This happened last night and I still think about it.
I was watching a shitty bluepilled movie in the cinema with tow of my normie friends. At the back of my eyes I noticed a Femoid staring at me. I didn't pay attention to her though. A lot of people stare at my ugly face. Amused when seeing one of the bottom 0.1% of men in terms of looks. But after some minutes I noticed that she was still staring. It bothered me but I decided not to pay her any attention. When the movie finished and we went out of the theater. My friend mentioned that there was a Femoid that was staring at me for 3 or 4 minutes straight. I acted like it is nothing wired and proceeded to change the subject.
Truth is, deep down I wanted to talk about her. But I didn't want to come out as more of a weirdo then I already am. Talking about a Femoid that I've never seen. I don't know how to talk about Femoids like a proper normie anyway.
The cinema was dark and I only saw a Femoid staring at me at the back of my eyes. I don't know how she really looked like. I wondered how she looked like. I didn't really see her but I was thinking about her when I got home. I don't know her but she was constantly on my mind. I am still thinking about her, That's why I am making this post.
Because she was staring for 3/4 minutes straight at me, I actually considered the idea that a Femoid might have actually been interested in me. This idea made my stomach feel all giggly and my heart started beating a little bit faster. It was such an odd, surreal feeling. A beautiful feeling. Like nothing I felt before. It gave me a sense of validation. That beautiful feeling. I loved it.
It made me realize, how our lives aren't normal. There are people out there who live with a partner who genuinely loves them. There are people that live lives, filled with love, validation and intimacy. And having experienced a fraction of this... this warm intimate feeling... it... just... I don't know. It is just so frustrating to know that you might never be able to get this very basic human need.
Femoids and normies live in a whole other dimension then us. I can't fathom how Femoids are bothered by men complimenting them or being bothered by having too many men that they find unattractive, hitting on them. I'd be filled with happiness and appreciation if got a genuine compliment from a 0/10 deformed Femoid.
Brethren you should work your way out of inceldom. There is a whole other world out there, with gentle and warm intimate feeling that we never experienced. It will fill the empty pit of frustration and loneliness inside you with happiness and emotions.
I wonder how it is like to be given a chance and be accepted for a date. Or how is it like to hold hands with a Femoid.
It must give you validation and make you feel accepted.
Anyway back to the staring Femoid. I was thinking about how I might regret not approaching her. But after giving it some thought. I was sure I won't ever regret it. It was dark and she never truly saw my face. If she actually saw it, she wouldn't even bare to look at it. Just like everyone else. And once I open my mouth she would have been repulsed like every other Femoid because I am a voicecel. And once I stood from my seat she would have realized that I was a manlet.
But it is ok because I realized that she wasn't staring because she was interested. It was just a delusion I made in my mind.
She was staring because she thought I can't see her and she was just looking at my subhuman face. Trying to comprehend how could someone be so ugly. Or she might have been giving me the "shut the fuck up and let me watch my movie" stare. Because my friend was chat-whispering a bit with me during the movie. And it is very likely she was looking at something else and wasn't actually staring at me.
I realized the reason I've found the idea of a Femoid being interested in me intriguing. Is because it was like nothing I've ever experienced. In school I used to get roasted for my looks a lot. I never received a compliment about my looks in school. The only person to ever say that I had handsome features was my "I love everyone and let's all be nice to each other and live in harmony" aunt. I didn't believe her but I still remember her saying so. No one else complimented me on my looks. Simply because I am too ugly. I get my flaws pointed out to me often. In school no Femoid was ever interested in me. No Femoid ever gave me a chance. Not in primary, middle or high school. And not today. I was and am invisible to them. I never had a date. I never held hands with a Femoid. Femoids don't even want to look at my direction. I was never accepted. So I made this delusion of actually having a Femoid who might have considered giving me a chance.
Femoids don't stare at sub5s. Let alone stare at them because they are somehow interested in them. And if a Femoid does stare at a sub5, why would that be?
