I got over this most recent rejection then I dreamt I saw her today again and we made out. Why is my brain teasing me like this. It doesn’t really get better after each rejection 
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no it doesnt. knowing that no girl ever wants to share their love with you like they do with regular every day normies not just chads. nigga it makes my stomach turn and i dream of suicide shortly after. what a sick joke
I’m so fucking suicidal lately. I feel like I have nothing left to live for. Why am i grinding for a woman I know will only want me for my resources/ and I will never experience what other men have. I’ll just be single my whole life then some slut will want me solely for my resources.
dont sell yourself to some money grubbing whore bro. I know beggars cant be choosers but man that will just be shooting yourself in the foot. although, would you rather have a gold digger gf than no pussy at all? I couldnt say cuz ive never had pussy even if i paid for it, which i dont believe is the way to lose ones virginity, is by paying some whore to play pretend.
I want love nigga, not to pay for some fake fairytale. Hence why i say dont sell yourself out.
Some brocels dont give a fuck, they want ascension and they dont care how they get it.
I for one want a deep meaningful relationship but its impossible to get into with modern online dating, hypergamy, the modern hole and her delusions and the competition with chads. Im completely at a loss and time is running out.
bro i have no advice to give and im sorry.
That’s why I’ll never go the money route but man this shit is so abnormal and hurts. Even when I sleep early, at most I can only get 4 hours. I think my mind is giving up. All I ever wanted was love, I don’t want a supermodel, I don’t even want a Stacy, I just want a plain girl. Just someone I can build memories with and experience all that comes with a relationship. Even the good and the bad but we’re excluded from that. Why? Solely my genetics. Something I can’t fucking control is the reason why I’m in this shitty place. I even see why people NEET. I don’t want to grind or try anymore, I don’t see the point. I’m so tired man
In Africa, you'd be blessed with a thick robust tall nubian dom mommy queen.
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I’d want a thick black girl now.
African black girl >>>> African American black girl.
100%. Literally last attempt was with an African American girl, she straight up ghosted me then I was able to see her socials and she likes to drink/party/ thug shit. Already knew it never began. I’ve retired now
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