Deleted member 8353
Former Hikikomori, Aimless Pleasure Seeker
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I've been ruminating over the idea that it's especially better for us to not have children anyway, as to not pass on our subhuman genes and to not put the burden of potential inceldom onto our children and/or other descendants. But I never asked for this life, none of us did. The fact that I couldn't have children, regardless of how I feel about, also means that I'm forced to spend my life in loneliness due to not being able to attract females.
Despite believing that it's better this way, I still absolutely resent this life. I can't reconcile the idea that the future will be better off for this, with my own emotional state. While I know it's selfish to say, I just wish it could've been someone else, and I could've been a normie and remained placated and willfully ignorant. It's such an awful feeling, having awareness to reality yet remaining caged by it.
Makes me wonder if I would've been better off remaining , at least then I'd maintain the illusion of control.
Despite believing that it's better this way, I still absolutely resent this life. I can't reconcile the idea that the future will be better off for this, with my own emotional state. While I know it's selfish to say, I just wish it could've been someone else, and I could've been a normie and remained placated and willfully ignorant. It's such an awful feeling, having awareness to reality yet remaining caged by it.
Makes me wonder if I would've been better off remaining , at least then I'd maintain the illusion of control.