What did I do to deserve this life. Being treated like shit by everyone as a kid, not just other students but even fucking teachers would bully me and blame me for shit I didn't do. Having few friends in elementary school, and for the one or two I had, people would question them why they would ever want to be around me? Finally getting a "friend" group in middle school after years of being an outcast and laughing stock, only for them to kinda treat me like shit the whole time then cut me off freshman year. Being so ugly and autistic that women don't even want to interact with. Everyone always ignoring me or leaving me out of shit. How the fuck am I supposed to cope with being alone for 50+ years? Why do I get called entitled for wanting something that everyone else has? Being called entitled for wanting to experience a core part of a person's life. I have tried to treat everyone with respect and kindness for what reason I don't know but I've hardly ever been treated the same. I know everyone else on this forum has had similarish experiences, thoughts, and had equally harsh if not harsher treatment by others. I just don't understand how we can be labeled as evil and cruel people after all the shit we've been through and what we did to deserve this life.
