I'm tired. I'm tired of it all. I'm tired of missing out. I'm tired of being invisible. I can't fathom the fact I might be alone for the rest of my life and never have a loving girlfriend/wife who is pure and innocent. There is no way in hell I will betabuxx for a used up roastie whore who doesn't even find me attractive at all. There is no way this is all there is to life. Every aspect of life you see and experience is brutal and there is always a blackpill involved. In school, at work, in public...wherever. I could not go alone like this and needed a place to vent with like-minded men who have experienced similar things to me and have a similar hatred for this putrid society.
That is my life story summed up in couple sentences but here is the story that actually forced me to join .is even though I have been lurking on here for the past couple months. You don't need to read this if you don't want to:
So since I was 13 I had a huge crush on this girl at school. So much so she was the only girl I found attractive and I was fully in love with her. Each year that passed by I thought I would have a chance with her. Boyfriend after boyfriend she strolled along for 4 years. I still had a crush on her and was coping to the max. It started off as pure sexual attraction but I started to genuinely see the beauty in her and was genuinely attracted to her. All the other guys saw her as a sex object because she had a fat ass but I genuinely felt true attraction towards her where it got to a point it was pure love. She was friends with a group of whores and they were known to sleep around a lot but I never heard or saw anything like that from her, albeit she had multiple boyfriends inside and outside of school - but I thought that was just normal teenage BS at the time. So 4 years into this story, it was the end of the school year. After 4 years of witnessing her with multiple dudes, the anger was building up. The school hosted a prom which I attended and like anything me and my group of friends stood at the back watching the normies and slayers have fun.....until I saw her. There was a crowd formed and as the fucking weasal I am, I went towards to see what as happening.....it was that girl. She was twerking with a bunch of sheboons and started twerking on like 8 dudes in the most erotic way possible. I've never seen her do that before and my heart sunk. This girl who I thought was innocent and didn't involve herself in this whoreish behaviour was moving like a stripper. After this I never saw her again. 4 years of school gone.
Now you may be wondering no way a whore twerking on a bunch of dudes made this guy join .is. No. Fast forward a couple months to this story me and my friends were sitting on a bench talking about stuff. Then one friend brings up....'guys lets do a tier list of the biggest whores from high school'. They started naming different whores...I was smiling and laughing...until they mentioned her name. 'No way....ive never heard anything like that from her apart from that prom thing guys, she just twerked on a bunch of dudes' I said. 'Dude her body count is probably double digits man' (we were 17 at the time) one friend replied laughing. The smile faded and I felt my organs sink into my ass. 'Just the other week she fucked Y (Not naming obvs)'. He even sent a snap with proof lol' a friend who was close with Y said. At this point I think Id have shitted out my organs but they started naming different things shes done. I was a naive kid, I wasnt into or well informed on school gossip, but my friends were. Each thing they mentioned it got worse and worse until every hope I had in me was sapped away....This was when I started finding about the BP.
Fast forward a couple years from this, a friend posted on our friend GC, 'guys look....she (the girl) got a new bf apparently'. The dude looked like the most faggest twink ever. At this point I was completely uninterested in that girl and even forgotten about her. All that lovey dovey shit was out the window and it was back to seeing her as a sex object. I just couldnt believe it and laughed it away as I hated her guts at this point. All I wanted to do was just fuck that fat ass. She went from dating chads and tyrones (she once dated a somalian thug JFL) and now shes dating a scrawny fag who looked like a twink.
Fast forward a couple months from that, I accidentally found her on social media and saw she had a different boyfriend and not that fag looking twink. This guy was HTN btw. I couldnt believe my eyes in the span of a couple months a new fucking boyfriend but I was not surprised due to the stories I heard about her a couple years back from my friends. I felt sorry for these dudes after that.
Now, heres what made me take that first step (saint meeks 8:17) to joining .is. A friend posted a message on our GC. 'Guys no way, (that girl) got engaged lmao'. She got engaged to that new dude I saw a couple months back. Im in my very early 20s now. And this happened a week ago. This whore whose had cock since she was 13 is engaged to a HTN who mogs me to oblivion. If thats the best this guy could do in his early 20s, what the fuck can I do at any time in my life. I got triggered not out of envy but out of pure fucking anger. I contemplated making an alt account on this social media app and sending this dude videos of her twerking on dudes during that prom thing a couple years back. ( i had it saved on my phone) but I just gave up and laughed. whats the fucking point anymore. Deleted those videos and accepted this is our soyciety.
Fuck my life. 4 years of high school gone. This whore isnt even facially attractive. Shes like a PSL 4 but just had a fat ass. I got hypnotised by ass cheeks. I wonder what if I couldve ascended with a girl who was way more facially attractive than this whore. What if. But now in my early 20s, after cold approaches and parties...It never began for me regardless.
