SuicideFuel Who is the girl you were most fixated on?

[Junkie]

I met her online. She was young, to say the least. Yes, I like girls on the much younger side. Big deal.

We talked for an hour or so. Pathetic to fix on a girl you just met, right? Anyway, there she was being polite, interesting, and super cute. She had such a gorgeous face. A petite body. My age did not bother her in the slightest.

But there was a problem: she never saw my face. Curiously, she never asked me for a picture of myself. She was just happy to chat with me. Plus, she had a boyfriend. Her relationship seemed to be going fine and it's not like she would be attracted to my ugly face, so I never replied back to her messages and just let her go.

And months later, here I am thinking about that gorgeous face. I hate being ugly.

 

[PUNK2006]

Girl from my school, she liked me at first she came up to me when i didnt even know her then she got brainwashed into thinking the age difference between us at the time is too much, she stopped answering me and later ghosted me, now i still cant get her out my head

 

[Sex-Starved Beast]

Two girls from school. One lasted for 5 years in high school, the other for 2 years in university. With the first one I didn't try to ascend because I was so autistic at the time that I didn't consider it. With the second I was actually convinced for a year (!) that I was going to finally get a girlfriend, but it went nowhere.

 

[lugubriouseanastar]

I also met a girl like that. Last year. I still think about her everyday. I know she doesn’t. How could someone love a person like me? No one. I know she probably has someone by now. I’m drunk and alone right now. I’m crying. I need to escape this life soon. I can’t keep living like this.

 

[Pancakecel]

Never had a crush tbh, other than sexually I couldn't stand foids back when I was in school etc. They were loud, obnoxious, and insulted/ mocked me for my looks on various occasions. I just beat my meat to porn whenever I felt horny, and then went back to video games.

 

[Vector2800]

I wrote about her here.

I stalked a girl in high school

I just came back from a self-ban after a couple months due to mental health issues. No one cares about that pussy shit anyway so let me tell the story of how I stalked a foid in high school that rejected me. This happened over 20 years ago meaning the Feds can’t come after me. I started stalking...

incels.is

 

[Wolnir]

Never been too bothered, I get over crushes pretty easily.

 

[mariomariuss]

Plus, she had a boyfriend.

 

[mariomariuss]

there was one girl back in school days that I had crush on, she rejected me infront of classmates and later it was hell

 

[Junkie]

My smile was extinct the moment she told me that.

 

[sub5ricemale]

Closest thing I've ever come to a crush was this girl I met at school.

I started things off pretty nice with her. I hung out with her at lunch once and we even walked with each other to class. Keep in mind, I'm extremely ugly. Eventually, l my autism kicked in and I started having rage outbursts in class. I stopped saying hi to her cuz I was afraid of her seeing me as an autistic retard.

See? NTpill is way more brutal than any pill.

 

[Calamari Sun]

Some dumb ho

 

[rockymtdwell3r]

There was this one mixed breed co worker I was so fixated on for years even after she cucked me I still wanted her spent over $3k on food and gifts for her and that probably got me a hug at best and I still don’t even remember her even hugging me probably a fallacy in my memory but boyo it was brutalllli should of listened to my homies before I got carried away

 

[Simstrata]

This really cute petite goth foid in high school. We had a couple mutual friends, never hung out one on one or outside of school or really interacted at all outside of that, but she was always relatively nice to me.
One day this obnoxious nigger decided to humiliate me, it was graduation day and I was standing outside the school next to her and he walked up, recording with his phone for one of those shitty tiktok “interviews.” He asked her what the lowest height she would date is (She had to be like 5’1, and I’m an extreme heightcel, I was maybe an inch taller than her if that.) She replied with “I don’t care as long as they’re taller than me while i’m wearing boots.” The nigger recording, who knew exactly what he was doing, could barely hold back his laughter at me. I never saw her again after that day and luckily I never ended up seeing that video or hearing anything about it.

 

[The Scarlet Prince]

 

[fokusin]

I never was fixated on any one bitch, yeah I get attracted to foids but equally the same to all never once did I pay extra attention to some different cunt

 

[zangano1]

Some whore from school, I still masturbate thinking about her every now and then

 

[Justnormalincel]

I met her online. She was young, to say the least. Yes, I like girls on the much younger side. Big deal.

