Sperg
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- Nov 10, 2017
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I'm 52! Testosterone levels much lower than most of you guys of course, so I'm not thinking too often about pussy anymore - just about a relationship but even that has been fading lately.
Sperg said:I'm 52! Testosterone levels much lower than most of you guys of course, so I'm not thinking too often about pussy anymore - just about a relationship but even that has been fading lately.
Sperg said:I'm 52! Testosterone levels much lower than most of you guys of course, so I'm not thinking too often about pussy anymore - just about a relationship but even that has been fading lately.
What did you get? There are no deadly STDs nowadays if you get proper treatment.Sperg said:I got a deadly disease on those travels, BTW. I'm taking medication but I won't get too much older. For me it was suicide or one final extreme attempt.
Sperg said:I got a deadly disease on those travels, BTW. I'm taking medication but I won't get too much older. For me it was suicide or one final extreme attempt.
I hate to say it but sexing those women was not that nice. In the end it always left a bad taste in my mouth (sometimes literally, lol). They used me for sex only. I was not even a real person to them. While I wanted friendship. Never happened. I was nothing to them.
Sperg said:Well, risking the banhammer - I found an EXTREMELY crazy way to get laid at age 27 and there was a 5-year period I had sex with about 100 women. Since then, incel again. The metod: I quit my job as a software developer, sold everything I owned (it was 1992) and traveled to a warzone (former soviet Republic of Georgia). From then on I was a traveling bum through 42 countries, working my way around the world, sleeping 1000 nights under the stars, became a dive instructor, worked in the tourist industry in warm countries, met thousands of people, of course got a suntan and slim etc. Basically looksmaxing, being "exotic meat" for girls on holiday or girls looking for a meal ticket (a way out of poverty, hoping to snare me). It greatly helped that my autism wasn't apparent due to me not speaking Russian, Arabic. So my awkwardness did not register as being shy or Asperger. I DID end up with STD's though. But I've been incel up to age 27 and from age 32 to 52.
Sperg said:Well, risking the banhammer - I found an EXTREMELY crazy way to get laid at age 27 and there was a 5-year period I had sex with about 100 women. Since then, incel again. The metod: I quit my job as a software developer, sold everything I owned (it was 1992) and traveled to a warzone (former soviet Republic of Georgia). From then on I was a traveling bum through 42 countries, working my way around the world, sleeping 1000 nights under the stars, became a dive instructor, worked in the tourist industry in warm countries, met thousands of people, of course got a suntan and slim etc. Basically looksmaxing, being "exotic meat" for girls on holiday or girls looking for a meal ticket (a way out of poverty, hoping to snare me). It greatly helped that my autism wasn't apparent due to me not speaking Russian, Arabic. So my awkwardness did not register as being shy or Asperger. I DID end up with STD's though. But I've been incel up to age 27 and from age 32 to 52.
Sperg said:I can't even hold my pee and I wake up after a few hours every night due to the pain but OK I get your drift anyway
Sperg said:Late-stage Neurosyphillis that needs to be treated open-endedly with very strong antibiotics that can only keep things more or less stable. The antibiotics slowly are killing my kidneys and liver. I've been on them for the past 18 years. I have aquired autoimmune inflammation of the brain and joints and have many health problems with heart, neurological, fatigue etc.
@IlieknothingREAL By definition, Incel means "involuntary celibate". Have been that for the past 2 decades. It does not mean "never had sex", no? I mean, I'm just as misearble as the rest here and share everyone's relevant opinions...
Sperg said:I'm not looking for sympathy though. Was just hoping not to get banned so I can give my perspective on some things, basically being father-age for nearly everyone here. I've lurked the subreddit for years.
Sperg said:I'm not looking for sympathy though. Was just hoping not to get banned so I can give my perspective on some things, basically being father-age for nearly everyone here. I've lurked the subreddit for years. But I have no answers
Sperg said:When I got ill, I ended up becoming morbidly obese. Only very recently I started Keto and extreme excercise and I managed to get slimmer than ever. I live in a country where I can't communicate - no languages in common. And I'm autistic. I know absolutely noone here. And I don't drink alcohol, don't dance etc. Also, I now don't like women anymore. I think the hassle ain't worth it. Still very lonely and depressed, often. The slimming and healthy food helped with some of my issues.
@existentialhack: On the risk of not being believed, I am a millionaire and have a large lab in my home and I know it sounds crazy but I'm working on a possible cure. But that would involve a revolution in medical science so I'm not too sure it will work - it's many years of effort and too early to know anything yet.
Sperg said:
@existentialhack: On the risk of not being believed, I am a millionaire and have a large lab in my home and I know it sounds crazy but I'm working on a possible cure. But that would involve a revolution in medical science so I'm not too sure it will work - it's many years of effort and too early to know anything yet.
Sperg said:I'm on a nutritional ketogenic diet that did wonders for me - I eat 10% carbs, 20% protein, 70% fat (% energy). Looks like he's also in that direction, I see coconut oil on his site. I think my current diet is the healthiest possible for a human being, esp. with my genetics. Some health issues cleared up completely, but bacteria in the brain don't care much what you eat... I became financially successful with eCommerce. I also invented a medical device we're selling worldwide.
@modus: I never was a Chad. "Scientist": I have no Ph.D. but soemone who invents medical technology using the scientific method, studying scientific journals and then becomes rich as a consequence of thesee efforts - I call myself a scientist. "Volcel"? Well, I guess if I spend a lot of effort I can screw a 55 year old cleaning lady... I guess some here would manage the same, given enough work put into it... I'm unable to go out and meet women anyway. It's my character, not my finances or body that make me incel. Too autistic.
Sperg said:I'm on a nutritional ketogenic diet that did wonders for me - I eat 10% carbs, 20% protein, 70% fat (% energy). Looks like he's also in that direction, I see coconut oil on his site. I think my current diet is the healthiest possible for a human being, esp. with my genetics. Some health issues cleared up completely, but bacteria in the brain don't care much what you eat... I became financially successful with eCommerce. I also invented a medical device we're selling worldwide.
@modus: I never was a Chad. "Scientist": I have no Ph.D. but as someone who invents medical technology using the scientific method, studying scientific journals and then becomes rich as a consequence of these efforts, done in my lab - I call myself a scientist. "Volcel"? Well, I guess if I spend a lot of effort I can screw a 55 year old cleaning lady... I guess some here would manage the same, given enough work put into it... I'm unable to go out and meet women anyway. It's my character, not my finances or body that make me incel. Too autistic. It should not be a competition here who suffers the most or who is the most fucked. I feel for all you guys, that's why I'm posting here. I came here to say stuff that may be of use, I'll of course go as soon as I get annoyed. I have a business to run, my body to build, things to code and build and to learn etc. If this place is only for people who never saw a cunt in their lives, let a moderator confirm this and I'm outta here. Better sooner than later, to avoid wasting my precious resources on a bunch of whiners like yourself.