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I thought all this hate that the black pill realization brought would fade sometime, like the rage phase from the red pill.
But fuck man, I can't unsee reality anymore. Pretty boys and chads around me drowning in pussy and having fun while I LDAR, HR from my work only admitting dumb high tier beckies / stacies over competent dudes, girls watching Netflix / TikTok all day and fucking daily while I keep a disciplined gym / study / work routine to have 1% of their results...
This hatred won't go away? Because I feel so fucking disgusted whenever I see a woman nowadays. I can extrovertmaxx easily for work, but shit man, I'm just hiding the rage deep inside... I even lashed it out on my mother a little bit without purpose.
Anyone else feel like this? I think that even if I had the chance to ascend nowadays, my mind is already way too broken and full of resent to do the deed.
I hate this world.
But fuck man, I can't unsee reality anymore. Pretty boys and chads around me drowning in pussy and having fun while I LDAR, HR from my work only admitting dumb high tier beckies / stacies over competent dudes, girls watching Netflix / TikTok all day and fucking daily while I keep a disciplined gym / study / work routine to have 1% of their results...
This hatred won't go away? Because I feel so fucking disgusted whenever I see a woman nowadays. I can extrovertmaxx easily for work, but shit man, I'm just hiding the rage deep inside... I even lashed it out on my mother a little bit without purpose.
Anyone else feel like this? I think that even if I had the chance to ascend nowadays, my mind is already way too broken and full of resent to do the deed.
I hate this world.