ChadInAnAltUniverse
Braincel, would be Chad in another universe
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- Nov 6, 2023
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I don't remember much about my pre-high school crushes anymore, but I do know that I had about FIVE major high school crushes...so far. I'm still in last year of high school so there might be a new one on the horizon.
Also, notice how I said MAJOR crushes: I don't just mean random girls whom I found pretty but rather those who I really wanted to talk to, tried finding out information about (a bit of an obsession of mine), learning about them and so on. I talked to all of them at least a few times but none became relationships (the fifth one is work in progress, I'm not over it yet). Not to mention, they are relatively different from each other so don't accuse me of chasing the wrong type. I still remember all the names, all the looks and whatnot, I never forget about such things.
Sometimes it all started with just seeing or meeting them at some point and my mind immediately started getting obsessed over them. I even imagined long-lasting relationships in my head from time to time which is stupid but that's just what my brain decided to do. Might have something to do with my personality type.
I am physically feeble, thin and clumsy, and also short compared to the majority of boys here and I mean, appearance is a big aspect of starting a relationship so it definitely doesn't help. I also have some mental barriers that kinda make it hard for me to communicate with girls I haven't known for a long while. There are girls I've known for a while by now but they don't want to get romantic with me either.
So there is my wall of text. I could share more things if you're interested. Curious what you think and you can all vent too.
Also, notice how I said MAJOR crushes: I don't just mean random girls whom I found pretty but rather those who I really wanted to talk to, tried finding out information about (a bit of an obsession of mine), learning about them and so on. I talked to all of them at least a few times but none became relationships (the fifth one is work in progress, I'm not over it yet). Not to mention, they are relatively different from each other so don't accuse me of chasing the wrong type. I still remember all the names, all the looks and whatnot, I never forget about such things.
Sometimes it all started with just seeing or meeting them at some point and my mind immediately started getting obsessed over them. I even imagined long-lasting relationships in my head from time to time which is stupid but that's just what my brain decided to do. Might have something to do with my personality type.
I am physically feeble, thin and clumsy, and also short compared to the majority of boys here and I mean, appearance is a big aspect of starting a relationship so it definitely doesn't help. I also have some mental barriers that kinda make it hard for me to communicate with girls I haven't known for a long while. There are girls I've known for a while by now but they don't want to get romantic with me either.
So there is my wall of text. I could share more things if you're interested. Curious what you think and you can all vent too.