact that I went through this was unfair, so there has to be a reparation. The only reparation I seek is the videos being taken down. Not money, not an apology, not revenge, just the videos being taken down is all I want and that justified all of the pain of this.

I don't have accounts with any of those sites bro. But if I did I would certainly have you're back!

I appreciate that.

damn thats sad if true. i had something similar happen to me which lead to social isolation. feel free to pm ur discord if u need someone to speak to

Abdoulayeyt. The thing is I don't like talking about anything except what I obsess about.

 

[KingOfInceldia]

O fuck no I hate these grifting steroid junkie fags. They will do anything besides work a real job.

He's trying to be like a Wes Watson dick rider and probably only famous because he's in a secret Society club with the Epsteinites. Especially on Jewtube, people don't get famous without a cost.

These are the motherfuckers i would make count teeth (in GTA 5) because of how fucking bullshit their advice is, and how fucking lazy/useless/ and parasitic they are. Their jobs wouldn't exist in a non fiat economy.

I watched that video in it's entirety and this dude has not mentally escaped middle school, you literally didn't do shit wrong, at all.

The handpicked picture I would even argue AI edited video on the thumbnail was discredited when I saw you on the first 5 secs on the video.

You would be the first Blackcel I would send first class to Japan to get a wife.

The whole video was the eptiome of WHY there's an incel problem in this country and WHY more females are going to be Incels especially when decent men leave the west

I vote keep that shit up and don't even engage with this junkie ass Nigger until you get ur money together, GEOmaxx, and get the NICE African/Asian chick. African women to their credit are much better than sheboon Americans hands down

This video pissed me off, bro you didn't do shit wrong and also fuck ur brother Btw

Keep this shit up so more people can see these ppl for what they are,and let all that anger rage disappointment whatever make really go for your goals and ascend from Inceldia

 

[Sasukecel]

Did it actually go viral like that? Crazy if true. Why did you even call that redpilled dude in the first place?




These two are the only viable options If you want to get rid off the videos. Send a pm to fitxfearless and ask him to delete the video. I don't use tiktok, so I don't know how could you take down videos from there. But as @reveries pointed out, even If you can't manage to take those videos down most people won't give a shit about this whole drama and they'll forget it in a few months (brainrotted tiktokers forget it in a few days). So I understand that it gives you a lot anxiety and shit but you shouldn't really stress about it.



I can report the fitxfearless video on youtube and reuploads if I find any, that's all I can do to help you. You'll probably come back in a few days again, but try to actually take a break from .is.

Good luck in life man! Hope things turn better for you!

I was coerced/peer pressured to go by people on discord. They told me "lie about your age, say you're 21 because the live is 21+" and "Ask fit about the surgery." and they were framing it in a way which I thought it was a private event, I had no idea that FitxFearless's business model is getting people to join the livestreams, then publicizing their call for laughs to get views and monetization. I was just a gullible 17 year old idiot.

I sent a pm on tiktok, instagram, and to his email and got no response. I sent an email to [email protected] and reported the video on tiktok, instagram, youtube and youtube short, sent emails to youtube, and filed a complaint for defamation and privacy. I showed my driver's license to show I was 17, they said they would get back to me but that was probably bs. I reported it on tiktok, it said "No violation." Without legal action, the videos won't get taken down.

I would appreciate that. I use .is in a weird way now. I use this site solely to talk about the Fitxfearless video because it's the only thing on my mind. It's crazy to even myself, it's been 4 months and it's my default thought. I memorized the video word to word, but I don't remember my sister's birthdate. I'm not interested in staying here to rot or chat, I guess I use it as "emotional support" for the FItxFearless situation because I talk to chatgpt about my plans, but responses get robotic after a while. I believe this is the final plan so there's nothing to talk about now. You already know I want to relocate, you know I want to take legal action, if you know how to help me take legal action to take down the videos, that's the only reason I would stay. I'm not interested in talking about anything else other than the FItxFearless video.