I just hope this engagement/marriage fucks up and she becomes a escort (shes eastern european of origin) and has practically no qualifications. Then I can get my long awaited fuck. But she might just do OF instead. Perks of globalisation.
That is my life story summed up in couple sentences but here is the story that actually forced me to join .is even though I have been lurking on here for the past couple months. You don't need to read this if you don't want to:
So since I was 13 I had a huge crush on this girl at school. So much so she was the only girl I found attractive and I was fully in love with her. Each year that passed by I thought I would have a chance with her. Boyfriend after boyfriend she strolled along for 4 years. I still had a crush on her and was coping to the max. It started off as pure sexual attraction but I started to genuinely see the beauty in her and was genuinely attracted to her. All the other guys saw her as a sex object because she had a fat ass but I genuinely felt true attraction towards her where it got to a point it was pure love. She was friends with a group of whores and they were known to sleep around a lot but I never heard or saw anything like that from her, albeit she had multiple boyfriends inside and outside of school - but I thought that was just normal teenage BS at the time. So 4 years into this story, it was the end of the school year. After 4 years of witnessing her with multiple dudes, the anger was building up. The school hosted a prom which I attended and like anything me and my group of friends stood at the back watching the normies and slayers have fun.....until I saw her. There was a crowd formed and as the fucking weasal I am, I went towards to see what as happening.....it was that girl. She was twerking with a bunch of sheboons and started twerking on like 8 dudes in the most erotic way possible. I've never seen her do that before and my heart sunk. This girl who I thought was innocent and didn't involve herself in this whoreish behaviour was moving like a stripper. After this I never saw her again. 4 years of school gone.
Now you may be wondering no way a whore twerking on a bunch of dudes made this guy join .is. No. Fast forward a couple months to this story me and my friends were sitting on a bench talking about stuff. Then one friend brings up....'guys lets do a tier list of the biggest whores from high school'. They started naming different whores...I was smiling and laughing...until they mentioned her name. 'No way....ive never heard anything like that from her apart from that prom thing guys, she just twerked on a bunch of dudes' I said. 'Dude her body count is probably double digits man' (we were 17 at the time) one friend replied laughing. The smile faded and I felt my organs sink into my ass. 'Just the other week she fucked Y (Not naming obvs)'. He even sent a snap with proof lol' a friend who was close with Y said. At this point I think Id have shitted out my organs but they started naming different things shes done. I was a naive kid, I wasnt into or well informed on school gossip, but my friends were. Each thing they mentioned it got worse and worse until every hope I had in me was sapped away....This was when I started finding about the BP.
Fast forward a couple years from this, a friend posted on our friend GC, 'guys look....she (the girl) got a new bf apparently'. The dude looked like the most faggest twink ever. At this point I was completely uninterested in that girl and even forgotten about her. All that lovey dovey shit was out the window and it was back to seeing her as a sex object. I just couldnt believe it and laughed it away as I hated her guts at this point. All I wanted to do was just fuck that fat ass. She went from dating chads and tyrones (she once dated a somalian thug JFL) and now shes dating a scrawny fag who looked like a twink.
Fast forward a couple months from that, I accidentally found her on social media and saw she had a different boyfriend and not that fag looking twink. This guy was HTN btw. I couldnt believe my eyes in the span of a couple months a new fucking boyfriend but I was not surprised due to the stories I heard about her a couple years back from my friends. I felt sorry for these dudes after that.
Now, heres what made me take that first step (saint meeks 8:17) to joining .is. A friend posted a message on our GC. 'Guys no way, (that girl) got engaged lmao'. She got engaged to that new dude I saw a couple months back. Im in my very early 20s now. And this happened a week ago. This whore whose had cock since she was 13 is engaged to a HTN who mogs me to oblivion. If thats the best this guy could do in his early 20s, what the fuck can I do at any time in my life. I got triggered not out of envy but out of pure fucking anger. I contemplated making an alt account on this social media app and sending this dude videos of her twerking on dudes during that prom thing a couple years back. ( i had it saved on my phone) but I just gave up and laughed. whats the fucking point anymore. Deleted those videos and accepted this is our soyciety.
Fuck my life. 4 years of high school gone. This whore isnt even facially attractive. Shes like a PSL 4 but just had a fat ass. I got hypnotised by ass cheeks. I wonder what if I couldve ascended with a girl who was way more facially attractive than this whore. What if. But now in my early 20s, after cold approaches and parties...It never began for me regardless.
I just hope this engagement/marriage fucks up and she becomes a escort (shes eastern european of origin) and has practically no qualifications. Then I can get my long awaited fuck. But she might just do OF instead. Perks of globalisation.