We talked for an hour or so. Pathetic to fix on a girl you just met, right? Anyway, there she was being polite, interesting, and super cute. She had such a gorgeous face. A petite body. My age did not bother her in the slightest.

But there was a problem: she never saw my face. Curiously, she never asked me for a picture of myself. She was just happy to chat with me. Plus, she had a boyfriend. Her relationship seemed to be going fine and it's not like she would be attracted to my ugly face, so I never replied back to her messages and just let her go.

And months later, here I am thinking about that gorgeous face. I hate being ugly.

a nepali girl in my polytechnic

 

[Glassness]

I liked some girl from school for 12 years I'm trying to get out of thinking of her currently

 

[darkie]

Before I turned 20 for a couple years I spoke to this foid younger than me, I met her online and we'd talk every day and I probably loved her,TLDR she just used me for attention and then got a bf

 

[AdolfRizzler]

it was a girl when i entered high school, she was a bit older than me

 

[Grodd]

Never been too bothered, I get over crushes pretty easily.

 

[Grodd]

None i've had foids i liked here and there but i stopped caring quickly

 

[DCI Gene Hunt]

A former boss. She was a classy blonde Amazonian MILF.

 

[currycell900]

college oneitis still fap to her pictures sometimes

 

[anotherwastedlife]

some whore from school who became a single mother, she took advantage of me and friendzoned me twice too. i hate being autistic and vunerable

 

[LeFrenchCel]

Some arab girl from my uni.
Introverted, friendly, mtn, didn't dress like a whore, and physically she was my type.

We befriended and got along pretty well, and as terabluepilled as it sounds, it's the only girl with who I felt some connection further than just looks.

When I ended asking her out, she told me she never felt attracted to me and never will. Never talked to her since.

 

[Failed Pullout]

Some arab girl from my uni.
Introverted, friendly, mtn, didn't dress like a whore, and physically she was my type.

We befriended and got along pretty well, and as terabluepilled as it sounds, it's the only girl with who I felt some connection further than just looks.

When I ended asking her out, she told me she never felt attracted to me and never will. Never talked to her since.

Guess you can say you tried for me it seems like the self esteem hit and the effort is not worth it like applying to Harvard with a 1.9 gpa.

 

[LeFrenchCel]

Guess you can say you tried for me it seems like the self esteem hit and the effort is not worth it like applying to Harvard with a 1.9 gpa.

It's not worth it tbh

But yeah at least I tried

 

[xxectrapieces]

Some arab girl from my uni.
Introverted, friendly, mtn, didn't dress like a whore, and physically she was my type.

We befriended and got along pretty well, and as terabluepilled as it sounds, it's the only girl with who I felt some connection further than just looks.

When I ended asking her out, she told me she never felt attracted to me and never will. Never talked to her since.

Glad you tried.

I never had the courage when I was younger to ask out any foids. I guess that was because they patronized me and everyone would joke about my height.

 

[LeFrenchCel]

Glad you tried.

I never had the courage when I was younger to ask out any foids. I guess that was because they patronized me and everyone would joke about my height.

Asking out is better than doing nothing and daydreaming about "what could have been" scenarios that eventually fuck up your brain forever. But it's a big step tbh

 

[EcstasyCel]

Long story. But I can relate to her being young.

 

[EcstasyCel]

This really cute petite goth foid in high school. We had a couple mutual friends, never hung out one on one or outside of school or really interacted at all outside of that, but she was always relatively nice to me.
One day this obnoxious nigger decided to humiliate me, it was graduation day and I was standing outside the school next to her and he walked up, recording with his phone for one of those shitty tiktok “interviews.” He asked her what the lowest height she would date is (She had to be like 5’1, and I’m an extreme heightcel, I was maybe an inch taller than her if that.) She replied with “I don’t care as long as they’re taller than me while i’m wearing boots.” The nigger recording, who knew exactly what he was doing, could barely hold back his laughter at me. I never saw her again after that day and luckily I never ended up seeing that video or hearing anything about it.

Should've made an Alabaman wind chime out of him.