Monday evening i took over 60 sleeping pills or some shit and i just woke up now. And i have an exam today. No way im going to thtta shit. fuck man im so fucked up i can barely type. its so fuckihg over
60 sleeping pills?
Imagine how fuzzy your head is rn
Imagine how fuzzy your head is rn
The rope is calling for us.
I even made myself dinner with roasted potatoes and don't remember any of it
And those are perscription pills, not some over the counter sugar pills
Dude I took like 45 melatonin pills at once when I was 12
Probably the closest way I felt drunk before i started drinking
but its not answering for some reason
afrer 7 pills, it was the same feeling like drinking a whole of wine
its like i am half awake
i just woke up. i was passed out for more than 24 hrs. luckily i have no negative effects apart from brain fog
it was alprazolam
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Fuck man thats really brutal and sad
no, i woke up wednesday morningwait you slept for 4 days
i was out for 48 hours and it was a very good experiencewait you slept for 4 days
Same shit here
Defeated by life
0 fucking energy
The most menial tasks require astronomical efforts from my part to be completed.
I can barely get out of bed at this point
Brootal
Same
Its thursday you slept the entire week bruh? I saw you post yesterday tho LMAO
i posted this when i woke up bro, look at the thread post date.
Im confused, Add all timestamps, Im an autist
i skipped the entirety of tuesday and half of wednesday.
Rookie numbers, Ive eaten 10+ paracetamol a day for 2 years
drugmogs me
I have chronic pain and the doctor refuse to fix whats causing it
Nothing hits anymore. Not even alcohol. I'm close to calling it a day tbh.
go to the ER
tolerancemogs me
I wish I didn't. There is no escape from this bullshit. I'm not one to whinge like oh I'm gonna kill myself but I'm sitting here thinking like wow, I SHOULD actually do it but. Fucked. I feel nothing thesedays, it's a brutal existence just staying alive for the sake of it.
They refuse me there too
how do you plan on doing it? I tried alcohol poisoning, multiple kinds of pill ODs, getting drunk then jumping from a building (passed out before i could jump), roping (rope snapped) i think i will try slicing my neck next
not that kind of ER
Honestly, sleeping pills, carbon monoxide poisoning is my go to. Otherwise yeah, finding a tall asf building to pin dive head first was always my second option.
Impossible to get those
I just can't find the nuts to do it. Self preservation and hope always perseveres.
That and I feel like a guilty POS.
That and I feel like a guilty POS.
If i had a gun or a guaranteed method, i wouldnt hesitate. I am weaponcucked. Probably will try slicing my neck later if i stop being such a bitch.
Same. If I could get a gun it probably would have been over a while ago. Yeah knives and slashing and bleeding all over the place seems incredibly messy and painful. Don't think I could do that tbh.
I will study anatomy for a few hours to be able to locate my artheries. Won't do it unless im 100% sure. I have a very good 10cm long spearhead knife good for stabbing.
You're a stronger man than me.
ok, so carotid slashing is not a viable method. too hard to find, too hard to act on it.
we're stuck here bro. the most depressing thing for me is university. I hate being assignmentraped and testraped. I can learn everything by myself, but why do they impose so much stress on me?
i read a lot of anatomy pdfs and its not doable
Hey man hope you're doing okay. If you wanna chat we can add on discord. Please don't do something like this
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