I texted 988 daily, that generic line "I hope things will get better for you", I hear everyday but it seems bs. Fun and enjoyment don't exist for truecels. I remember saying before happiness is cope, and it really is, because no matter the path I take, I adamantly believe my life will always be pain because people will shittalk me and I'll have to wake up to another day of pain. I'm not complaining but that's just reality.

 

[Sasukecel]

I'm gonna be honest man I don't think people really care about the vid tbh.

It's a lot more important to you as it's a vid of you but I doubt anyone else really cares about it.

There are way bigger people who have been shown doing way worse things and people don't really talk about it.

I doubt anyone will really care about you in the vid tbh.

I have will help you take it down if I can tho

I won't deny that it's the main thing I think about. It's obsession on a different level. I could say the entire video word for word because I accidently memorized the entire video with the amount of times I rewatched and reanalysed it. Because I wanted to know where I went wrong, and why all of this happened.

People don't care about the video. Because it's been 4 months of thinking about this, I've heard the same thing a thousand times. "Just move on." "People don't care about the video anymore." "Nigga, you're still thinking about the video, I already forgot that shit" "Go ER" "It's over." .org and .is are very similiar in which people say the exact same thing. Even normies to some extent, because normal people tell me "Just move on."

It's the same thing as "Just get a girlfriend", "you're not actually ugly."

It's not that simple. If it was easy to move on, I would have considered that option because I think about the video for 10 hours a day, because it was the biggest mistake of my life. I can't think of anything I did that was worse than going on that call. Never did drugs, never was rebellious, never snuck out. I don't want to make mistakes, that's why I'm a thinker. I'm the introverted person who thinks there's no mistake I made that was bigger than this in every hour I've lived life.

It's called High Inhibition iirc. if I think so much, why did I make that stupid decision by going on call? Peer pressure. I was hesitant and nervous which is probably why I fucked up so badly. I remember in Summer, someone asked why I name dropped the site. I was just very nervous. I was just gullible and peer pressured. If you analyse the video, you can see I was nervous the entire time. Nervous smirking, which amplified the autism, which amplified the embarrassment.

I think a lot, but since I have autism, people disregard that thinking of just fooling around. I may have "wasted time" making all those threads thinking, but I don't consider it as a waste of time because I want to be careful. I don't want to fuck up again.

There's that David Goggins quote "Uncommon amongst uncommon people", it's in reverse for me. I feel like the truecel who no one understands, and you feel like normies to me due to this entire situation which is why I want to take down the videos so badly.

I would appreciate it if you helped me take it down.

 

[Sasukecel]

That’s the worst part, that he uses your photo as a thumbnail on YouTube

Public humiliation on a grand scale. I don't want to live as a lolcow.

Start saving up for surgeries man. You need LL and nosejob. Those things are your best bet on improving every aspect of your life, other stuff is cope. You're on a blackpill forum, you of all people should understand lookism

It's true I need to looksmax as I'm still sub5. My life is so messy right now due to the Fitxfearless video, that's what it always comes back to for me. If I never went on the call, I wouldn't have to worry about any of this, and I would have so much time to get a job, skincare, workout, haircut, rhinoplasty, otoplasty, ntmaxxing, there's no ntmaxxing now because everyone already knows me, I can only ntmax in a different location where no one knows me and after the videos are wiped.

I need to get surgeries, I need to get a job, I need to go to the gym, I need to study and pass all of my University classes. I need to be more independent. I need, need, need, to do so much things to leverage my shitty position, which is probably why I'm so obsessive/mentally ill.

This shit fucks with my mind, because now it's confusing. FitxFearless said (I memorized everything he said) "You'll cut your nose off and still get no hoes, none, because they know you're a loser!" You'll cut your ears off, cut your nose off, might as well do everything, reshape your forehead, and what you're going to do after you still get no hoes? What are you going to do?!", so I think I'll get the surgeries but I'll probably feel like shit because those words will still be in my head, and it's just shit.

