
Transcended Trucel
Peace & Dharma ; Vishwaguru India!
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Same I spend hours reading fictional books with Chad main characters. I spend hours imagining life as them. it's really brutal, having no life of your own and having to read fiction to live vicariously thru anotherDamn some of these are so relatable. I've been isolating myself unconsciously from the beginning of secondary school. I had "friends" in secondary school but we only talked. We were all gamers and yet I was an outsider.
It's funny that yesterday when I went shopping I saw one of my secondary school friends. Didn't say hi to him because he didn't see me and well.. he was with his gf.
It's actually so sad that we all got bullied in secondary school for being gamers and not ever getting women..
Well they all got. Except me. Eventually they all left me. I occasionally only talk to one of them.
Then again completely understandable. They were all over 6'0 and relatively decent looking.
I may have been the smartest one of them but.. 5'7 arab manlet. So they all now have work, gfs, one of them even has kids.
And here I am studying in university, living off government money and parents.
So yeah no social life. Just going to buy groceries and sometimes to the library to read books.
That's all I have. Books.