Venting will it get better with age?

[iamsubhuman]

it's been 10 months, 4 days, and 5 hours.

a smart girl i liked got with a highschool dropout who i once considered my friend. we used to play together and sometimes even hang out. i told him my feelings about the girl but he threw our "friendship" away just for some pussy.

jfl, just focus on your education bro. just have a good personality bro. just jump through all these hoops bro.

this was like my first brutal blackpill. i have experienced many rejections but this memory keeps living rent free in my head. it drives me insane. i got a job and get money, my mother started caring for me to compensate for neglecting during my childhood. i don't feel so bad, but this memory never fucking leaves me and it tortures me

i guess i shouldn't put so much value on it. at least it reinforces the blackpill. girls would rather get with an attractive high school dropout than an ugly guy who tried his best in school.

personality wise, my "friend" and i are pretty similar. but she chose him anyway cause he was more attractive. i can't forget this fucking memory

 

[Deleted member 36729]

it gets worse with age

 

[Escthectrler]

No it's a red pill cope

 

[Deleted member 3129]

yh a homeless chad is more likely to succeed in life than an ugly manlet STEMcel

 

[myowndesign]

Stop giving a fuck about her.

 

[JoeBruhcel]

No it's a red pill cope

trust me bro men peak at 60 years old, just focus on your personality and make money so you can betabux a roastie

 

[Sennacherib]

NO,cope (if you can) or rope.

 

[Intellau_Celistic]

it's been 10 months, 4 days, and 5 hours.

a smart girl i liked got with a highschool dropout who i once considered my friend. we used to play together and sometimes even hang out. i told him my feelings about the girl but he threw our "friendship" away just for some pussy.

jfl, just focus on your education bro. just have a good personality bro. just jump through all these hoops bro.

I've known of Shannon Bosanac for eight years and two months now. I believed we would "match" well at the time we met, but she was actually quite shallow and vain. She made it apparent to me by coveting tall males who had no genuine interest in her.

When I was fifteen/sixteen, I educated myself on "certain subjects" to a very great extent. This did not take away the pain I experienced from being ostracized in group therapy because I was autistic; it made it much more difficult for me to chat with people of similar education/background without feeling unsure of myself.

There is nothing wrong with acknowledging painful memories. Some wounds are simply "infected" and need to be treated.

this was like my first brutal blackpill. i have experienced many rejections but this memory keeps living rent free in my head. it drives me insane. i got a job and get money, my mother started caring for me to compensate for neglecting during my childhood. i don't feel so bad, but this memory never fucking leaves me and it tortures me

i guess i shouldn't put so much value on it. at least it reinforces the blackpill. girls would rather get with an attractive high school dropout than an ugly guy who tried his best in school.



personality wise, my "friend" and i are pretty similar. but she chose him anyway cause he was more attractive. i can't forget this fucking memory

I am functionally disabled and very poor. My mother "aids" me in adulthood as compensation for past mistreatment(She viewed her son as an autistic embarassment). She cannot, however, aid me in dealing with the painful memories of being bullied in group therapy, and I do not expect her to; I view it as my own personal problem.

Although I've always struggled in society due to mental illness, my VIQ is actually in the "High Average" range(Neuropsychological testing); It was never acknowledged because NTs never gave me any opportunities to express it. They believed I was "dull" due to my autism symptoms.

Cliche: "True validation comes from within"

I was just getting off work and for a brief moment I think I saw and past by her in a crosswalk. Even though she was wearing a mask I'm almost sure it was her.

Bitch really got fat recently, I guess my jinx on her is working like a charm. Hope that stupid dyke gets aids or something

My oneitis who i've known for many years now isn't single and i only found that out because she cucked me with another foid. It's brutal the only foid i wanted is getting finger fucked by another foid, and i'm supposed to be happy that the girl i like is utterly repulsed by me and wants to see me dead. All because of a few millimeters of bone. I really want to go full ER and i've been having thoughts of tieing her up and beating her. Holy shit.

Anxiety follows me from the moment I wake up to when I go to sleep.

Literally feels like my brain forcefully puts me into a shell that I can’t escape. You ever cross that invisible boundary and your anxiety will cripple you.

I remember when I tried to ask out my oneitis my sophomore year homecoming. Everytime I even saw her I would get overcome with a huge feeling of anxiety and would just run away.

