1. I have a lofty goal
I believe my goal is truly unique, and it's realistic if I achieve it with enough dedication and speed. I'm trying to study a lot so that I can carry out my plans. I may eventually fail, but I should at least be redpilled until my defeat, before I give into blackpilled ideas of nihilism and predeterminism. I can always rope/go Endoplasmic Reticulum if I fail, but I'd rather not jump to conclusions and pursue my goal with redpilled vigour in the meantime.
2. I am privileged
I have an MTN tier face and my height is 5'10", and I am high functioning enough to work at a job. A blackpilled worldview kills my drive and makes me lazier. My parents can support me financially in many ways; I would experience devastating regret in the future if the LDARed/squandered away my parents' financial support.
3. I am trying to improve in MMA
People keep destroying me in kickboxing matches, delivering striking blows into my ego, and instilling in me a desire to prove my self-worth. I'm extremely restless in the many hours between MMA meetings, because my mind is racked with thoughts of my losses. I'm so desperate for victory in this sport, that the allure of ascension pales in comparison.
I believe my goal is truly unique, and it's realistic if I achieve it with enough dedication and speed. I'm trying to study a lot so that I can carry out my plans. I may eventually fail, but I should at least be redpilled until my defeat, before I give into blackpilled ideas of nihilism and predeterminism. I can always rope/go Endoplasmic Reticulum if I fail, but I'd rather not jump to conclusions and pursue my goal with redpilled vigour in the meantime.
2. I am privileged
I have an MTN tier face and my height is 5'10", and I am high functioning enough to work at a job. A blackpilled worldview kills my drive and makes me lazier. My parents can support me financially in many ways; I would experience devastating regret in the future if the LDARed/squandered away my parents' financial support.
3. I am trying to improve in MMA
People keep destroying me in kickboxing matches, delivering striking blows into my ego, and instilling in me a desire to prove my self-worth. I'm extremely restless in the many hours between MMA meetings, because my mind is racked with thoughts of my losses. I'm so desperate for victory in this sport, that the allure of ascension pales in comparison.
