Agreed, then we reached the absolute same conclusion.
I was retarded enough in my younger years that I would find a woman with a decent personality, someone smart enough to at least get to know someone before spreading, not just the casual 'Let's make up because all my girl friends are making to!'
Then my early 20's came and there we go, I figured women are not just primal to the point of not caring about being 'used' but also they don't share the same hobbies or desires as men, connection if you will.
Everything about then is copying what their girl-friends do, just like the average normie-male, be it football for men or makeup for women.
The 'closest' to me are these useless 'Christian women' who are just pretending to be 'Christian' but then is always the same, some woman who got trauma from being dumped by their ex.
This is what's left for the Incel (if he manages to score), a woman who got dumped and is already used to dumping, nothing new, nothing meaningful.
I have all these bizarre 'fatansies' about relationship, like long lasting marriages, watching series together, walking together, playing games together (something women hate) and on the downs of relationship instead of divorcing we would 'hang in there', but I'm literally alone in that mindset.
Every woman today is used goods and people can't tolerate each other anymore because there is always 'someone better'.