There's so much shit to think about, which is why I agree with you in that I need to think less and take more action, because I could think and write threads for the entire day. I could write for hours, I could think for hours, because there's so many angles and things I have to do, which brings the existential question of "What's the point of all this shit and trying hard to rebuild my life if I'll still be laughed at anyways?" I could have gotten a job in Summer, it just feels so over and pointless. There's a solution now, so if I work, suicide is pointless, but being high inhibition and nonNT definitely makes this all worse.

 

[Sasukecel]

O fuck no I hate these grifting steroid junkie fags. They will do anything besides work a real job.

He's trying to be like a Wes Watson dick rider and probably only famous because he's in a secret Society club with the Epsteinites. Especially on Jewtube, people don't get famous without a cost.

These are the motherfuckers i would make count teeth (in GTA 5) because of how fucking bullshit their advice is, and how fucking lazy/useless/ and parasitic they are. Their jobs wouldn't exist in a non fiat economy.

I watched that video in it's entirety and this dude has not mentally escaped middle school, you literally didn't do shit wrong, at all.

The handpicked picture I would even argue AI edited video on the thumbnail was discredited when I saw you on the first 5 secs on the video.

You would be the first Blackcel I would send first class to Japan to get a wife.

The whole video was the eptiome of WHY there's an incel problem in this country and WHY more females are going to be Incels especially when decent men leave the west

I vote keep that shit up and don't even engage with this junkie ass Nigger until you get ur money together, GEOmaxx, and get the NICE African/Asian chick. African women to their credit are much better than sheboon Americans hands down

This video pissed me off, bro you didn't do shit wrong and also fuck ur brother Btw

Keep this shit up so more people can see these ppl for what they are,and let all that anger rage disappointment whatever make really go for your goals and ascend from Inceldia

But that's only through your incel frame of reference. I agree in which I didn't do anything wrong in my situation because I was peer pressured to go the call, but the mind of an incel, normie and redpiller are all separate.

An incel can think of Elliot Rodger as a hero, or not care about the fact he murdered 6 people, whilst a normal person would view Elliot Rodger as the absolute disgusting scum of the earth. Most people who view the video would view me as a pathetic loser, and view FitxFearless as the person giving me "help" even though it's public humiliation, so they're confused when I'm mad at the person who "helped me."

Even when I was young, I wanted love, attention, and validation. But I grew up to be very autistic to the point where I can't even type normally, and an ugly freak. I want normie validation. I hate being laughed at by people, especially in an embarrassing context. That's why this crushed me for 4 months. I'm not even lying. If God gave me the option to go back 4 months in time, but I have to lose my left arm I would genuinely do it. I would rather have 1 arm, then be a lolcow. I swear to God, I'm not lying and I genuinely mean that.

Some people can accept being a lolcow, but I feel genuine shame and despair, to the point where nothing could mend it except all of the videos being removed. It's my biggest source of shame, and the only reason I didn't kill myself was because I realized "oh wait, I can try to get the videos taken down."

The thumbnail is photoshopped, and I definitely am geomaxxing though. That's the relocation aspect. I want to get far away from anyone I previously knew.

 

[Zuckuccius]

Abdoulayeyt. The thing is I don't like talking about anything except what I obsess about.

what do you obsess about?

 

[GermanManlet]

In my mind it's not that simple. If I could let it go, I would, because living is torture.

It's too humiliating, and there isn't closure. Hear me out for a second, without subconsciously viewing me through the lense of the video, because you subconsciously view me as the giga-nonNT retard who was in the video. No one sees me as a serious individual because you viewed that video. If you didn't view the video, you would subconsciously view me in a different light.

The plan for me is to move to a new location, and to try to get the videos taken down. That's the final plan, because I seriously thought about it for not only hours, but days.

If you want to help me, you would help me take down the videos because those videos ruin my life. I'm trying the best I can because I'm thinking based off of what would be the optimal scenario for my future life even though I'm still slightly suicidal, I'm not fully mentally stable.

I think you just need attention. The video was a meme in a corner of the internet yes but is already past and forgotten.I think you just want to feel relevant again and trying make this story big again..