Btw she ended up rejecting me because I asked her to the dance like 2 weeks before the dance but she had her phone taken away so she didn’t see my text ti’ll a couple weeks after. I said cringey shit like “you’re pretty” and “i like your dress” because I took advice from my foid cousin

That was the day I realized foids have no fucking clue what they want/what they really even find attractive in men and they have literally zero fucking “game”.

This is why foids might legitimately think they like their boyfriend for his “confidence” and “piercing eye contact” when he really just had perfect teeth and hunter eyes.

My korean kpop stacy oneitis was chad only

She literally told me that the only white guy she would consider dating is channing tatum

JBW DEBUNKED!

Imagine if in an alternate timeline, my oneitis had liked personality instead of looks. She would have recognized that I'm friendly, gentle, romantic, willing to help everyone, take care of animals and people in distress, and against bullying, racism, violence. She would have fell in love with me, I wouldn't be mentally crippled by lonely teen years, we both would happily be wageslaving and planning our marriage right now while my mother would be proud of me.

Instead she was AWALT, she fucked and still fucks Chad while I ended up on an online site waiting for alerts from a bot named @FamilyGuy1999 and dreaming about 2d which will never be real.

 

[FuRed]

it gets worse with age

 

[Grey Baldcel]

Unfortunatly, no. Betabucks, cope or die. Only 3 choices

 

[cucksaar]

As long as you don’t start balding

 

[TRanny]

NO, rope.

 

[Restart80]

Generally speaking, it only gets worse with age.

 

[Ehwhatever]

People always told me it does but now that I'm getting up there Im realizing they were full of crap

 

[BuyingANewFace]

It only gets worse. Most of y'all are still young. Try living ANOTHER 20 years of this shit. Any standards I once had are long gone. I'm literally willing to date ANY woman who would have me. She can be old, she can be super-morbidly obese, she can have every mental disorder in the DSM, she can be a fucking drug addict, I genuinely don't fucking care. The only standard I have left is I won't betabux or simp for her approval. I want fucking love, not a goddamn prostitute whose trying to convince herself she isn't one. Anything other than Chad attraction on her part, any "attraction" she expects you to "earn", isn't attraction, but prostitution, and that shit always ends badly. Unfortunately, if you're ugly or really short, those are the only women you'll be able to "attract".

 

[curryboy420]

it gets worse with age

 

[Emba]

No

 

[aardvoaardvark]

Absoutely not.

*burp*

The hotties get into LTRS with fraternity chads.

Sub-eight white men cope by dating asian women.

 

[based_meme]

The only thing that gets better with age is your ability to cope, but only once you make it past some arbitrary point (when you seriously consider to kys) that differs from one to another.

 

[Jerek]

I guess it depends. For me, it got better, but i had to endure a lot of shit, serious depression, got hospitalized, therapy (scam), etc.

Now i've got a job, i work from home, i get enough money for copes, i have my own place and i got used to escortcel as i don't see as a "lesser form of sex" but simply "i buy girls i like so women have no power on me anymore, because i've experimented everything".

So, well, as long as you become truly blackpilled (=you don't care to form a relationship), you have a job that is not stressful and you can avoid relating to coworkers you're on set for a mildly good life, especially if i think a lot of people of my age are betabuxxing and somehow enwy me despite being an incel (only my truecel friend knows that i escortcel).

 

[Mecoja]

No, for me its much worse because there is less things i enjoy in life, also seeing people your age getting married and having children is huge suifuel. Time passes and im still standing in the same spot, i wouldnt say thats inceldom related, its my own fault i chose to give up in all the rest aspects of life.

 

[blackpillistruth]

it gets worse with age

 

[Hikikomori_cel]

No, it will get even worse

No, for me its much worse because there is less things i enjoy in life, also seeing people your age getting married and having children is huge suifuel. Time passes and im still standing in the same spot, i wouldnt say thats inceldom related, its my own fault i chose to give up in all the rest aspects of life.

Brutal

 

[schwiftycel]

All the 10/10s are taken.

I am angry.

 

[GhostedPhantom]

It's all downhill from here buddy boyo. We peaked in childhood and these are the only other peaks we can look forward to from now on (in The Elder Scrolls III: Morrowind):

 

[watcher]

a smart girl i liked

 

[Lycan]

it gets worse with age

 

[Shower_Taker]

I remember a video in which the narrator says something like “…and, much like life itself, it gets progressively worse - you just get better at ignoring the shittiest parts”.

I think that’s the right attitude to have about aging.