Why do I let myself suffer by staying up late?

[Malte]

I guess it's an incel trait to stay up during the night. I rarely go to sleep before 03am. But, from an incels POV, isn't it kinda stupid? It's during the night you have time to reflect and realize how shitty your life is. For some reason I always feel way more sad during night, and if there's any time I will spontanous decide to rope, it's when staying up late at night...
But at the same time, it's so peaceful at night... Idk man, the clock is 04.42am here atm (Central Europe) and I once again just started feeling shit and depressed thinking about how I might never experience true love ;/

 

[AlexanderTheGreat11]

You want to feel something

 

[ThoughtfulCel]

I do it because i barley have any time for myself between school, the gym, and my five classes.

 

[reallyunfuckable]

I always sleep past 2am because i cant sleep earlier no matter how much i try, it sucks ass ngl

 

[Malte]

You want to feel something

That's one way to see it tbh. I guess life really is over the second you stop even feeling shit

I do it because i barley have any time for myself between school, the gym, and my five classes.

I wish I could say I have a hectric schedule, but except for my classes, I dont really do anything productive

I always sleep past 2am because i cant sleep earlier no matter how much i try, it sucks ass ngl

Yea, I did this for so long that my body isn't used to going to sleep earlier than at 02-03... fml

 

[Deleted member 21768]

I've been a night person since I was a child. I tend to not go to sleep until around when the sun comes up.
I don't think it's stupid because I don't have time to reflect on anything most of the time. I tend to keep myself preoccupied with music or youtube or games which keeps my mind busy. It's just before I fall asleep my brain isn't doing anything and then all those thoughts of my life come about. Pretty much the time I hate the most during the day is just when I'm about to sleep as the thoughts just flow like a runny faucet.
I'm the happiest at night as I feel like at least I belong here. I don't feel like I belong out in the day or the daylight.
I agree with you that it's peaceful at night. The day seems chaotic and evil while the night is quiet and serene to me.

My advice is just to find ways to keep your mind busy.
The only time I feel like I have to force myself to sleep if is my internet cuts off and I can't do anything locally or not in the mood to play a video game. Then my mind will be my biggest enemy. That's my time to give in and sleep so my brain has no time to try and troll me.

 

[ionlycopenow]

For me, it's because 1) I stay up until I'm so tired I fall asleep instantly. Otherwise, I torture myself with late night thoughts

2) don't want to have to wake up the next morning, the longer it takes to go to bed the later I'll be waking up

 

[Deleted member 24272]

İ sometimes make imaginary scenarios before ı sleep wich gives me suifuel
so its ok

 

[ChronicPaincel]

You want to feel something

For me, it's because 1) I stay up until I'm so tired I fall asleep instantly. Otherwise, I torture myself with late night thoughts

2) don't want to have to wake up the next morning, the longer it takes to go to bed the later I'll be waking up

 

[Deleted member 23820]

You want to feel something

For me, it's because 1) I stay up until I'm so tired I fall asleep instantly. Otherwise, I torture myself with late night thoughts

2) don't want to have to wake up the next morning, the longer it takes to go to bed the later I'll be waking up

 

[BrapZilian]

You want to feel something

 

[anon]

I stay up late because I don't want the day to end. Each new day gets me closer to exams, failure, stress and ultimately death.

 

[Deleted member 24048]

Because you have nothing to wake up for, your an incel.

 

[Deleted member 6214]

Yeah I do this too, I just can't get to sleep easily because I just keep having thoughts about how fucked up my life is