 

[KingOfInceldia]

But that's only through your incel frame of reference. I agree in which I didn't do anything wrong in my situation because I was peer pressured to go the call, but the mind of an incel, normie and redpiller are all separate.

An incel can think of Elliot Rodger as a hero, or not care about the fact he murdered 6 people, whilst a normal person would view Elliot Rodger as the absolute disgusting scum of the earth. Most people who view the video would view me as a pathetic loser, and view FitxFearless as the person giving me "help" even though it's public humiliation, so they're confused when I'm mad at the person who "helped me."

Even when I was young, I wanted love, attention, and validation. But I grew up to be very autistic to the point where I can't even type normally, and an ugly freak. I want normie validation. I hate being laughed at by people, especially in an embarrassing context. That's why this crushed me for 4 months. I'm not even lying. If God gave me the option to go back 4 months in time, but I have to lose my left arm I would genuinely do it. I would rather have 1 arm, then be a lolcow. I swear to God, I'm not lying and I genuinely mean that.

Some people can accept being a lolcow, but I feel genuine shame and despair, to the point where nothing could mend it except all of the videos being removed. It's my biggest source of shame, and the only reason I didn't kill myself was because I realized "oh wait, I can try to get the videos taken down."

The thumbnail is photoshopped, and I definitely am geomaxxing though. That's the relocation aspect. I want to get far away from anyone I previously knew.

Bro anyone who takes that video seriously and actually takes it at face value are you really valuing their opinions bro?

Like if a bunch of liberal feminist absolute fags had a bad opinion about you would you actually take them seriously?

 

[Sasukecel]

what do you obsess about?

This. The FitXFearless video. The irony is it ruined my life even here. That's a "kek" moment. It took away everything, even the enjoyment of an incel forum. Because I enjoyed my time here, I enjoyed making jokes, I enjoyed checking the new threads and talking to people but if I did that now, people would be like "Your life is fucked, why are you fooling around?" And I also feel slight hostility and annoyance like I'm a burden. "" is the emoticon which describes everyone's feelings towards me now on the forum.

Maybe at the height of it all, I was an interesting and unique user but with my obsession, threads and mental problems, now I'm an annoyance which really sucks.

Isn't it ironic that I previously wanted to "help incels ascend" and solve inceldom, run a youtube channel bullshit but now I'm the pathetic lolcow who needs emotional support and aid? I just feel pathetic. The joy, the forum, the channel, old friends, Uni (I fell behind and I'm catching up), working out (I quit working out), video games and anime (I quit video games and anime because i can't enjoy anything), dignity (removed.)

Like 1 thing took away everything I had. I know the forum is annoyed with me. It's so pathetic that incels which are seen as the bottom of the social hierarchy, you all mog me in smv/productivity wise as a consequence of the call. I literally have nothing now. No friends, my family looks down on me. It wasn't drugs, it wasn't getting a girl knocked up, but a 7 minute video call that ruined it all. That's fucking brutal.

 

[Sasukecel]

I think you just need attention. The video was a meme in a corner of the internet yes but is already past and forgotten.I think you just want to feel relevant again and trying make this story big again..

I do need attention. I always wanted love and validation. Even after Andrew Tate, gore, neo-nazism, I'm still just a feminine male who's emotional and non-confrontational. I thought if I could look at mutiliated bloody bodies without flinching, I would finally turn serious and sociopathic, I tried everything, I can watch a cartel video of a man being beheaded and dismembered whilst eating but I'm still just emotional, weak and want support, validation and attention.

I'm not doing this for relavency though, this is how I genuinely feel. I hate being a lolcow, I hate my life because of the fitxfearless videos, and it sounds so trivial, but it's what I obsess about everyday even though I know people are annoyed when I talk about it. I just wish the videos could get deleted but it seems so hopeless everyday.

 

[Sasukecel]

Bro anyone who takes that video seriously and actually takes it at face value are you really valuing their opinions bro?

Like if a bunch of liberal feminist absolute fags had a bad opinion about you would you actually take them seriously?