I was watching a shitty bluepilled movie in the cinema with tow of my normie friends. At the back of my eyes I noticed a Femoid staring at me. I didn't pay attention to her though. A lot of people stare at my ugly face. Amused when seeing one of the bottom 0.1% of men in terms of looks. But after some minutes I noticed that she was still staring. It bothered me but I decided not to pay her any attention. When the movie finished and we went out of the theater. My friend mentioned that there was a Femoid that was staring at me for 3 or 4 minutes straight. I acted like it is nothing wired and proceeded to change the subject.
Truth is, deep down I wanted to talk about her. But I didn't want to come out as more of a weirdo then I already am. Talking about a Femoid that I've never seen. I don't know how to talk about Femoids like a proper normie anyway.
The cinema was dark and I only saw a Femoid staring at me at the back of my eyes. I don't know how she really looked like. I wondered how she looked like. I didn't really see her but I was thinking about her when I got home. I don't know her but she was constantly on my mind. I am still thinking about her, That's why I am making this post.
Because she was staring for 3/4 minutes straight at me, I actually considered the idea that a Femoid might have actually been interested in me. This idea made my stomach feel all giggly and my heart started beating a little bit faster. It was such an odd, surreal feeling. A beautiful feeling. Like nothing I felt before. It gave me a sense of validation. That beautiful feeling. I loved it.
It made me realize, how our lives aren't normal. There are people out there who live with a partner who genuinely loves them. There are people that live lives, filled with love, validation and intimacy. And having experienced a fraction of this... this warm intimate feeling... it... just... I don't know. It is just so frustrating to know that you might never be able to get this very basic human need.
Femoids and normies live in a whole other dimension then us. I can't fathom how Femoids are bothered by men complimenting them or being bothered by having too many men that they find unattractive, hitting on them. I'd be filled with happiness and appreciation if got a genuine compliment from a 0/10 deformed Femoid.
Brethren you should work your way out of inceldom. There is a whole other world out there, with gentle and warm intimate feeling that we never experienced. It will fill the empty pit of frustration and loneliness inside you with happiness and emotions.
I wonder how it is like to be given a chance and be accepted for a date. Or how is it like to hold hands with a Femoid.
It must give you validation and make you feel accepted.
Anyway back to the staring Femoid. I was thinking about how I might regret not approaching her. But after giving it some thought. I was sure I won't ever regret it. It was dark and she never truly saw my face. If she actually saw it, she wouldn't even bare to look at it. Just like everyone else. And once I open my mouth she would have been repulsed like every other Femoid because I am a voicecel. And once I stood from my seat she would have realized that I was a manlet.
But it is ok because I realized that she wasn't staring because she was interested. It was just a delusion I made in my mind.
She was staring because she thought I can't see her and she was just looking at my subhuman face. Trying to comprehend how could someone be so ugly. Or she might have been giving me the "shut the fuck up and let me watch my movie" stare. Because my friend was chat-whispering a bit with me during the movie. And it is very likely she was looking at something else and wasn't actually staring at me.
I realized the reason I've found the idea of a Femoid being interested in me intriguing. Is because it was like nothing I've ever experienced. In school I used to get roasted for my looks a lot. I never received a compliment about my looks in school. The only person to ever say that I had handsome features was my "I love everyone and let's all be nice to each other and live in harmony" aunt. I didn't believe her but I still remember her saying so. No one else complimented me on my looks. Simply because I am too ugly. I get my flaws pointed out to me often. In school no Femoid was ever interested in me. No Femoid ever gave me a chance. Not in primary, middle or high school. And not today. I was and am invisible to them. I never had a date. I never held hands with a Femoid. Femoids don't even want to look at my direction. I was never accepted. So I made this delusion of actually having a Femoid who might have considered giving me a chance.
Femoids don't stare at sub5s. Let alone stare at them because they are somehow interested in them. And if a Femoid does stare at a sub5, why would that be?