I'm valuing all their opinions, even the bluepilled normies, even the redpillers, even incels.

Every comment sticks in my head. Every laughing emoji, every joke. I always wanted love and validation. I wanted to be seen as something, I wanted people to look upto me, to be proud of me but that was a pipedream.

I hate being autistic, I hate being ugly, I hate being disrespected and treated like a kid. I hate being abnormal. I just hate living. I wish the video never happened. Which is why I want to take down the videos so badly.

Everything was fucking taken. I still have to skip my brother's graduation. Reality is so nonsensical, my video is hell because of a 7 minute call. I hate how people infantilize me and treat me like a little kid. My whole life is ruined because of 7 minutes 4 months ago. The video's "because they know you are a loser" is replaying in my head even as I type this. I apologize, I know you're not a therapist but I can't tell this stuff to chatgpt all the time.

 

[Sasukecel]

@SoycuckGodOfReddit @reveries I just thought of something right now, (I think everyday. It's the main thing I do.)

I think this is where the dissonance aligns. "It's not the actual video that ruined my life, but the aftermath of it."

It's not that the video paints me in a bad light, but the subconsious psycological differences in which people now treat me. When I was 17, I notice that there was a level of respect I had, I felt like I was important and had value, but now I can't help but feel more weak and submissive. This sounds gay, but I notice people who saw the video online or in real life, tend to subconsciously be "more rough with me" be because my status in the social hierarchy is lower. It's the fact that my brother and his friends still talk about the video amoung themselves, that I can still remember the comments which rub me the wrong way. "Fit does not endorse incels." "This is sad." It makes me feel like some kind of disgusting freak.

The internal feeling of knowing that all of my old classmates saw the video and snicker at me. The feeling of being completely ashamed of who I am, an embarassment to my father.

The fact that I did have to text the suicide hotline, fall behind in University, lose the friends I did have. The thing I wanted most was validation, doing the "right things" which is why I followed Hamza/redpill at 16. I wanted to get back at the bullies and the thing I wanted most "acceptance", "love", "validation" was rejected from me.

I care a lot about even what 1 person thinks about me because I'm a sensitive person which is why I want the acceptance of even incels and I feel sad if I've "disappointed you" in some way.

I'm going to stop now because it's so gay talking about my feelings, I should just bottle them in and do the work and not have to talk about everything I want to do extensively, but I don't have friends. It sucks because I'm jealous of all of the people who get validation for being successful or talented when I'm just seen as a joke, which makes it hard to take action, when I feel like I already tried, I should be getting praise by now but because of the call, I don't get respect so I'm not going to be validated in a long time which makes me feel terrible everyday.

 

[xmiserablesoul]

I can watch a cartel video of a man being beheaded and dismembered whilst eating

 

[Chang.Beijing]

You’re too deep on the spectrum for it to make a difference man. Stop worrying about all this so much and just enjoy any cope you can. It doesn’t matter. I’m sorry your life has to be like this.

 

[Chang.Beijing]

That’s my honest to heart advice for you. Strengthen whatever connections you have to your family and brocels and cruise the rest of your life. You were doomed from the beginning, none of it is your fault. The sooner you move on and accept that the sonner you find peace brother.

Best of wishes, Cayden

 

[BSGMANLET]

I don't think there's a way to takedown those videos. People can just download the video and upload it on there channel. It's YouTube.

 

[Sasukecel]

I thought watching gore would make me more masculine, now I'm desensitized to gore and nothing has changed. I'm still emotional and weak.

I'm not going to lie. I thought looking at rough porn would make me more masculine, nothing changed. I thought Nazism and extremism would change me. I thought the redpill and Andrew Tate would change me but it's as if I'm doomed to be a feminine man.

I should honestly just masculinity cope. I don't give a fuck about guns, I should just get into guns and weapons and bears, grappling, fighting, hunting, maybe after I force myself to do a bunch of manly shit, I'll turn into a masculine man.

That's actually my next cope. I'm only going to do things that are "manly", I'll stop listening to female singers, and force myself to get into fighting and guns.